Hana Pov

We sit here in silence while eating our ice cream after happened this morning it’s nice to be able to relax and not worry for the time being. I take the last bite of my waffle cone and look over at my dad he is staring out into space i sigh i know that a lot has been going on for him. Him finding out that i cut me trying to kill myself he also has a lot going on with the mafia he hasn't told me but i just know  that something bad is going on. I'm glad that we can have times like this…. Together no drama. I clear my throat causing him to look at me he notices that i'm done with my ice cream and he smiles “ ready to go” i nod and we stand up we walk home and i'm happy. When we arrive at the house we go inside and i immediately lay on the couch.

My dad walks into the kitchen and comes back with a glass of water “ i'm sorry appa” he looks over at me with a confused look on his face “ sorry for what ?” i look at the ceiling and notice the bullet holes in the ceiling “i don't know i just feel like i should apologize” he laughs “ well ok then” the doorbell rings and he looks over at me “ i'm not getting up” he sighs and shakes his head as he walks over to the door  he opens it and stops smiling “hana go to your room NOW !!!” i sit up and look at his face “ dad what’s wrong ?” he shakes his head but doesn't move from his spot i get up and begin to walk over to him “ HANA stay over there” i shake my head and walk to where he is standing i follow his eyes to see what he is looking at , there on our doorstep written in blood hana is a who just needs to die with a cat lying dead next to it all the blood from the cat was used to write the message i look at my dad with tears in my eyes i look at the cat once more and i can't hold it anymore i turn to the side and i throw up my dad pulls my hair away from my face i stop throwing up and sit on the floor crying he puts his arms around me and rocks me back in forth “ i'm so sorry hana” i shake my head and begin to cry harder “ minsuk did it “ he stop rocking me “ what do you mean he did it” i look up at him and shake my head “ he has been talking to somi a lot lately i knew i shouldn't have trusted him i'm freaking stupid i should have know when he started to stop talking to me ” i hit myself in the head but my dad stops me” your not stupid hana” i push him away and stand up “yes i am” i struggle up the steps and slam my bedroom door as soon as i'm in my room i scream “ how could i be so freaking dumb” i pick up my phone and text him “ i actually  believed that you was there for me but how could you “ i throw my phone on the bed and completely lose it i go into my restroom and look in the mirror “ all i am is freaking trash that needs to be throw away” i grab my hair dryer and throw it at the mirror causing it to crack glass everywhere i crouch down and cry even harder i look around me and i'm surrounded by glass i look at a piece and slowly begin to pick it up i stare at it and throw it across the bathroom i look at my hands and notice bits and pieces of glass in my hand i hear my door open and my dad runs into the restroom he looks at me with a sad look in his eyes “ appa i'm sorry i think i broke the mirror” he gives me a soft smile and carefully walks over to me he picks me up and carries me to my bed “you sit here i'll be right back with the aid kit” i nod and he leaves the room i pick up my phone and read the text that minsuk sent me “ ha you thought wrong at first i really did like you but after getting to know you and hearing stuff about you from somi i realised that you're just a that wants attention you cut for attention so we might as well give it to you right i hope you liked my present” my dad walks into the room and i throw my phone at the walls shattering it to pieces he  puts the first aid kit next to me and grabs wrist “hana what happened “ i look up at him “ minsuk asked me if i liked my present….. I knew he did this” my dad takes the first aid kit and begins to take the glass out of my hand i wince in pain but i'm happy that the glass is out of me. He finishes up and sighs “ i am gonna fix this hana i promise” i nod and lay down.

AN- hi my lovely babies please leave some comments it would mean the world to me ive been having a hard time at school and i would love to see some comments