Hana Pov

I smile and point at the menu “I want chocolate cookie crumble in a cone” the person behind the counter nods and smiles at us “so minsuk who is this pretty girl ?” He smiles” this is hana my friend “ the girl smiles “ your girlfriend ?” He pouts and blushes “ nonna stop teasing me or I'm telling mom “ I look at her with wide eyes “ you're his sister  ?” She nods “nice to meet you I'm Lee sooyoung but you can call me unnie” I smile and bow “ hi unnie I'm Zi Hana” minsuk pays for the ice cream and we go back to the park and sit down on a Bench eating our ice cream the sun starts to set and I smile”it's so pretty” he looks at me and smiles “ just like you “ I blush and finish eating my ice cream when I'm done I just stare at the sky I turn to minsuk and notice that ice cream is on the side of his lip I lean over and wipe it off we make eye contact and he smiles at me and slowly leans in to kiss me but suddenly someone pulls my hair and I scream I look back to see who it is and I see somi and her friends minah and ahna. Somi smirks at me “ I warned you didn't I “ she looks at minsuk and smiles” we will see you tomorrow…..I wouldn't follow us if I were you “ they pull my by my hair to a dark alley a block away from my house she throws me against the wall and punches me “ how dare you think he likes you , you're just a and he will never like someone like you”  minah and ahan starts to laugh “ she almost tainted his lips minsuk is probably happy that we saved him” somi punches me in the stomach “ minah hand me the knife” minah hands her a knife  she pulls up my sleeves and grabs my arm she digs the knife into my arm and beings to write words I scream in  pain and beg her to stop minah and ahan just start laughing I start to cry as blood runs down my arm. Somi finishes craving into my arm and she steps back “perfect...now don't let it happen again or next time it will be way worse” they spit on me and walk away I sit there for awhile just thinking and crying I get up and walk home. I open the door and walk in I look around and I don't see my dad I walk into the kitchen and notice a note on the counter I pick it up and read it, it says that he had a work emergency I crumble up the paper and throw it on the floor I scream why are you never here I need a dad I need a mom I just want someone to care about me and be there when I need them is that so hard I run upstairs to my restroom and look at myself in the mirror all the words that somi send to me are running through my head

Stupid no one cares about you no one will ever love you “ stop it stop talking to me stop screamin what your saying is not  true people do love me…..someone has to right ?” I can't breathe I look through the cabinets and grab my blade I raise up my arm and see carved into my arm covered with dry blood I take the blade and make a box around the word I stop after my arm is completely covered in blood once again I put the blade into the cabinet and slide down to the floor crying . after awhile I get up and wash the blood away and bandage my arm I change into my night clothes and lay in my bed I hate myself for thinking that someone actually cared about me I close my eyes and fall asleep.

A/N- Hey guys i just finished this chapter and i am working on chapter 19 hopefully it will be done soon :)