Hana POV

All I hear on the car ride home is yelling when we get home he is still yelling I can't stand it " dad can you please stop yelling " he turns to look at me and he just stares at me " you want me to stop yelling " I nod my head " it's not that big of a deal" he glares at me " it's not that big of a deal ? HANA IT IS A BIG DEAL YOU SKIPPED SCHOOL FOR NO REASON " I look at the floor " I do have a reason " he sighs " your mother would not be proud of you in fact I'm pretty sure she would be very disappointed " I look up at him " YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW THE REASON WHY I SKIPPED SCHOOL SO SHUT UP AND I'M PRETTY SURE MOM WOULD HAVE ASKED WHY I SKIPPED BEFORE SHE STARTED TO YELL AT ME SHE WOULDN'T BE DISAPPOINTED IN ME SHE WOULD HAVE BEEN DISAPPOINTED IN YOU !" I run up the stairs into my room and slam the door how dare he say that to me .

Tao POV

I stand in the living room dumbstruck hana just yelled at me I sigh and sit down on the couch I thought raising hana on my own would be easy but I guess it isn't . she called me a disappointment basically.  I don't know what I'm doing wrong I just keep making her mad at me .

Hana POV

I lay on my bed staring at the ceiling  how could he yell at me I'm trying to be nicer to him and he's just making things worse I really wish I was in heaven with mom right now if I was in heaven with her I wouldn't have to deal with dad or the kids at school I could be happy again I sigh " I just don't know anymore " I close my eyes and began to hum the chorus of  bts I need you

I need you girl

Wae honja saranghago honjaseoman ibyeolhae

I need you girl
Wae dachil geol almyeonseo jakku niga piryohae
I need you girl neon areumdawo
I need you girl neomu chagawo
I need you girl (I need you girl)
I need you girl (I need you girl)