- Sungjong POV -

myungsoo-ssi still sitting just a few inches away from me and looking at me waiting for my answer to his request. i took a deep breath again and clench my fist, i just hope that this would be for the best and i hope i wont regret it at the end, i cant honestly believe i would do this for a child that i am not related but then again i love sungjun like he is my own. just think positive sungjong and think of it like you are going to be a home tutor or something and just focus on sungjun and i wouldnt say no to becoming close with minsoo also, he seems a nice boy but mysterious

would it be fine if i really stay here myungsoo-ssi?

Myungsoo- huh? oh yes it would be alright and im sure sungjun would be really happy to know that you will be staying here

but what about your older son, minsoo?

Myungsoo- i'll tell him that you will be staying here because you will be sungjun's home teacher

okay if i wont be a trouble and i dont mind being sungjun's tutor for real same goes with minsoo though i cant guarantee that i would be good since im a preparatory major not a much higher level teacher

Myungsoo- wait does this mean you accept my request sungjong-ssi?

ye..yes, i said and nod my head i hear myungsoo-ssi release a relieve sigh, i guess he also dont know if i will accept it or not. well i still cant believe it that i agreed on this request also or even hear myungsoo-ssi ask this kind of request to me,

Myungsoo- thank you for accepting my request sungjong-ssi you dont know how much you will help me and it would make sungjun recover faster.

i hope so too, i really cant believe sungjun has a VSD he look so energetic and doesnt have any ailments 

Myungsoo- woohyun said its because its only a small hole but then again he has his own moment when he is energetic and timid, but before when he was a baby he was sickly and a timid boy sungjun only become really energetic when he turn 3 year old.

ohhh is that so? i cant really imagine him being sick since he is so bubbly, but will sungjun be really alright? 

Myungsoo- yes as long as he isnt put into an emotional turmoil and stress.

ohh i understand 

Myungsoo- so sungjong-ssi when can you move in? not that im pressuring you to move in but i just figured that the sooner you move in the good idea.

huh? uhm

Myungsoo- you dont have to worry about things like bed or any furniture because the guest room you will be staying is fully furnished and you just need to bring your clothes and things you need for your work.

i...i

Sungyeol- excuse me sir here is your snack

i breathed a sigh of relief when i hear sungyeol hyung speak, then the maids come and putting down a plate full of bake biscuits and a fruit platter and then set up utensils for us to use, then they gave me a glass of plum juice and for myungsoo-ssi a cup of tea, i took a sip on the juice as myungsoo-ssi just too a biscuit and started eating it and then took a sip in his own drink, we were enveloped by silence again as sungyeol hyung is just standing a few inches away from us and silently watching us. 

i use the silent atmosphere as the time to think about my decision and the question that myungsoo-ssi asked that was left hanging and left unanswered. i still dont think this is the right decision but i already said yes just think about the best, anyway when should i really move in? is it too late to back out? and take what i said back? sigh my head is starting to hurt from all this thinking im doing and i feel dizzy on how fast things are happening around me. a lot of things happen in just one day gosh

Myungsoo- sungjong-ssi?

huh? uh yes?

Myungsoo- is the food not to your liking? you havent touch anything other that your drink

oh no, im sorry dont mind me i was just loss in thoughts

Sungyeol- if its not up to your liking would you like me to tell the maids to bring another snack for you sungjong-ssi?

omo, no no. this is more than enough please dont bother yourselves with me. im good

Sungyeol- are you sure sungjong-ssi?

ne

i pick the food tongs and put some biscuit in my plate and also put some fruits in my plate, after that i started eating so that they will see that i really dont have any problem with the food and was just basically deep in thoughts after a few minutes and once i finish all the snack i put in my plate i hear pitter patter and foot steps coming closer to us, i look towards the entrance of the dining room and after a few seconds sungjun come into view rubbing his eyes awake while he is dragging his teddy bear that i made him hug

i see sungjun open his eyes and look at the dining room and once his eyes landed on me he walk towards me and once he is closer to me he grab the hem of my shirt and pulled him up in my lap and i caress his hair, sungjun then buried his face on my chest and i look at him and he has his eyes close and slowly drifting back to sleep, aigoo he must have felt that i left his side which made him get out of his bed and look for me. but its good that he didnt cry anymore and instead look for me first before he does cry.

if you are still sleepy you should have stayed in bed junnie 

Sungjun- nngh

instead of getting an answer he nuzzle his face on my chest even more and sigh in contentment, my hand caressing his hair going down to his back and patting his back softly, after a few minutes sungjun rub his eyes again and open his eyes and look up at so i smiled at him and he did the same. i cant believe this little angel has a hole in his heart it might not be a big hole but still it can endanger his life, i dont want something bad to happen to this sweet angel if staying here would make him better then i'll stay until he gets fully healed.

Sungjun- umma i didnt cry and look for umma first

aigoo ne, thats a good boy. im really happy you didnt cry

Sungjun- junnie didnt want umma to be mad

aww my baby is such a good boy. do you want to eat junnie? he crinkle his nose and shake his head no, gosh this boy need to stop being so cute because i dont think my heart can handle his cuteness anymore, in idea comes into my mind and i look at him and showed him my pouting lips trying to look cute on sungjun,

you should eat junnie, so that you'll get better soon

Sungjun- but im not hungry jjongie umma

its just fruits baby come on please i asked him while pouting

Sungjun- kekeke if junnie eats umma would stop pouting?

wae dont i look cute pouting? kekeke but fine i will stop but you should eat first okay?

Sungjun- kekeke ne umma

what does my junnie want then? fruits or biscuit? 

Sungjun- hmmm i want orange umma

orange?

Sungjun- ne umma

i nod my head and grab the food tongs and pick up few slices of oranges and put it in my plate and sungjun then grab one slice of the orange and started eating the orange i look at myungsoo-ssi and he is just looking at us, i feel my cheeks heating up as i suddenly feel embarrassed i look away and just focus on sungjun, oh god will i even survive living here? just him looking at us is making me blush already oh god and to think i was fine with talking to him earlier but his look just now is different it feels like he is studying me and like he is looking at my soul also.

Sungjun- umma one more orange please

omo, you finish all four slices already?

Sungjun- mhmm

thats good, one more?

Sungjun- ne umma

i took another slice of orange and sungjun immediately took it and started eating it, i just smiled at him its nice to know that sungjun now has an appetite to eat and he looks like he is really getting better. once he was done eating i made sungjun look at me and grab the table napkin and wipe sungjun's mouth.

my baby junnie want to drink?

Sungjun- ne umma,

what do you want baby?

Sungjun- water umma

sungyeol hyung then pour some water on a glass and handed it to sungjun, sungjun then drink it once he was done drinking he put it back to the table and i wipe his lips again. sungjun then let out a rather loud burp which made him cover his mouth and blush and we all laugh at him. kekeke he said excuse me and i just caress his head and pinch his cheeks. myungsoo then suddenly cough and both me and sungjun look towards him

Sungjun- appa sick?

Myungsoo- no, just got choked anyway sungjun i have something to tell you?

Sungjun- what is it appa?

Myungsoo- lets go to the living room first and i'll tell you there

Sungjun- ne appa

myungsoo-ssi look at me first before looking back at sungjun and standing up, oh god is he gonna tell sungjun now? like immediately? we havent even talk about it more clearly? but then again he must just be making sure that i wont be able to back out anymore and if sungjun know about it its for sure that i can never take it back or back out. sungjun then get off my lap and wait for me to stand up and sungjun then grab my hand as we head to their living room. once we got to the living room sungjun took a sit on the couch and i sit beside sungjun

Myungsoo- are you feeling well already sungjun?

Sungjun- ne appa, my head dont hurt anymore

Myungsoo- thats good

Sungjun- appa have something to tell junnie? what is it appa?

Myungsoo- ah yes, would you like sungjong-ssi to live with us?

Sungjun- YES APPA!

i smiled as i saw sungjun's eyes grew big and how he shouted yes to his appa so cute, can he be mine? i want him to really be my son. he then stand up and walk towards myungsoo-ssi and grab on his appa's clothes

Sungjun- junnie really really want jjongie umma to live in our house can umma please? junnie will be a good boy if umma can i promise

Myungsoo- i understand, im fine with it but im not sure about sungjong-ssi why dont you ask him

he said and then look at me, sungjun then face me and i can see that he is excited and happy that his father agreed on his whim to have me live with them, sungjun then walk towards me and stand in front of me, he looks at me with his cute and expecting eyes. i cant help but smile at him and caress his cheeks

Sungjun- umma!! umma!!

kekeke ne?

Sungjun- can umma please live here?

huh? hmm i dont know

Sungjun- please, please, please umma. i will be a really good boy so please umma please

do you really want me to stay here? and he nod his head up and down really fast and i had to grab his cheeks just so he would stop bobbing his head. im afraid his head would fall off will all the nodding he is doing.

Sungjun- ne umma junnie really really want too

arasseo, i can never say no to my cutie pie junnie anyway. his eyes went big and mouth agape, sungjun was blinking yet his eyes is still wide open i laugh at the look sungjun has at the moment. 

Sungjun- JEONGMAL-YO UMMA?

he asked rather loudly and his eyes still wide open and looking at me expectantly, i couldnt help but laugh at his cuteness, i nod my head and sungjun just look at me for a minute and his eyes blinking rather cutely and after a few minutes he started jumping and screaming, i watch sungjun jump into joy and celebrate. i cant believe that with me staying here could make him this happy, he really got attached with me for some reason. i then look at myungsoo-ssi and see him looking at sungjun and i can see that he is happy that his son is happy

and even though he isnt smiling i can see in his eyes that he is smiling, i wonder why he wont show some of his emotion to his son, he wont even let his son see his smile. you cant totally see that he is amuse and quite smitten with sungjun yet he tries to hide it, why? i look back at sungjun and he was still jumping into joy but then after a few minutes he stop and walk back towards me and he was panting and he then look at me

Sungjun- umma isnt lying right? umma really wouldnt stay here?

have i lied to m