If someone asked me what happened last night I don’t really know what to say, because I’ve been thinking about it the whole morning when I woke up while I wait for the Kims to wake up but I can’t simply comprehend everything that happened yesterday. We had a lot of fun yesterday as we sled and snowboard the whole day and when night comes I had a talk with Myungsoo-ssi and I hope I manage to imprint in his mind that I’m not here for the money nor because I’m trying to gain something, I’m simply here because of his sons.  I also come to terms that I’m totally crushing on him but decided to ignore it and of course he doesn't need to know that. 

I then had a talk with Minsoo and I’m assuming we manage to be on a decent situation where we are in a talking manner and he’s a little comfortable with me now well I hope. I also manage to make him understand that I deeply care for him and his brother and adore them to wits end. He also somehow acknowledged my uality and wasn’t repulsed by it I think and  I hope. I also manage to understand what he feels like and what’s going on to his head just a little bit but it’s a good start because it’s an improvement but what I don’t understand is how he found out I’m crushing on his father and he’s fine with it? No I mean he said he’s not fine with it but he also didn’t say he wasn’t against it so... I don’t really understand. 

My brain can’t take this anymore and I’m not gonna torture myself with this matter anymore so I decided to wake my babies up instead of wrecking my brain into pieces. It’s already 8:30 am and we really need to eat breakfast so I stand up and from the couch I’m sitting at and head towards the kids bedroom and as I open the door I hear a low music playing on the background and I look at the side table and saw Minsoo’s iPad plugged as it play some songs on a low volume. He really love music I need to figure out why Myungsoo-ssi is going to get mad at him once he found out he’s part of a popular band like seriously what's wrong with playing in a band?  

I look at the first bed knowing Minsoo would be sleeping there but the bed was empty and I don’t hear any sounds in the bathroom, I was about to panic when I look at the other bed and I saw Minsoo and Sungjun sleeping together, I couldn’t help but melt at the sight and as I feel my heart filled with nothing but warmth as they hug each other to sleep. I pulled my phone out and took a picture of them and I really can’t help but awe at the sight in front of me. Minsoo has his hand securely around his brother as Sungjun was comfortably on top of him as my baby Junnie tightly hold on to Mr. Cuddles arm. 

I walked closer to them and took another picture but this time a close up and I couldn’t help but smile widely as the picture turn out great. I know it's like I'm being a creep but this is just a precious moment that I want to keep, I rubbed Junnie’s back and pat his head softly and I see him move a little and because of that Minsoo also tried to move but failed as his brother is securely on top of him. I hear him groan but nonetheless still fast asleep, I caressed his messy mop again and Sungjun then turn his head and open his eyes slightly and I smiled at him, he then close his eyes again and I couldn’t help but melt at his cuteness 

Baby come on it’s time to wake up

Sungjun-sleepy umma 

Aigoo but it’s time to eat breakfast now baby, umma is also hungry 

I see him open his eyes again and look at me and I pout at him as I rub my tummy making him see I was hungry, and he then close his eyes again but second later he then sat up and he then look at his Hyung and he lean forward and I actually thought he was gonna kiss his Hyung but I guess my baby isn’t gonna please me with that thought as he then lean forward and Minsoo’s cheek like how a puppy would you when they see you. I tried to sniffle the laugh that was about to erupt from my lips as Minsoo then open his eyes rather quickly and touch his wet cheeks. 

He then look at his wet fingertips and his eyes went wide as he then shift his gaze on his mischievous baby brother who was smiling widely at him. He then look at me and trying to ask me silently what happened but I stayed silent as I bit my lips trying to contain my laughter he then look at his hand and I guess he finally processed everything as he then grunt and about to grab Sungjun when Sungjun jump off him and immediately went behind my back. 

Minsoo- what the... 

Minsoo good morning I greet him as to warn him not to curse early in the morning and in front of his baby brother

Sungjun- KEKEKEKEKE GOOD MORNING HYUNGIE TIME TO EAT!

Minsoo- he me?

Sungjun- JUNNIE DID!

My baby proudly answered his hyung and I nod at him and I hear him grunt and threw the blanket off him as he then get off the bed and tried to run after his brother who is now happily squealing as he run away from his annoyed older brother. I couldn’t help but laugh at them and I catch Sungjun hoist him up on my hip and he hugged me tight as Minsoo then cross his arms and glare at me. That glare won’t work on me anymore especially when he said he’ll give me a chance so I just smiled at him and ruffle his bed hair. 

Come on no more running time to wash up and brush your teeth so that we can wake your appa up and we can eat I’m really hungry 

Minsoo- so that chipmunk  me without brushing his teeth? 

Kekeke I’m afraid so Minsoo-ah 

Minsoo- you’re so dead Sungjun tsk! 

He said as he head towards the bathroom and seconds later I hear the shower turns on and I couldn’t help but laugh and so is the little munchkin attached on my hips. I look at him and see him happily laughing with what he did and I pinched his cheeks but nonetheless kiss his forehead as I walk towards the bathroom and good thing Minsoo didn’t lock the door so I manage to grab Sungjun’s toothbrush I can see his reflection on the shower stall and see him rubbing his face real badly I couldn't help but shake my head and laugh softly. I then walk out of the bathroom and made Sungjun hold on to his toothbrush as I then grab a change of clothes for him and once I have everything he would need I walk towards my own bedroom. 

When we reached the bathroom I put him on top of the counter top I put some toothpaste on his toothbrush and wet it a little and have him brush his teeth, he was swishing his feet back and forth as he brush his teeth real nicely. Once he was done I put him down and took off his clothes and I showered him, when I deemed that he was clean I wrap him up and dried his body with a towel and started dressing him up. After we are done we walked out of my room hand in hand and see Minsoo sitting on the couch as he browse on his phone. 

Ready Minsoo? 

He look up to us and he nod as he then stood up and I grab my wallet that I placed on top of the coffee table and when I turn around I see Sungjun rubbing his forehead while pouting and Minsoo heading out of the door, I walk towards Sungjun and ask him what's wrong but he shake his head so I just held his hand and we head out of our hotel suite, Sungjun let go of my hand as he then walk to his appa’s suite and he was about to press the doorbell when the door opened and revealed his already dressed father. I see my baby smile widely as he then hugged his appa and Myungsoo-ssi carried him, I see him kiss his appa’s cheek as he says good morning to his father. 

Myungsoo- good morning Sungjong, Minsoo

Minsoo- good morning appa. 

Good morning 

Myungsoo- let’s eat? 

Sungjun- appa Junnie wants pancakes

Minsoo- you always want pancakes. 

Sungjun- pancakes are yummy! 

Minsoo- don’t think so. 

Sungjun- yummy! 

Minsoo- nope it’s not. 

Aigoo where did the cute and sweet brothers go? Minsoo is on his teasing streak again. I can see that Sungjun is about to cry from his Hyung’s teasing so I need to step between them. 

So what time are we going home Myungsoo-ssi? We are going home today right? 

Sungjun- Bwoh? But umma junnie don’t want to go home. Junnie wants to stay here more 

Minsoo- what? We’re going home already? I still want to stay here 

They were the first to react and I see my baby Junnie pouting as he grumbles how he still wants to stay here and then there’s Minsoo who is now disappointed on what he heard. Maybe if Minsoo and I hadn’t had that talk last night or if we didn’t went here I don’t think he will be voicing out his thoughts, he would probably be all indifferent on the outside but in the inside he’s grumbling. I’m really glad that we went here and he at least trying to open up to me.

Well it’s been 2 days and I’m sure your appa still has a lot of work to do back in Seoul. 

Myungsoo- I’m actually on holiday vacation since yesterday. 

I feel like my ears gone deaf as my eyes went big and I turn and look at Myungsoo-ssi like he had just said something out of character but then again he just did. The workaholic father suddenly announced that he is officially on holiday? Like seriously? Is he even feeling alright? Maybe we should go to the hospital and have him checked. If I remember right it’s still December and not April fools day. From the corner of my eye I saw that the kids were also looking at their father like he had gone crazy and if I wasn’t too shocked I would have been laughing at Minsoo and Sungjun’s face right now but I’m sure I also have the same look as them. 

Come again? 

I said and he look at me then towards his sons and I see him a little tick off because we all have the same look on our face, that shocked and bewildered look. 

Myungsoo- I’m on vacation, I decided to let my secretary go on a much deserved year end break and I’ll be back to work after New Year break. 

Sungjun- appa no work?

Myungsoo- yes Sungjun

Sungjun- appa don’t go work? No meeting? 

Myungsoo- yes.

Minsoo- no year end event and new year charity ball?

Minsoo asked quietly but I guess Myungsoo-ssi heard it as he looks at Minsoo rather startled hearing his eldest chime in but even though it was a quick one I saw a flash of hope in his eyes and a small smile 

Myungsoo- I’m not sure about the charity ball but other than that none Minsoo. 

Sungjun- APPA STAY WITH JUNNIE, HYUNGIE AND JJONGIE UMMA? 

I couldn’t help but laugh at how happy and excited Sungjun was knowing that his father is finally spending the holidays with them, he was holding his appa’s hand as he looks up to his father trying to see if his appa isn’t lying. He’s really adorable and I just want to hug him and protect him from everything. Myungsoo-ssi then look down at his youngest and he rub Sungjun’s hair 

Myungsoo- no shouting Sungjun you’ll disturb the other people. And yes so if you and your hyung wants to stay another day or two here we can as I’m free. 

Sungjun- junnie wants to stay here!!! 

Myungsoo- I said no shouting Kim Sungjun I could hear you even if you don’t shout. 

Sungjun- junnie sorry appa... 

Myungsoo- aish. Just no more shouting okay? 

Sungjun- ne appa

Myungsoo- would you like to stay here for another day Minsoo? 

Minsoo- ye...yes 

Myungsoo- okay then once we finish eating breakfast I’ll talk to the front office then. 

But Myungsoo-ssi I didn’t bring any extra clothes for Sungjun, I just brought clothes that would be enough for a 2 day stay. And I don’t think Minsoo also brought enough clothes and honestly I don’t also. 

I said and when he looked at me he gave me this weird look like I’ve just said the most bizarre thing. I look at Minsoo and Junnie and they are also giving me the same weirded out look. 

Myungsoo- I don’t see a problem with that

Huh? 

Myungsoo- we could buy new clothes can’t we? I’m sure that this hotel have some stores or have the clothes that been worn sent to the hotel laundry service. 

And in that instant I really feel stupid and I actually want to facepalm myself because how can I forget, they aren’t normal family that would worry about extra expenses or expensive services they’re rich, of course clean clothes would be the least of their worries god can the ground open up and swallow me? Because it would save me from this embarrassing moment. Ugh 

Minsoo- pfffft 

I look at Minsoo and see he was really having fun as he laugh loudly at my blunter and I can actually feel my cheeks heating up from the embarrassment and I pout at him he’s so mean, he looked at me laughed even more as he then started walking towards the elevator, I can see him wiping his eyes. Meanie! I then look at Myungsoo-ssi and see him also trying to contain himself but I can see that he’s also about to burst laughing and I glare at him and huffed at him as I followed Minsoo. God they're all so rude 

When the elevator door open and we all got inside Minsoo saw me again and he began laughing again and I huff and cross my arms which made him laugh even more to the point that I can see tears pooling on his eyes ugh please just let the ground eat me! Well normally one would also worry about those things but I guess not them tsk I should have just close my mouth earlier aish. Once we arrive at the lobby we all head towards the hotel restaurant. 

I watch as my sons converse with Sungjong honestly I’m perplexed with what I’m seeing, normally it would just be Sungjun and Sungjong but now Minsoo would occasionally join in the conversation which would result to Sungjun pouting and contradicting his hyung’s words, right now they’re all huddled together as they all look at Sungjong’s phone and look at the photos that Sungjong took yesterday. If I would be honest or if I didn’t want to make everything awkward I would also like to see but I’m sure it would make Minsoo pull back so I’m content just watching them. 

My phone then started vibrating so I pulled it out of my pocket and check the caller I.D and I excused myself to answer my call but it was only Sungjong who acknowledge what I said and he nods his head as he went back on browsing his phone. I stood up and head out of the restaurant and walk towards the lobby and took a sit on the couch as I answered my phone.

Hello

Caller- where the are you? Why the heck is your house empty? 

It’s nice of you to check on my house Sunggyu hyung

Sunggyu- where are you? You know what I don’t care I just want to know where my adorable nephews are. 

Still as sweet as ever, why are you even asking?