- Sungjun POV -

i wake up since i hear my alarm clock is ringing, i covered my ears so that i wont hear it anymore but then i feel someone shaking me, i open my eyes a little and see that yeollie hyung is sitting beside my bed and shaking me, he already turn off my alarm clock and sorted out on shaking me to wake up. i close my eyes again and turn my back on yeollie hyung and try to sleep again, im so tired and my head is hurting.

Sungyeol- come on sungjunnie get up, your appa is already waiting for you.

but im tired yeollie hyung

Sungyeol- i know you are but you know you cant skip todays training without a reasonable excuse sungjunnie

hul~

Sungyeol- if you move faster, you might finish your training early and then you can rest or yeollie hyung would play with you later

arasseo

Sungyeol- then come on, you wash your face and brush your teeth and eat breakfast then after that you can change to your training clothes.

i nod and stand up and went to the bathroom and brush my teeth, then wash my face, when im done yeollie hyung help me wipe my face and we went down to the dining room. there i see appa and minsoo hyung, i greet them good morning and kiss on appa's cheeks then went to my chair and started eating, once we are done appa said we go change our clothes now and immediately go to the garden. we always train in the garden, yeollie hyung help me change my clothes and when im done we went down to the garden 

my head really hurts but i dont want to tell appa or yeollie hyung about it, i want jjongie umma, why didnt he sleep here i thought he would sleep here last night, i see appa waiting for me and hyungie in the garden while his arms are crossed. once hyungie arrive and we are both standing in front of appa, yeollie hyung handed us our nunchucks and we started doing warm ups and light exercised and then appa told us to start doing our usual routine. after and hour on doing nunchuck routine appa then told us to do taekwondo.

if appa didnt have a call to answer im sure he would make us do more training and it would go even longer, once we are done hyungie and i fall down the ground, hyungie is sitting on the ground then i laid my head on hyungie's lap. im so tired, i hate our training time, it always makes my body hurt but i also like it since i can be with appa. yeollie hyung come closer to us and handed hyungie his towel while he crouch down and wipe my sweat. i look up and look at hyungie and see him wiping his sweat and then he looks at me

Minsoo- gwenchana sungjun-ah? you look pale

im fine hyungie

Minsoo- you sure?

ne hyungie

Sungyeol- you get up now, and change your clothes your both sweaty and sticky

Minsoo- im gonna take a bath, sungjun-ah get off me now

i stand up and and yeollie hyung grab my hand and we went inside the house and on our way to my room so that i can change my clothes, when we got inside i see appa fixing his tie and wearing his working clothes, i thought appa said he doesnt have work today, i want to cuddle with appa, i let go of yeollie hyungs hand and walk closer to appa and he stop fixing his tie and look at me and smiled sadly, he pulled me up and i hug his neck.

Myungsoo- i'll be back quick i'll play with you later okay?

appa

Myungsoo- sungjun you know why im working right?

its for junnie and hyungie

Myungsoo- good, i'll be back soon okay? and well do whatever you want

promise appa? 

Myungsoo- promise

arasseo, be back soon appa saranghe

he then put me down and me and yeollie hyung went to my room and change my clothes, once im done changing my clothes i lay on my bed and hug my dolphin stuff toy, i want jjongie umma here, i wanna see jjongie umma, i miss jjongie umma. i sat up and get out of my bed, i then head to hyungie's room my dolphin still in my hold and im actually dragging it to hyungie's room, when i got to hyungie's room i see him laid down on his bed while playing with his ipad, he look at me and i walk closer to him and went beside him

Minsoo- why are you here?

nothing i just want to be with you hyungie

Minsoo- wanna watch a movie? i have a copy of inside out.

yes hyungie

hyungie then stand up and went to his tv stand and turn on his tv and his speakers then went to grab his ipad and connect it to the tv and then hyungie went to the door and lock it and walk towards his cabinet and he grab a box inside it and then he face me and he is holding snacks like chips and other junk foods that appa dont allow us to eat, my eyes got bigger but hyungie just smiled at me and handed me a pack of gummy bears and took a sit beside me and played the movie. i look at the gummy bears and then at hyungie

Minsoo- what?

ca..can we really eat this? what if appa find out? appa would be really really mad, do..dont want appa mad at junnie

Minsoo- calm down sungjun-ah i lock the door no one will know as long as you dont tell appa or sungyeol hyung. its our secret

our secret?

Minsoo- yep so want me to open it?

i bit my lips and look at hyungie's door again and see its really lock so yeollie hyung can come in and see us eating this kind of food. i then look back hyungie and nod my head. hyungie grab it and open it and handed it back to me. im sorry appa i know you dont like it when we eat this kind of food, or any processed food but gummy bears are yummy and you wont know kekeke hyungie is the best i grab a piece and put it in my mouth and started eating it, i gave some to hyungie and he thank me. i just smiled at hyungie and concentrate on the movie. 

- Sungjong POV -

yesterday is really an exhausting yet fun filled day, i really had a lot of fun yesterday being with sungjun, im tired yet i feel happy which make me less tired does that even make sense? oh well nothing makes sense with what im thinking the moment i meet sungjun's father, i bit my lips again remembering myungsoo-ssi gaaah is it even alright to have a somehow crush to your student's father? its just that myungsoo-ssi is totally my type, mature, handsome, nice, has a firm body despite being a father of two boys, he looks young and his style oh god.

i wipe my mouth since i think im drooling remembering myungsoo-ssi, kekeke anyway when i got home last night i see hakyeon hyung really drop by my stuffs, which made me send a message thanking him but instead of getting a reply message i got a call after a few seconds and was asked thousand of question all at once, when he calm down i finally said my hello and talk to him properly, he keep on asking how was my date with i quote "Mr. Hotty" i keep telling him its not a date but he keep on insisting so i give up

he keep on teasing me how myungsoo-ssi is so totally my type and how i was staring and drooling at myungsoo-ssi, he didnt stop until i admit it to him that myungsoo-ssi is really my type and may or may not be my crush. once he made me confess i hear him scream and started saying "i was right, i was right" seriously i was at the verge of dropping the call, but then he stop and said he cant blame me since myungsoo-ssi is really handsome and that we look good together, i honestly blush on that part stupid hakyeon hyung.

anyway after a few more chatting with him, we said our goodbyes and i slept, and now im currently about to finish my assigned task and chores and its actually 3 pm and that would mean its time for my cafe get away or simply my way of rewarding myself for finishing my chores and to do list. kekeke well there's a cafe just around the blocks and a walk would be a nice exercise for today, once im done with my laundry which is also the last one on my to do list i went and take my bathroom and get ready to leave.

i grab my phone and wallet and also a pocket book that i can read while i lounge in the cafe shop, i fixed my hair and apply some bb cream just do my normal routine and then put a coat since its already getting cold, i turn off the gas and all the lights, and went out of my house, once i got out in my apartment complex i start heading to the cafe, i actually just started going there, ever since my adopted parents died i decided to go out more when im not doing anything instead of feeling lonely and get depressed that im all alone now.

the first few months of their death was really hard on me, i was in a huge depression, i wont eat, i wont speak, i wont go out of my house. i just keep on staring at my parents photo and asking why am i still alive. if it wasnt for heechul hyung i would probably still depressed and brooding about it, hyung help me get back on my feet and slowly accept the truth, too bad he isnt here at the moment, he is in china for some personal problem though we still kkt each other. anyway ever since that i decided that every time im not busy or have free time i would go out or just basically let my mind think of something else.

meeting hakyeon hyung and him recommending me to our school is really a huge help for me, i finally have something i can busy myself with and basically a start of something new for me, then i got to me sungjun-ah, yes if it wasnt for hakyeon hyung i wouldnt meet sungjun, my ball of sunshine and happiness, he looks really happy yesterday, he doesnt even look like he was tired when we were in the arcade he keep on going around the places and dragging me everywhere and playing everything the arcade has.

im sure he was really happy, he was with his appa and got the chance to go to places with myungsoo-ssi, hopefully myungsoo-ssi will now start showering sungjun more attention, sungjun needs it especially when he doesnt have a mother beside him, i dont see myungsoo-ssi wearing any wedding ring so maybe his wife is gone but then again if she is dead myungsoo-ssi would still wear his wedding ring right? but then again it must be too painful for him to wear their wedding ring if she is really dead, or maybe he doesnt have a wife? but how did he have minsoo and sungjun if that is the case? tsk its none of your business Lee Sungjong 

sigh i miss sungjun already, can today end fast so that i can see that cutie boy already, aigoo i've been with sungjun for the whole day, i shouldnt miss him like this but then again maybe thats the reason why i miss him, i was with him the whole day and made me closer to him than i was before. anyway i finally arrive at the cafe without me noticing that i walk for 10 minutes already since i was thinking about things, i went inside the cafe and look for a table and chair, well their arent a lot of people at this time of day, so it wasnt a hard task

i immediately find a table so i left my book there and went to th