chapter 4- yaksok
Yearning Love- Sungjun POV -
after appa left, me and yeollie hyung went back inside the house, i really cant wait for tomorrow kekeke it would be the first for this year, i wonder where we will be going? i need to tell hyungie about this im sure he will also be happy when he found out about it, can tomorrow come faster? i want to be with appa already i want to go to the amusement park or go to the beach even though is already autumn or go to namsan tower, or we can just go to the nearby park anywhere is fine as long as appa is with us, im really fine anywhere as long as appa is there.
i thought appa will be really mad at me because of what i did yesterday, i know i was wrong but i just really really want to be with jjongie umma, its good that appa isnt that mad at me i dont want appa to be mad at me and its also good that appa didnt got mad when i mention jjongie umma to him, i thought he will be mad when i call someone umma or calling jjongie ssam umma, i want jjongie umma to come with us tomorrow but i know appa wont allow it since he doesnt know jjongie umma and so is jjongie umma he wont agree with it for some reason im sure. hul~
Sungyeol- sungjun-ah come on time for bath, you still have school
yeollie hyung
Sungyeol- hmmm?
im sorry
Sungyeol- eh? sorry? what for?
junnie made you worried last night, i didnt mean to, im sorry
Sungyeol- aigooo its okay junnie just promise hyung you wont do it again
ne, i wont yeollie hyung junnie promise, i dont want appa worried again and i also promise jjongie umma
Sungyeol- jjongie umma?
ah.. ah no nothing
Sungyeol- sungjun
its nothing yeollie hyung come on ppali i want to take shower now
Sungyeol- yah, sungjun-ah im asking you a question!
ppali yeollie ahjussi
Sungyeol- bwoh? aisht this kid ahjussi? who is?
you are
Sungyeol- aisht didnt i told you not to call me ahjussi im still young sungjun-ah!
kekeke aniyo, you're old
Sungyeol- aisht just take your bath
i mehrong at him, and went to the bathroom, after a few minutes im done showering and yeollie hyung is completely wet also kekeke i sprayed some water towards him and he gots soak, once he was done helping me put my clothes he told me to go to the living room and wait for him. yeollie hyung needs to move faster i wanna see jjongie umma already, i thought he will stay here yesterday, i really want him to stay and sleep beside me i was really sad that jjongie umma wasnt there when i woke up earlier
Sungyeol- sungjun-ah lets go
i stand up and run towards where yeollie hyung is, he already change his clothes and already holding my bag and lunch box, when he saw me he open the door and we went to the car, once yeollie hyung secured me to my seat he went to the passenger seat and we head to my school, once we arrive at my school he open the door for me and handed me my bag and lunch bag,
Sungyeol- now remember your promise sungjun-ah arasseo? dont leave the school alone
ne yeollie hyung
Sungyeol- i'll come earlier now and we would immediately go home, thats what you appa said.
ne hyung
Sungyeol- okay be good, fighting sungjun-ah
i nod at him and walk towards the entrance when i look around he was already heading towards the car, i run towards the entrance and when i saw jjongie umma i smiled and run towards him once i was near him i hug jjongie umma's legs, he was shocked at first but when he look down at me he smiled and pat my head, i let go of him and he crouch down and look at me, umma is smiling brightly at me, jjongie umma is even more beautiful today is that even possible? since umma is already beautiful enough.
morning umma
Sungjong- good morning sungjunnie
umma wae?
Sungjong- huh? what do you mean sungjunnie?
why werent you there when i woke up earlier?
Sungjong- ohh aigoo, you know i cant stay at your house sungjun-ah,
but i want umma to be there when i woke up, i'll talk to appa so that you can stay at our house
Sungjong- aigoo it doesnt work that way sungjunnie,
wae? if i ask appa im sure he'll say yes
Sungjong- but i cant
wae? dont you love me umma?
Sungjong- its not like that sungjun-ah,
then wae umma
Sungjong- aigooo when you grow up you'll understand sungjunnie,
but i want you to wake me up in the morning, and i want you to put me to sleep like yesterday i want to be with umma everyday and spend time with jjongie umma
Sungjong- im sorry sungjun-ah but i really cant stay at your house, but we can spend time every time your here in school anyway you need to go inside now, class will start any moment
hul~ ne jjongie umma
i cant understand why umma dont want to stay in our house, im sure appa wouldnt be against it, especially when i'll say i will be really good and i wont cause any problem. and since appa didnt got mad when i said jjongie umma's name im sure he will be fine, and i'll have an umma i wont ask where my real umma anymore if jjongie umma is in our house, i think i'll ask appa tomorrow kekeke yes i think it would be a good idea, i want appa and umma to meet, i wonder how i can make appa and umma meet hmmm
if jjongie umma come with us tomorrow then he and appa can meet each other but i know he wont agree on me when i ask him to come with us tomorrow, i took a sit on my chair and put my bag on the ground. i brought both of my hands on my chin and rest my chin on it as i think, i need a plan, a plan that would make jjongie umma live in our house and him and appa to meet. or somehow convince jjongie umma to come with us tomorrow. if appa and umma meet im sure appa would like umma since jjongie umma is pretty and nice and im sure no one can resist umma
- time skip -
Sungjong- okay kids i'll see you on monday, enjoy your weekend and be good ok?
Everyone- ne seonsangnim
Sungjong- ok, you can go now everyone
my classmates stands up and all went out our class room, i wait for everyone to leave and once they are all gone i stand up and walk towards jjongie umma, he is still sitting on his table arranging some things, when i got beside him he look at me and smiled at me, he stop what he is doing and face me and give his full attention to me, i walk closer to him and took a sit on his lap, he just smiled and rub my hair
Sungjong- hmmm let me guess my sungjunnie wants to spend a little more time with me?
ne umma and junnie has a question
Sungjong- question? what is it sungjunnie?
can umma go with me and appa tomorrow?
Sungjong- eh?
appa promise me that we'll go somewhere tomorrow and i want jjongie umma to come
Sungjong- aigooo sungjun-ah you know i cant, remember im not your real umma
shiro! jjongie umma is my umma
Sungjong- sungjun-ah
please umma, please come with us
Sungjong- i cant sungjun-ah im sorry lets just play on monday again okay? we'll see each other on monday
bu..but i sob sob sob want umma to come
Sungjong- aigoo uljima sungjun-ah, even if you cry i still couldnt come, its your's and your appa's outing. wouldnt you want to spend some alone time with your appa? you can always spend time with me after school but not with your appa isnt he always busy? shouldnt you take this time to spend some alone time with your appa?
but i also want to spend some time with you
Sungjong- aigooo maybe next time sungjun-ah, but for now just spend it with your appa. tell me how it go on monday okay? i would be happy to listen to it.
ne jjongie umma
Sungjong- aigoo dont look like that sungjun-ah. if i could i would really like to spend some time with you but i dont want to impose on your appa. i am not your real umma nor am i your relative, lets just spend some time on monday okay?
i sadly nod at jjongie umma and he just sadly smile at me, he caress my back and hug me, i wrap my arms around him and i hear him sigh as he continue to caress my back. after a few minutes he put me down and told me i should go now since my fetcher might be already waiting for me, i nod and bow to jjongie umma, once i was already at the door i sadly wave goodbye at him and he smiled at me. i head towards the exit and there i saw yeollie hyung waiting for me, when he saw me he went closer to me and grab my bag as we head to the car.
Sungyeol- why are you down sungjun-ah? are you not feeling well?
aniyo
Sungyeol- are you tired
i just nod at him and look out of the window once he was done putting my seat belt on, he just rub my head and close the door and went to the passenger seat, he didnt ask me anymore question and just let me be, i really want jjongie umma to come but i guess he really dont want to, i really want him to meet appa. hul~ this is really making me sad, once we arrive at our house i immediately went to my room and lay on my bed as i hug my teddy bear.
- Myungsoo POV -
all day i keep on meeting with people to people, if im not having a meeting i would be signing papers and looking over it, i cant even have a proper lunch, or even a coffee break, if i want to drink a coffee i need to have it to go, and carry it as i go to one place to another. i look at my watch and see that its already 8 pm and i still have a lot of paper works to look at and proposal to sign and read. i rest my head on my chair as i massage my forehead, i hear my office door opening so i open my eyes and see its my secretary
Secretary- sir here are the proposal for the new capaign
aisht just put it there
Secretary- ne sir, is there anything you need?
nothing just take this away from me, im done already with those files, and why the hell do i have this hellish paper works?
Secretary- sir some of the papers are the paper works that you're scheduled to do and need to check tomorrow but since you specifically said that you dont want to be disturb tomorrow and on sunday i have it checked now, and i had already lessen it to the papers that are urgent
its already lessen? like for real? i cant even remember how many proposal i had read and checked already sigh, this is why i can never get some rest, everything will go hay wire if i suddenly gone missing or leave. i massage my nose forehead again, but nothing i can do this is for the sake of making my promise to sungjun happen. i dont want to break my promise to him especially after seeing how ha
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