chapter 4- yaksok

Yearning Love
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- Sungjun POV -

after appa left, me and yeollie hyung went back inside the house, i really cant wait for tomorrow kekeke it would be the first for this year, i wonder where we will be going? i need to tell hyungie about this im sure he will also be happy when he found out about it, can tomorrow come faster? i want to be with appa already i want to go to the amusement park or go to the beach even though is already autumn or go to namsan tower, or we can just go to the nearby park anywhere is fine as long as appa is with us, im really fine anywhere as long as appa is there.

i thought appa will be really mad at me because of what i did yesterday, i know i was wrong but i just really really want to be with jjongie umma, its good that appa isnt that mad at me i dont want appa to be mad at me and its also good that appa didnt got mad when i mention jjongie umma to him, i thought he will be mad when i call someone umma or calling jjongie ssam umma, i want jjongie umma to come with us tomorrow but i know appa wont allow it since he doesnt know jjongie umma and so is jjongie umma he wont agree with it for some reason im sure. hul~

Sungyeol- sungjun-ah come on time for bath, you still have school

yeollie hyung

Sungyeol- hmmm?

im sorry

Sungyeol- eh? sorry? what for?

junnie made you worried last night, i didnt mean to, im sorry

Sungyeol- aigooo its okay junnie just promise hyung you wont do it again

ne, i wont yeollie hyung junnie promise, i dont want appa worried again and i also promise jjongie umma

Sungyeol- jjongie umma?

ah.. ah no nothing

Sungyeol- sungjun

its nothing yeollie hyung come on ppali i want to take shower now

Sungyeol- yah, sungjun-ah im asking you a question!

ppali yeollie ahjussi

Sungyeol- bwoh? aisht this kid ahjussi? who is?

you are

Sungyeol- aisht didnt i told you not to call me ahjussi im still young sungjun-ah!

kekeke aniyo, you're old

Sungyeol- aisht just take your bath

i mehrong at him, and went to the bathroom, after a few minutes im done showering and yeollie hyung is completely wet also kekeke i sprayed some water towards him and he gots soak, once he was done helping me put my clothes he told me to go to the living room and wait for him. yeollie hyung needs to move faster i wanna see jjongie umma already, i thought he will stay here yesterday, i really want him to stay and sleep beside me i was really sad that jjongie umma wasnt there when i woke up earlier

Sungyeol- sungjun-ah lets go

i stand up and run towards where yeollie hyung is, he already change his clothes and already holding my bag and lunch box, when he saw me he open the door and we went to the car, once yeollie hyung secured me to my seat he went to the passenger seat and we head to my school, once we arrive at my school he open the door for me and handed me my bag and lunch bag,

Sungyeol- now remember your promise sungjun-ah arasseo? dont leave the school alone

ne yeollie hyung

Sungyeol- i'll come earlier now and we would immediately go home, thats what you appa said.

ne hyung

Sungyeol- okay be good, fighting sungjun-ah

i nod at him and walk towards the entrance when i look around he was already heading towards the car, i run towards the entrance and when i saw jjongie umma i smiled and run towards him once i was near him i hug jjongie umma's legs, he was shocked at first but when he look down at me he smiled and pat my head, i let go of him and he crouch down and look at me, umma is smiling brightly at me, jjongie umma is even more beautiful today is that even possible? since umma is already beautiful enough.

morning umma

Sungjong- good morning sungjunnie

umma wae?

Sungjong- huh? what do you mean sungjunnie?  

why werent you there when i woke up earlier?

Sungjong- ohh aigoo, you know i cant stay at your house sungjun-ah,

but i want umma to be there when i woke up, i'll talk to appa so that you can stay at our house

Sungjong- aigoo it doesnt work that way sungjunnie,

wae? if i ask appa im sure he'll say yes

Sungjong- but i cant

wae? dont you love me umma?

Sungjong- its not like that sungjun-ah,

then wae umma

Sungjong- aigooo when you grow up you'll understand sungjunnie,

but i want you to wake me up in the morning, and i want you to put me to sleep like yesterday i want to be with umma everyday and spend time with jjongie umma

Sungjong- im sorry sungjun-ah but i really cant stay at your house, but we can spend time every time your here in school anyway you need to go inside now, class will start any moment

hul~ ne jjongie umma

i cant understand why umma dont want to stay in our house, im sure appa wouldnt be against it, especially when i'll say i will be really good and i wont cause any problem. and since appa didnt got mad when i said jjongie umma's name im sure he will be fine, and i'll have an umma i wont ask where my real umma anymore if jjongie umma is in our house, i think i'll ask appa tomorrow kekeke yes i think it would be a good idea, i want appa and umma to meet, i wonder how i can make appa and umma meet hmmm

if jjongie umma come with us tomorrow then he and appa can meet each other but i know he wont agree on me when i ask him to come with us tomorrow, i took a sit on my chair and put my bag on the ground. i brought both of my hands on my chin and rest my chin on it as i think, i need a plan, a plan that would make jjongie umma live in our house and him and appa to meet. or somehow convince jjongie umma to come with us tomorrow. if appa and umma meet im sure appa would like umma since jjongie umma is pretty and nice and im sure no one can resist umma

- time skip -

Sungjong- okay kids i'll see you on monday, enjoy your weekend and be good ok?

Everyone- ne seonsangnim

Sungjong- ok, you can go now everyone

my classmates stands up and all went out our class room, i wait for everyone to leave and once they are all gone i stand up and walk towards jjongie umma, he is still sitting on his table arranging some things, when i got beside him he look at me and smiled at me, he stop what he is doing and face me and give his full attention to me, i walk closer to him and took a sit on his lap, he just smiled and rub my hair

Sungjong- hmmm let me guess my sungjunnie wants to spend a little more time with me? 

ne umma and junnie has a question

Sungjong- question? what is it sungjunnie? 

can umma go with me and appa tomorrow? 

Sungjong- eh?

appa promise me that we'll go somewhere tomorrow and i want jjongie umma to come

Sungjong- aigooo sungjun-ah you know i cant, remember im not your real umma

shiro! jjongie umma is my umma

Sungjong- sungjun-ah

please umma, please come with us

Sungjong- i cant sungjun-ah im sorry lets just play on monday again okay? we'll see each other on monday

bu..but i sob sob sob want umma to come

Sungjong- aigoo uljima sungjun-ah, even if you cry i still couldnt come, its your's and your appa's outing. wouldnt you want to spend some alone time with your appa? you can always spend time with me after school but not with your appa isnt he always busy? shouldnt you take this time to spend some alone time with your appa?

but i also want to spend some time with you

Sungjong- aigooo maybe next time sungjun-ah, but for now just spend it with your appa. tell me how it go on monday okay? i would be happy to listen to it.

ne jjongie umma

Sungjong- aigoo dont look like that sungjun-ah. if i could i would really like to spend some time with you but i dont want to impose on your appa. i am not your real umma nor am i your relative, lets just spend some time on monday okay?

i sadly nod at jjongie umma and he just sadly smile at me, he caress my back and hug me, i wrap my arms around him and i hear him sigh as he continue to caress my back. after a few minutes he put me down and told me i should go now since my fetcher might be already waiting for me, i nod and bow to jjongie umma, once i was already at the door i sadly wave goodbye at him and he smiled at me. i head towards the exit and there i saw yeollie hyung waiting for me, when he saw me he went closer to me and grab my bag as we head to the car.

Sungyeol- why are you down sungjun-ah? are you not feeling well?

aniyo

Sungyeol- are you tired

i just nod at him and look out of the window once he was done putting my seat belt on, he just rub my head and close the door and went to the passenger seat, he didnt ask me anymore question and just let me be, i really want jjongie umma to come but i guess he really dont want to, i really want him to meet appa. hul~ this is really making me sad, once we arrive at our house i immediately went to my room and lay on my bed as i hug my teddy bear.

- Myungsoo POV -

all day i keep on meeting with people to people, if im not having a meeting i would be signing papers and looking over it, i cant even have a proper lunch, or even a coffee break, if i want to drink a coffee i need to have it to go, and carry it as i go to one place to another. i look at my watch and see that its already 8 pm and i still have a lot of paper works to look at and proposal to sign and read. i rest my head on my chair as i massage my forehead, i hear my office door opening so i open my eyes and see its my secretary

Secretary- sir here are the proposal for the new capaign

aisht just put it there

Secretary- ne sir, is there anything you need?

nothing just take this away from me, im done already with those files, and why the hell do i have this hellish paper works?

Secretary- sir some of the papers are the paper works that you're scheduled to do and need to check tomorrow but since you specifically said that you dont want to be disturb tomorrow and on sunday i have it checked now, and i had already lessen it to the papers that are urgent

its already lessen? like for real? i cant even remember how many proposal i had read and checked already sigh, this is why i can never get some rest, everything will go hay wire if i suddenly gone missing or leave. i massage my nose forehead again, but nothing i can do this is for the sake of making my promise to sungjun happen. i dont want to break my promise to him especially after seeing how ha

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perplexing
#1
ooo i love this
inspiritscarlet
#2
Chapter 30: Still rereading it till now. I really love this story and I feel sorry for Myungsoo as he suffered from all those years. Being betrayed by the woman he married for and the son who become cold for him is too painful. I hope he will finally have the strength to tell the truth so that everything will be clarified...
HunieMineNahLuluis #3
Chapter 30: That cheating B women. Can Myungsoo just told his kids or just minsoo why his so called 'Mom' leave their home? Like i think Minsoo need to know. So Minsoo gonna open up lil bid to Myungsoo. I wanna ma lil Myungjong family back
And Happy New year Authornim!!!!! Wish u all the best for this year
32bella #4
Chapter 30: Happy new year!! wow that way to start the year I loved it. Great to discover more of Myung's past, that strong but you did well Myung now Jjongie is next to you, although I don't want to imagine what's going to happen after these last two chapters. Just a great cap thank you for updating and for thus brightening up my start of the year. My best wishes for this year that you get everything that you propose and you want your loved ones and that you continue to make us happy with your talent
32bella #5
Chapter 29: Wow!! Super exciting and that room had me intrigued even though I suspected it should take us a little closer to this mystery of Myung's ex, oh H jjongie that's going to happen now. Thank you for updating, happy holidays and this is really like a Christmas present.
32bella #6
Chapter 28: Ohhh I really love him , I love as Jjongie goes one way by challenging Myung and as improved if related to Minsoo
32bella #7
Chapter 28: Oh!! I just loved the way Jjongie defies Myung by buying those forbidden things and how the relationship with Moonsoo is strengthened. I don't know how I missed your updates.
inspiritscarlet
#8
Chapter 29: Oh my god. You update authornim, thank you so much. I really like it that minsoo is starting to warm up to jongie but then I'm afraid that minsoo will be angry when he saw that sungjong hold the picture of his mom...
inspiritscarlet
#9
Chapter 27: I really love this story..take your time authornim...
32bella #10
Chapter 27: You really know how to move my eyes, they got wet with that conversation. Ahh the MyungJong is the ultimate and I love your touch on it