For a while he stares at the ground and I begin to become conufused and scared , what dose he mean ‘this is bad’!

I rub his hawk like grip on my shoulders , he then gasps and lets go “Sorry…” He mumbles “Somehow you have to tell him how you really feel…..You still love him?”

I bite my lip “He’s Luhan’s not mine….plus I have found someone else…..” He smiles widely and rubs my shoulders “That’s great…..but you really need to tell him that you don’t like him….” I nod to him and let out a sigh “Chanyeol im going to go out….”

“By your self?”

I nod and he frowns “Are you sure ? you want to go alone?” I shake my head positively , confused. “Course’ why?”

He then lets out a shocked laugh “Well you certainly have come out of your self….” He kisses me in the middle of my forehead , smiling as he passes me a necklace. “Happy birthday….” He winks then gets up , I then pull him back down and hug him , always being careful of my cast. “You remembered my birthday…..brother?”

He tousles my hair laughing “Of course , how could I forget my sisters birthday…” He slowly grasps the necklace from me and puts its around my neck , I look down to it as it glistens in the light “Now go to Lay’s , He will be waiting”

“H-How did you know that’s where I was going?”

He shrugs “Hes the only one you actually have trust in of course I know! Now go!” He pushes my playfully from his room whilst I stand there for a while , dumbfounded. I then shake my head and go to change into my designer clothes I had never bothered to ware , I finally begin to use my make up and my curlers.

Why am I so happy……Maybe its because im getting what I finally want? Happiness….

I put on my trainers and put on my long cardigan…also designer , as im about to exit the door I suddenly remember “Thankyou Chanyeol!!!!” I shout this before happily making my way out of my house , I head towards where I remember Lay’s house to be.

Its been five years….i hope hes okay with me visiting…

I take a deep breath as I knock gently on the door , after a few seconds of waiting the door opens slowly. His eyes go wide as he looks me from head to toe “You are….? Misaki arnet you?....why do you look