JungKook is starting to worry and every one can see. He is tapping his foot nonstop, his hands clasped tight together, and occassional nail biting are tell tales. It's been half an hour and Jin was still nowhere in sight. He swear if something happens to his boyfriend he'll wreck havoc. Just when he was about to ask SeHun of any news for the Nth time, they see him coming. He quickly run to hug his boyfriend for the second time that day and this time he won't let go for a while. 

"What took you so long? I was worried they caught you or something" JungKook inquired his wary showing in his glassy eyes 

The younger noticed how Jin fidgetted and looked away for a bit 

"I, umh... I kinda spaced out, sorry"

JungKook knew there is something about Jin's lie. Yes, it's obvious that it was a lie. But why would he? What is he trying to hide? The questions that bothered JungKook but he wasn't able to voice out as Jin suggested 

"Let's go to my apartment. Then tomorrow we'll figure things out"

JungKook quirked a brow. Why there? Shouldn't they be fleeing? Going to the states or wherever far? His parents would surely find him wherever in Korea they hide.

"Are you sure it's safe?" He inquired, worried 

Jin beamed at him warmly before kissing his forehead 

"We are together, nothing bad will happen"

And they did went to Jin's apartment. Finally JungKook was able to breathe. Finally Jin is in his arms again. That night he slept well holding his princess. SeokJin on the other hand had a rough night but he fell asleep once he focused on the younger's calm breathing. 

JungKook was awaken with  butterfly kisses raining down on his face and neck 

"Kookie let's go out" Jin said before pecking the younger's lips.

"I haven't brushed my teeth" JungKook pouted, embarrassed and disappointed because he couldn't deepen the kiss 

"Who cares?" Jin uttered before attacking his lips again, now trying to ask for permission with his probing tongue. But the younger pressed his lips tighter as he pulled away 

"Hyung, I can smell toothpaste in your mouth and I'm so gross" JungKook protested putting more space between them but Jin didn't let him 

"You aren't. You are perfect. So beautiful in every way" SeokJin leaned forward to take his prize and this time he was given access to the warm cavern. It was too early but if his princess is in the mood then who is JungKook to deny? They didn't do it though, just hot make out since the older insisted they need to go out. 

 A date he said. 

Though it seemed untimely in their situation, JungKook thought over their relationship and realized they haven't gone in many real dates. So he agreed and went to prepare.

As JungKook was getting dressed, arms s around his waist as Jin rested his chin on the younger's shoulder. SeokJin took over in buttoning up and zipping JungKook's pants. The younger turned around and was surprised to be greeted by lips against his. 

"I love you" Jin said for the Nth time that day. JungKook smiled. SeokJin has been throwing 'I love you's ' to him since he woke up, even at the most random time 

"I love you too"

Jin shook his head. He placed his hands on either side of the younger's face and made sure their eye contact was on point

"No, just listen. I love you. I want you to remember that for always. I love you no matter what. You are my only one. Will always be my only one" 

"I know hyung, I'll remember" then he leaned forward  for a quick kiss 

SeokJin helped JungKook in getting dressed, a few heated make outs in between but they made it out on time. 

SeokJin aced all the cliche moments for first dates in the book. 

They went to the amusement park. Jin knew JungKook likes the exhilarating rides, he himself isn't much of a fan but it doesn't bother him much too. Seeing the younger happy is all he wanted. He wanted to burn the image of his boyfriend smiling, laughing and loving in his brain. He wanted it to leave a mark, a mark so deep it'll never fade. They went to a romantic dinner date then head home. 

The front door kiss was present but theirs didn't end there. Without pulling away from the younger's lips, Jin managed to open the door and lead them to the bedroom. SeokJin was beginning to become fiercer and bolder with his kisses and roaming hands. 

"Make love to me" he whispered, desparation more prominent than before.

Being considerate as he is,  the younger claimed 

"But you are tired" trying hard not to show that he want it too. Jin pushed him on the bed and hastily straddled him 

"No, I want you to love me all night. Please"

Of course with that and his  boyfriend's tone, JungKook could only reply by pulling the other down for a kiss.

~~~~

"Can you stop staring?" HoSeok was getting self conscious with the way his fiance stares him down as he get change. The blond was leisurely watching him from the bed and occassionally his lips as he do so, making HoSeok sweat a bit more. He felt like food that could be hungrily devoured anytime.

"I've seen everything so what's wrong with a little stare?" V shrugged with a smirk, knowing exactly how nervous he makes the other. 

"It just feels weird" HoSeok reasoned turning his back to the younger.

"Then hurry up, mom's waiting we still need to decide about to he exact date of our wedding"

"About that, would we really?" HoSeok asked, not daring to meet eyes with the other 

TaeHyung clucked his tongue and folded his arms against his chest 

"We've talked about this, what's still bothering you?"

"I... it's just... you never really said that to me. I mean you tell me that I love you but you never say what you feel for me or about all this. You just acknowledge that I'm your fiance, that's all"

"Haven't I? Hmh, I'll think about that. Let's go" V nonchalantly spoke as he stood up to leave. 

HoSeok didn't follow. He was chewing on his lower lip, the only action he is capable of. He was rooted. He only need to know and he can't be assured. He thought he could throw the doubts away but with that kind of response how would he? TaeHyung immediately noticed the lack of response so he walked back. 

"Jung HoSeok are you going to throw a tantrum just for those three words?" He  raised a brow at his fiance 

"If they are 'JUST' three words then why can't you say them?" HoSeok air quotes, not annoyed but more hurt than he ever was.

"Because I don't want to" the blond replied bluntly.

"Then why are we going through this wedding?" HoSeok gritted his teeth trying not to raise his voice 

"You are right, why really. Let's cancel this then"

That threw the older off. TaeHyung's seemingly heartless declaration pierced him 

"Wh-what?" There was an obvious stutter, tears are threatening to fall. Even when he is trying to stay strong HoSeok knew he is fighting a losing battle. Seeing this TaeHyung massaged his temple, hissing 

"Aissh, you piss me off. Why are you always asking? Can't you ing wait till the wedding? Because no I won't say it until I'm sure that you won't escape me. Because you are mine Jung HoSeok. Mine." 

The words should be a bit obsessive-stalker kind of creepy or at least a bit scary but HoSeok felt...glad. He just want TaeHyung to want him if not love him. He might not be ready for the 'I love you', but at least there was an unspoken promise that he will hear it,  somewhere in the near future. 

~~~

"Hyung, can I hold your hand?"

"Hmh"

"Hyung, we've kissed right?"

"Hmh"

"Hyung, I love you, you know?"

"Umh"

"Hyung, you have feelings for me right?"

"Hmh"

"Hyung, are we dating?"

"Mmh"

"Hyung, you are sleeping aren't you?"

"Hmm"

JiMin just smiled as he pulled the blanket up to the older's shoulder. YoonGi fell asleep on him again as they were watching a movie. JiMin smiled as he the orange hair of the man he has fallen for so deep. He just wish he could ask a conscious YoonGi the same and be answered properly. Someday. Soon hopefully. 

~~~~

Waking up without the warmth he loves made JungKook frown even before he could sit up. 

"Princess" he called out softly but there was no response. He might be in the kitchen or the bathroom. JungKook stood to make his way to the bathroom when he noticed it. 

Pink note on the side table 

He picked it up not really liking the way his heart strum. He noticed weird behaviors yesterday, now a note. It has Jin's writing, 

'Forget about me'

That's all.

 But those three words were enough to make his knees weak. He fell on the floor and his breathing got heavy. 

He saw this coming. He knew the moment SeokJin lied about spacing out. He knew his mom got to Jin. He knew. He saw the signs. But he didn't ask. He let himself drown in bliss. He fooled himself and now he is experiencing the consequence.

He sat there feeling lost. No, he wasn't crying. He have no tears anymore. He begged Jin to not leave him again. He even told the older that if he gets hurt again he won't know what will happen. Did Jin forget? JungKook's eyes fell on the open window. He walks towards it. By now the boy can't really think straight. His mind filled with chaos of memories. He opened the windows and felt the gush of wind against him. He ran his hands through his hair, harshly. Nails digging deep on his scalp with frustration. He looked down. It's the 3rd floor. Down there was concrete pavement. how will it feel to... He remembered that time, when he almost fell, Jin said something. JungKook can't quite remember though, just like how Jin forgot the warning.

Tbc...

Extra: SeokJin's original note 

'Baby, you might be angry. I know you'll hate me and possibly would want to forget me. This might seem selfish, cowardice. But believe me this is for you too. I can't give you the things that your parents could. You have a bright future ahead, but if I stay with you, you might not reach your goals. Please, hate me, replace me, forget about me but please don't forget that I love you and you'll always be my only one'

Jin crumpled it and threw it away to make a new one.  If he write it that way it'll be harder for JungKook. He doesn't want the younger to suffer. So in his new note, three words were enough. He didn't want to leave. He could live in poverty if that's what it takes to be with JungKook. But he  wasn't given a choice since the start. With his family and JungKook at stake, what choice is there? He could suffer, he could take everything but there is no way he'll watch his loved ones end with the same fate. He might die a little inside everyday that he is away but at least he knows JungKook would be fine. And his family would be safe. His vision became blurry and the paper was wet with his tears. He requested for even just one day. One day that he could be with JungKook, one more day to make him happy. 

And that one day is over. 

He need to leave. 

~Survey~

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