You woke up with the rays of the sun in your eyes, you turned to your lamp stand and saw your picture with him. Usually it would give you a smile but now it didn't. 

 

To be honest, it has been going on for a week now. You understand his line of work which meant you can't be the center of his attention all the time. You felt empty, alone, ugh! You didn't wanna think that but its all in your head.

 

You looked at your phone and saw a text from him. 

 

"Good morning."

 

Huh. No emojis. No i love yous. Huh. (҂⌣̀_⌣́)

I tapped a reply before doing my daily routine.

 

~skip~

 

I was headed to the office but my mind and my heart is arguing if I should text him or not. 

 

And after much battle, my heart won. 

 

"I'm headed to the office. When will you be coming home?"

 

I kept my phone not expecting a reply from him but my phone rang.

 

"Hello?"

 

"Jagi!!!"

 

"Jagi-ya!!"

 

"You don't have a schedule? When are you coming home??"

 

"In an hour. Let's meet? What time do you get off work?"

 

"Hmm at about 5?"

 

"Alright. See you then jagi! Gotta go. Bye!"

 

Oh okay. Bye. 

 

No i love you? Okaay (ಥ⌣ಥ)

Work went on and when it was qitting time, I looked at my phone and saw no texts from him.

Hmm, guess he forgot. (,,Ծ‸Ծ,, )

Then I got off the building and saw this man hiding his face with this thick scarf while leaning on the car. I went beside him and coughed.

 

"So who you waiting for?"

He looked up to me and smiled. 

 

"Actually for my girlfriend."

 

"Oh really? Is she working here?"

 

"Yeah."

 

"Oh I see. Is she pretty?"

 

"The prettiest girl you've ever seen."

 

"Jinja? Well she must be very lucky to have you."

 

"Why is that?"

 

"Well I can tell that you're very handsome."

 

"I wouldn't say that."

 

"Why not? You're gorgeous!"

 

He leaned closer and I was trapped between his arms.

 

"I am?"

 

I swallowed the lump on my throat. What the heck?? We've been dating for five years and I can still feel my heart beating really fast when i'm with him.

 

"Y-yes."

 

WHY AM I STUTTERING?? I'M TALKING TO MY BOYFRIEND FOR PETE'S SAKE!!! ლ(ಠ益ಠლ

I wrapped my arms around his neck and kissed him.

 

"I missed you jagi."

 

"I missed you more baby. Let's go?"

 

"Where?"

 

"You'll see."

 

We drove off who knows where and then the streets became familiar. .... We are going to my place! Thought we're going somewhere special. (ᴗ_ ᴗ。)

 

"So you wanted to hang out in my apartment?"

 

"Yeah. Just wanna stay in and cuddle with you."

 

"Oh okaay."

 

We went up and was about to input my passcode when a cloth blocked my view.

 

"Ya! What gives??"

 

"Just wear it"

 

He entered my passcode and guided me inside the room.

 

"Ya Lee Sungmin this better not be ..."

 

"Take off your blindfold/"

 

I was amazed with what I saw. My apartment was filled with balloons just like what I wished for! But there were pictures hanging from each balloon. 

 

 

"What? How? Why?"

 

"Oh nothing. I just thought i'd surprise you and ... Happy Anniversary."

 

c( O.O )ɔ

 

( ؕؔʘ̥̥̥̥ ه ؔؕʘ̥̥̥̥ )?

 

(⊙_☉)

 

ANNIVERSARY?!

 

I took out my phone and checked the date. Oh. My. Gosh. KILL ME NOW.

OF ALL THE DATES TO FORGET WHY THIS ONE?!

 

(T_T*)

"I'm sorry jagi .."

 

"Wae?"

 

"I forgot our anniversary."

 

"Oh. Uhm its okay. At least now you remember right?" (　＾∇＾)

 

"Still sorry."

 

"Its okay. Let's eat?"

 

And I forgot to mention he brought tons and tons of food. Its like i'm never gonna eat tomorrow!!

 

~skip~

 

As we finished eating, we just sat there in each other's arms.

 

"Ming? Yes Jagi?"

 

"I'm so ...''

 

He stopped me by kissing my lips. Well who couldn't stop when you're being kissed right? (-‿◦)

 

"Its okay. Stop it." 

 

"Okaaaaay." 

 

I kissed his lips again and suddenly I felt a vibration on my legs. He fished out his phone and looked frantic before answering the phone.

 

"Yeoboseyo?"

 

"A-ah ye. Its my day off actually."

 

"Jinja? See you then. Bye!"

 

Why the heck are you grinning Lee Sungmin?? ( ಠ ಠ )

He was about to turn that's why I changed my expression as if I didn't hear anything.

 

｡◕‿◕｡

 

"Sorry about that Jagi. Where were we?"

 

"You were kissing me?"

 

"Shall we continue?"

 

So we did. But still that call bothered me. (|||❛︵❛.)

After that happening he fell asleep on my lap while watching a movie. So I took this time to check his phone for any suspicious things going on. 

I saw in the call logs a girl's name. They even have a conversation in his messages. 

I shouldn't be jealous right? He's already been with me for 5 years already and why the heck am I stil acting like this? (T⌓T)

 

~skip~

 

I just let that "incident" slide but lately Sungmin has been busy with apperances and concerts and even musicals. We don't talk that much anymore because of the time difference. 

I can't really contain this. I miss him so bad. So I left a message.

 

"Jagi. How are you doing? Are you eating on time? I miss you. :("

 

*sigh* I just hope that he replies. :(