I walked into the hospital room alone with Sehun waiting at the hallway. Jongin with his pale face sleeping peacefully on the bed.

My eyes stuck on his wrist. I sat next to the bed hold his hands. Its so cold.

I rubbed his hand from cold to warmer. Jongin stirred and open his eyes slowly.

"Jongin?"

He turned his head towards me.

"K..Kyung..soo?" He whispered. He's so weak to talk.

"Are you okay?" I want to cupped his cheeks but he turned away.

"I.. don't.. want.. to.. see.. you." He struggles to say.

"Why?" I'm starts to sob.

"Just go."

"Okay. I'll go." I stand and want to go out when he talk again.

"Get.. Sehun."

I walked out with my tears already flows. Sehun saw this and try to hug me.

"Jongin called you."

"He called me?"

I nod and he lead me to the bench. "Wait here."

I nod again and he disappeared.

I hug my knees and hide my face in between.

What's wrong with you Jongin? Why did you do this to me?

"Hyung. Let's go."

Sehun put his arms around my shoulder and walked out. We walked towards the bus stop in silence.

"Hyung, I've something to tell you." Sehun broked the silence appears earlier.

I nod and he continued.