Title: I Don’t Wanna Miss a Thing - Aerosmith

Pairing: xiuchen

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I could stay awake just to hear you breathing

Watch you smile while you are sleeping

While you're far away and dreaming

I could spend my life in this sweet surrender

I could stay lost in this moment forever

Every moment spent with you is a moment I treasure

 “I’m sorry sir. You’re already in stage four. But don’t worry as we have many options of treatment for you to choose,” the doctor explained the bad news with a solemn look.

“Many options? I’ll die anyway. Why would I choose to die with your options?” Minseok lashed out. He was sick. Severely. Jongdae grabbed Minseok’s hand to calm him down.

“Minseok, you’re not gonna die easily. Let’s take the treatment. He has high possibilities to be recovered, right doctor?” Jongdae asked hesitantly. He was more afraid than frustrated.

“If we try our best, even the universe will help us. Don’t lose faith, Minseok. You’ve got Jongdae by your side. I promise I’ll help you in anyway I can,” Minseok looked at Jongdae next to him and he felt pity. Towards Jongdae, and himself.

Later that night, Minseok couldn’t fall asleep. He watched his boyfriend slept so peacefully beside him. “I’m sorry Jongdae. It’s unfair for you to get stuck with me. You deserved happiness and freedom,” he Jongdae’s hair and left a kiss on his temple. He left the bed and started packing some necessities. He was about to open the door when a cracked voice interrupted his action.

“Kim Minseok, where are you going?” Jongdae had been awake since the kiss.

“Jongdae, I think you know what I’m doing,” Minseok answered with his eyes still at the door.

“We have discussed it, Minseok. You’re not Wade Wilson. You’ll not gonna be a superhero if you leave me, Minseok” Jongdae left the bed and began walking to Minseok.

“But I’m dying, Jongdae. I don’t want you to s