Minseok never asked about his relation with Park Joonhu anymore. But he too also didn't talk to Park Joonhu. It had been 5 days since but Minseok never talked to Park Joonhu except 'yes' and 'no'. He too only hummed, nodded, and shook his head when Park Joonhu asked him things. Minseok rarely went out from his room, not that he could without hitting his body to either walls or tables. Minseok looked a bit skinnier since he only ate a little. And it made Park Joonhu - Chanyeol - felt so stressed.

And that morning, he woke up to loud noise. He was in his bedroom in Minseok's place and he definitely knew something had just happened. He quickly got up from his bed and ran outside, just to see Minseok on the floor with scratches and bleeding knees. He too notices the broken vase on the ground with the flowers scattered around. He quickly ran to Minseok's side and squatted next to him.

"Hyung, what happened? Why don't just call me if you need something?"

He touched Minseok's shoulder, but the older pushed him away and screamed. Minseok cried and yelled at him, asking him just to go away. He kept trying to hold Minseok's hands but the older kept pushing him away. Minseok kept screaming and yelling, and his knees too kept bleeding even not as bad as Chanyeol thought when he saw them at the first time. Finally Chanyeol took a tight grip on Minseok's shoulders and made the older stayed straight.

"Stop it, hyung! Stop it!" Chanyeol yelled back. "Don't you know how stressed I am?! You keep avoiding me and now this! Stop it!"

"I never asked you to take me!" Minseok yelled back. Chanyeol winced a little but he kept holding Minseok's shoulders. "I never ask you to take me here! I never ask you to do this! I don't even know why you do this all! Heck, I don't even know you at all!!"

Chanyeol wasn't brave enough to talk back. He was scared if he opened his mouth, he would spill everything and it wouldn't be good. He kept his mouth shut and just stared at Minseok who was trembling because he cried so hard. Minseok started hitting his chest, yelling at him about why he kept Minseok like that. He just let Minseok did it all to him. He lowered his head, closing his eyes and trying to hold his tears as his heart broke by seeing Minseok being like that.

Chanyeol didn't know how long it took until Minseok became calmer and stopped hitting him. He still cried, but his cry wasn't as hard as before. Chanyeol moved closer and tried to embrace Minseok, to get pushed again by the older. It happened a few times before finally Chanyeol pushed himself to hug Minseok tightly. At first Minseok tried to push away, but not long after that he stopped. He let himself cried in the taller's embrace.

"I'm sorry."

I'm sorry for hitting you. I'm sorry for making you got into accident. I'm sorry for making you blind. I'm sorry for everything you missed by my deeds. I'm sorry.

Chanyeol kept whispering 'I'm sorry' to Minseok. Minseok was clueless about what Chanyeol meant by that. All he knew was a man who introduced himself as Park Joonhu came to him and literally begged him to live with him. All he knew was he got into an accident. All he knew was he was blind. All he knew... All he knew was actually he didn't know anything and it made him felt smaller than ever. Not physically, but he felt like he was so useless to the point he needed someone to walk straight without hitting anything.

Minseok let himself got helped by Chanyeol to get up. He let himself to be hold while walking to place he didn't know - he couldn't see after all. But when Chanyeol helped him to sit on the bed, he knew he just went back to the bedroom. Chanyeol let his back leaned on the pillow that was placed between him and headboard. Chanyeol asked him just to sit nicely there and not to walk around before he heard footsteps.

After a few minutes, Minseok heard footsteps again. Minseok heard something was opened and not long after that, he felt his wounds were dabbed by cold cotton. It stung a bit but Minseok didn't say anything.

"Next time, please just call me when I'm around."

I'm sorry, hyung.

*---*

Luhan couldn't feel calm at all. Even after the academic staff let Minseok to take academic leave, Luhan couldn't feel calm. He wondered why he stupidly just agreed to let Minseok lived with a stranger. He didn't know why he couldn't fight back to the stranger's words. He felt so stupid for letting his bestfriend lived with a man they both didn't know. Luhan kept sending messages to the man who introduced himself as Park Joonhu. What made Luhan kinda felt weird about the man, was that the man introduced himself via text. What kind of man was that? Why couldn't he meet Luhan if he eally wanted to ask for his permission?

His phone buzzed and he quickly took it from his pocket. A message from Park Joonhu. He opened the message as fast as he could.

'Minseok hyung is okay. He has just finished eating his breakfast. But no, you can't come.'

He groaned at the last part. He really wanted to meet Minseok, but this Park Joonhu guy kept saying he couldn't go to the apartment. And he didn't even know the address. He groaned and just harshly put his phone to his bag.

He couldn't help but to think that something was fishy about Park Joonhu.

*---*

Minseok secretly walked to the kitchen. All he wanted to do was to make a cup of tea for Park Joonhu. He thought he should apologize at least for what he did that morning. He was sure that Park Joonhu was in the bathroom, taking a bath. The walk itself took about 5 minutes because Minseok had to be so quite and safe. He couldn't hit anything or he would get caught.

He successfully took the cup from the cabinet. He too took the tea bag from the jar successfully, even he had to wander his hands around the kitchen. He placed the tea bag into the cup and held the cup with his right hand, letting his left hand wandered around to find the water dispenser. When his hand touched the water dispenser, he smiled and placed the cup on its place. His hand tried to find the hot water button and pressed it, counting to five so the water wouldn't spill.

He slowly took the cup and brought it to the table, placing it slowly so he wouldn't stupidly break the cup. He turned around and stretched his arms, using them to feel his surrounding. He found the kitchen counter and pulled every small jars and opened it one by one.

Chanyeol had finished his bath when he realized Minseok wasn't on his bed anymore. He was about to be panicked when he heard sound from kitchen. He quickly ran to the kitchen, not bothering to wear clothes first.

"Ew, it's salt," Minseok said while scrunching his face. He was trying to find sugar, just to taste salt at the first try. Chanyeol who saw it from the kitchen door could only smile at him. After tasting pepper and chili powder, he finally found the sugar. With a happy face, he brought the sugar jar to the table.

As if he couldn't wait any longer, Chanyeol asked Minseok, "What are you doing?", while walking to Minseok. The older only smiled slightly, still had his head facing the table. Chanyeol brought him to sit on the chair and sat next to him. "Did you make this by yourself?" He asked while eying the tea.

Minseok nodded. "I want to apologize," Minseok said softly. "I think it was so rude of me yelling at you when you're the one who takes care of me. So actually I dreamt in color last night, and I performed in my dream. When I woke up, I couldn't see again. I was so mad at myself..."

Chanyeol saw Minseok's tears started rolling down to his cheeks. Minseok didn't wipe them, his hands were clutching his own shirt.

"I don't know who to blame. I don't need to blame anyone to be honest. I don't want to. But still my dream is my dream, and I can't do it anymore."

Chanyeol pulled the older to his embrace. He hugged Minseok so tight, letting him crying to his chest. He caressed his hair and hummed softly to Minseok's ear. He wanted to see Minseok's smile every day, not his tears.

While Minseok was so surprised. Even he was blind, he could feel the soft skin of Park Joonhu. He could even hear the younger's heartbeats. And when the younger caressed his hair and hummed songs to his ear, he couldn't help but to feel calm inside. It was like he was so secured even he couldn't see. As if he had known the younger for years and years and he couldn't help but to believe in the younger.

"Let me be your eyes. You can see through me."

*---*

hi guys!

I'm sorry I don't update as regular as before. The uni has started and my schedule is so 'awesome' to the point I have to go super early in the morning and finish my classes at 3 or 4 ><

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