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It's Okay [EDITING]Two months has passed.
BaekHyun and ChanYeol started to become closer. The giant already knew about BaekHyun's pregnancy but was still willing to be there, by the eyeliner-lover's side.
That's what makes BaekHyun somehow feel comfortable with ChanYeol's company. He feels like he's not alone.
Chen didn't leave BaekHyun's mind a bit. Even though ChanYeol always tried his best to keep BaekHyun busy with his life in order to make him not think about Chen, it's not fully successful.
How can he forget the man that already has his whole heart and soul?
........
One day, BaekHyun has a plan to plant some flowers in his backyard. And he just knows what flower he should have.
ChanYeol who had happened to be in front of BaekHyun's front gate to asked him for a dinner looks surprised when he saw that the petite man was about to go out somewhere.
Being a man who's in love, the giant offered himself to take BaekHyun to his destination, being willing to accompany him. Just to spend time with the pregnant man.
After they had arrived at the florist, BaekHyun's eyes were wandering around, looking for the flower that he had on his mind,
Blue lily.
........
ChanYeol was offering to pay for the bill but BaekHyun was against that.
"No, ChanYeol, I don't want you to spend your money on me anymore. It's not nice."
"It's okay Baek, there's nothing tho. It's not like you're about to buy a car or something that's really expensive. They're just flowers. Those will not cost much." ChanYeol gave BaekHyun a it's-really-not-a-big-deal smile.
"Look ChanYeol, I know that money isn't a problem for you since your family owns a company. Plus, you're doing a part time job as a plumber for God-knows-what reason. But I really don't want you to bother yourself again." BaekHyun still insists.
"Come on Baek, it was just-"
The tall man's words were cut down by BaekHyun's stern voice. "No, Yeol."
And ChanYeol giving up. He knows that he'll never win against the puppy-like man's words.
.........
After they had arrived at Baek's house. The shorter man started to take out the plant that he bought just now, and being a nice man, the giant again offered to help BaekHyun plant the flowers and BaekHyun just agrees.
.........
"Why blue lily, Baek?" The younger man asked while watering the flower that they've just planted now.
BaekHyun smiled to the question, smiling as the reason for him to choose that flower comes across his mind.
"Because this flowers somehow resembles star and bell in my eyes." Said BaekHyun while touching the leaves.
Attracted to the reason, ChanYeol asked again. "And why was that special to you?"
"They remind me to Chen."
The giant's heart cracked. Even though he knows that the petite man is still deadly in love with his lover who is only-God-knows-where, ChanYeol can't stop himself from feeling a bit taken aback each time BaekHyun mentioned the other man.
*What a lucky bastard* - ChanYeol thought.
"Oh really? In what aspect?" ChanYeol faked an excited voice.
"'Chen means star in Chinese, while 'Jong means 'bell' in Korean." BaekHyun explained.
"Jong?" The taller man asked, confused. Who is this Jong man?
"Chen's real name was Kim JongDae though." BaekHyun said with a smile. Oh God, how he misses his JongDae right now.
"Oh, I see. And why is it blue lily? Isn't the white lily is more beautiful than the blue one?" ChanYeol again asked.
"Lily brings the meaning of loyalty, while blue flowers means wanting a new chance, to start over.... Here I am right now..... loyally waiting for Chen to come back. To have a new chance to start over everything with him." BaekHyun really looked like he was going to burst into tears each time he talked about that JongDae.
And it hurt ChanYeol's heart so much each time he saw BaekHyun cry. It's not his first time to see such a scene. Why can't he just move on? Didn't BaekHyun see his love for him? Why it can't be him? Why Chen and not ChanYeol?
"Stop hoping for him to come back, Baek, you don't even know where's he right now. I don't want to see you living your life in your high hopes."
"I'm not hoping Yeol.. I just know that he'll come back."
The giant went to the bathroom and started to punch the wall. He then cried.
"What a lucky man you are, Chen. You've got the heart of the only man that I love."
A/N:
BaekYeol anyone? Kekekekeke :3 which pairing do you prefer? ChenBaek? BaekYeol? /do ugly dance/ XD
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