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It's Okay [EDITING]

BaekHyun didn't leave Chen's mind even for a second. Thinking about the love of his life has been his routine. He really did miss the older man so much but he just cant confront BaekHyun. Not with his current condition.

 

But his heart can't afford it anymore. He needs to see BaekHyun, even from a far. 

 

After grabbed the handicam that MinSeok had gave him before, Chen started to look for his old address. He needed the handicam to record all the path that he took as his brain and memory can't afford to work properly.

 

 

 

His heart skipped a bit when he was just a few meters away from his old house and he saw the most precious person in his whole life came out from the house. But his lover was not alone. there's a tall and handsome man together with him. With his Byun BaekHyun.

 

'Who is he? Did i know him before?'

 

Chen himself was not sure about who's actually the man that he saw with BaekHyun just now. Did he knew him before but he can't remember because of the surgery? Or is he BaekHyun's new boyfriend?

 

His heart shatters at the thought.

 

If yes, that man must be a really good one and took a good care of BaekHyun. he must be very happy to live with him as Chen himself saw that BaekHyun had gained a few pounds and thats the sign that shows he must be living a happy life now. A new life without him.

 

Byun BaekHyun's happiness is Kim JongDae's happiness.

 

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ChanYeol brings BaekHyun to a bookstore which is because of the shorter man's request. He said that he wants to find a new recipes book because he wanted to try cook a new menu for ChanYeol. 

 

The giant was more than glad to bring him there. 

 

'Did BaekHyun really going start to open his heart for me?' Chanyeol smiled at the thought.

 

 

Them both were sitting next to each other at the one corner of the bookstore to read some books that they'd picked before.

 

BaekHyun spoke silently but was loud enough for ChanYeol to heard what he'd said. 

 

''How great it would be if there's no sadness and pain in this world''

 

Understand what's in the brunette's mind, ChanYeol grabbed BaekHyun's hand and started to whisper reassuring things to calm the heart of the person that he love so much while caressing the back of the pretty hand.

 

BaekHyun felt asleep with his head was on ChanYeol's left shoulder.

 

He was having a dream. The dream was like some kind of deja vu. A deja vu about his and Chen's past times.

 

That time, he was sitting on the couch in their living room, reading some novels when Chen suddenly came and put his head on BaekHyun's lap. BaekHyun smiled and closed the book.

 

Playing with Chen's brown coloured hair, BaekHyun started to speak ; "sometimes, I do wish that there's no sadness in this world. No tears and pain. Everyone will just live happily with their life."

 

"No Baek, you can't have a wish like that." Chen's response was really unexpected to BaekHyun.

 

"Why not?" 

 

"In this world, people need to experience sadness, hurts and all the down moments. If not, their life will be meaningless, no challenge at all. People will never know hardship and how to appreciate."

 

"But isn't it better when people has their life happy, colourful and beautiful just like the rainbow?"

 

Getting up from BaekHyun's lap, Chen smiled and caress the cheek that belong to the person that means the world to him.

 

"There'll never be a rainbow if there's no rain Baek.."

 

 

 

 

A/N:

Sorry for the late and ty update. I've got some problems here. Ugh. Here i am to inform you guys something. That this fic gonna reach it end just in a few chapters more. i won't drag it any longer. And i would like to know, if i'm gonna write other fics but not with exo's pairing, would you guys will still read them? Like my other fav otp like ChunJoe, WooGyu, DaeJae.... would you? 

 

Lastly, i love each of you sooooooo much!

 

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just wanna let u guys know that for this upcoming two weeks, i'll edit back this story from maybe chapter five and above in order to make it longer and better

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Love-Kaisoo-8812 #1
Chapter 18: Thank you for writing this fanfic.✨I love this fic very much.🥺It made me cry unstoppably as I read it.😭😭😭
Beau1996 1346 streak #2
Chapter 18: So do Baek and Chan end up together??
Hysterical23
#3
Chapter 18: I keep coming back to this even after three years... the angst just really left a mark.
karish
#4
Chapter 18: ahh im crying not stop the tears arent stopping but it really represents hw true love is meant to be.true love is nothing but to let go the one who loved when u cant be there for them.
15091994
#5
Chapter 19: U need to update authornim.. U must!
seoulsunshine
#6
Chapter 19: You managed to make me cry

Great story
xiu_mine
#7
I'm intending to read this and the first comment I see is a major spoiler XD oh my

But I'm still reading!
jongdae_donghae
#8
Chapter 19: This brought me to tears omg, why did jongdae have to die. Author-nim you have great talent in writing and at bringing people to tears.
KimRoni #9
Chapter 18: LESSON LEARNED: COWARDICE IS NOT RECOMMENDED EVER. At least in my opinion.

It's saddening how certain life choices can end something; how misterpretations can cause a huge impact.

Kudos and thank u for making me cry in the middle of the night~
Chansoo6336 #10
Chapter 19: T_T wae????