Amber's POV

His words kept on ringing in my head..no matter how hard I try to brush those thoughts out of my mind..I'm not supposed to get affected with whatever he says...but I know deep in my heart...

'he's definitely right...I'm no good for her...I'm hopeless..I can never protect her..she was doin' great without me but I came back in her life giving her nothing but endless worries.. '

And I never felt so down like this before..even after I got blind,I got to get over of the fact that I can no longer see..but now it really hurts me that I got my hopes up for nothing..I know she's enduring a lot of difficulties because of me..I'm grateful that she never left my side but what happened at the park made me realize a lot of things..maybe I was so selfish that I never thought of how she would be being with me..I love her but it's not enough..I can't protect her the way I wanted to..if it's hard for me I know it's even harder for her I only caused her trouble since i came back ..I did not talk to her when we got home..

'Soojung-ah don't worry no more..I'm sorry for bringing you into this kind of relationship..sorry I've given you nothing but problems..sorry that I'm such a failure..I love you but I can't stay beside you any longer..I don't want to burden you anymore..you did it once, I know you also can this time..please live your life happily even without me..I don't deserve you Soojung..you deserve someone better..someone who could always protect you from anything..and that's the only thing I lack of..' ..I kissed her forehead..I don't want to leave her just like before but I really have to now..

Next morning I did my best to make her believe I'm perfectly fine..so she wouldn't get any clue of what I am planning to do..

"baby you will never leave me right?..don't get affected of Minhyuk okay?..I love you and only you please always keep that in mind"..her voice cracked as if she know what's running in my mind..*princess I wanted to but I can't..not until I'm good enough to stand infront of you*

"I love you most.." I tried to sound cheerful.."go..you'll be late for work..take care okay?"..I walked her to the door..

I ran my fingers through her hair..and smiled at her..*sorry princess*..I leaned in to kiss her one last time..I walked my way back inside..

"dork I'll definitely beat you up if you dare leave"..she hugged me from behind..

After making sure she already left I walked back to our room and packed my things.. 

"Key I have a favor to ask you but please don't tell Soojung anything about it.."..I called Key..I decided to stay at his house for the meantime while I'm waiting for my sister to fetch me..