It's been two weeks since i came back to Korea to fullfill a promise and an invitation that is so hard to turn down..and even harder for me to accept but I guess it's time and this way it'll be easier for me to accept the fact..my sister Jackie decided to accompany me with Yoona..yes these two wont give me time alone because of my condition..and even told me how pathetic I was..who's Yoona?,well she's a special friend of mine,we've been together for almost a year and a half now since my family brought me back to LA..well not literally together in a boyfriend-girlfriend relationship but a nurse-patient relationship. She's a nurse in a particular hospital where i've been taking my monthly check-up since the accident happened..few months before that accident, I've been diagnosed with a brain tumor when i was still here in Korea living with my girlfriend slash X-girlfiend now.Everything was so perfect back then. It was always us against the world,only me needing her and her needing me. She's a model and im an engineer. We attended the same university, had the same language class, that's how i met her..that's how i loved her first..She was so-called the "ice-princess" and I was her ever loyal servant..my jung soojung or should I say "she was"?.Although we were both too busy with our own works we always find time to catch up and take care with each other to avoid relationship gaps.Untill one day.I decided to take a check-up because of severe headaches i've been experiencing lately..i've undergone some tests and that's when I found out about how serious my condition was..Fear conquered upon me..I was so frustrated so afraid with my own thoughts..I did'nt know what to do,to tell her or not.It seemed like things did'nt wanna go on my way. It was then when many cf and modelling projects were offered to her. That was when I did'nt have much time to spend with her because of her packed schedules. She always came home late and sometimes it took her till midnight to come home because of the shooting locations. That seing her always tired and exhausted i felt sorry for myself and specially for her. I knew she's slowly stepping closer towards her dream being a well known model in fashion industries..and I knew she worked hard enough to reach for it..and that was when I made my decision not to tell her about me..I did'nt want to be added on her worries when I know she's on the peak of reaching her dreams. I wanted to show her my support and not for her to worry about me. As days went by the symptoms slowly became more serious that sometimes i could'nt handle anymore and nearly passed out..and it felt like hell that even taking my medicines wont ease the pain i've been feeling in my head..Thanks to her busy schedules she wont be able to see me suffering and enduring those pains. Whenever I was with her I always show her the dorky side of me and always give her those reassuring smiles to cover what I really felt and make her feel I'm ok and I support her whatever she's doing even if it cost her being apart from me most of the time..that