((Luhan's POV))

4 Years earlier..

"What the hell is wrong with you? What are you? Aren't you a girl?Why are you in this bathroom, then?" The tall, wide boy said before kicking me onto the ground. I didn't do anything about it, I just sat, and watched as several feet came into contact with my body at a harsh pace. At each kick came a scream from me and bruise to come later. I used to get many compliments on how nice my skin looked from the girls around the school. I just assumed that they were being nice, not trying to mess with me.

"Keep screaming, little girl!" One of the big man's fellow group members yelled and continued to kick me into te corner.

What would they do if I died?

Would they feel bad?

probably not..

They soon left once blood started dribbling out of the corner of my lips. I sat and cried, for who knows how long. There were so many boys going in and out of the bathroom, ignoring me.

Nobody cares..

Maybe They would enjoy it if I died,

probably..

I dragged myself off the floor after school and managed to make my way to my locker to collect my things and put my coat on to walk home.

•••

Once I got home, I immediatly went to sleep, hoping the pain would be gone by tomorrow.

I'll go,

I'll get away from this horrible place someday..

Maybe not tomorrow,

or the next day,

but someday, I'll be far away from this place.

Long gone from anyone or anything that would hurt me again.

•••

1 Year later..

"Luhan?" I heard a voice from the stairs. I was in the bathroom, contemplating whether or not I should try to overdose.

"Luhan, where are you?" The voice seemed panicky. I quickly grabbed the bottle of medication and poured them all into my hand.

"Luhan?! Where are you?!!" The voice was getting closer and I threw all of the pills into my mouth and the foucet of the bathtub before the door swung open and I saw Sehun rushing towards me. He pulled me to him and began squeezing me so any of the pills that I have swallowed would come back out. I began spitting them on the floor and coughing. I quickly pushed him away and began crying.

"What are you doing!?" I yelled at him and wiped my face.

"I should be the one asking you that!" He yelled back.

"You ruined it! You ruined everything!" Now I was bawling.

"You can't blame me for saving your life! You're my best friend and I can't let you do this! I have to be here for you!"

"I'm trying to save myself! And if you think that you have been here for me, you're wrong. I have been kicked in the bathrooms until I vomited blood! I have been harassed in the streets! And where have you been, Sehun?! Nowhere to be seen! You're completely wrong! I hate you!"

Oops,

"Fine, be that way, just thank me later. Hate me all you want."

I fell to my knees crying after Sehun left, I sat there crying and vomiting for the next few hours or so, I can't remember.

•••

2 Months later..

If I can't kill myself, I'll just leave.

After all, my parents are dead.

I'll just leave,

I'll go somewhere new,

and leave behind the rumor,

That I killed myself..

((Sehun's POV))

I can't believe it

He actually did it..

He really killed himself.

I didn't save him..

AN: WOW Drama begins, I'm sorry if this chap chap offends anybody. (IDK Y IT WUD) But I am sorry. Sorry also that I write small chap chaps. BUT ENJOY :DD