Author POV. 

Taeyeon lay down on her bed after she and Siwon back from the cafe. She close her eyes. 'Why didn't he show up today?' Taeyeon thought. She reach her phone when it ringing nonstop. A call from Kai.  She answer it. 

"Oh. Kai-ah. Wae?"

"Noona! I found Myungsoo just now."

"Jinja?"

"Yes. He said he will came with me to meet you."

"Finally.. thank god.."

"Oh. Noona. I have a class right now. I will call you later."

"Okay."

Siwon lay down on his bed. He massaging his head. Jessica get into his room while bringing a glass of a water. She sit beside Siwon. "Where is your medicine, oppa?"

"In the desk drawer, Sica-ah." Jessica took the medicine and give it to Siwon. Siwon swallow the pill and drink the water. Jessica sigh. 

"Is your sickness came again?"

"Well.. it's has been a while, my sickness." Siwon said make Jessica chuckle. 

"Oppa, did Taeyeon know about it?"

"About what?"

"Your sickness."

"Not.. I just.. cant tell her. Sometimes, I felt I cannot have her. I dont know if she can accept my sickness."

"But.. Oppa.. you only have three month."

"Death cannot be predicted, Sica-ah. I can die anytime. When I think about it again, I feel.. I cannot have her. If she married with