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Chanhee's POV
He found out . What should u do now ?? I wanna met him .i miss him so much. But i chosse to leave him . I left him behind for this long time and even took his son with me . He surly went throught alot of pain when i just leave him and runaway like i did . He had no idea abt that. And i also told him that i already throw his child away. I told him i dont want that child anymore and i also dont love him at all. I wanna find another men . Such a cruel me. I heard from Niel that after i left Byunghun become a crazy man . He tried every way to find me. He cried like a baby everyday and he even couldnt sleep in our room. He always slept at the baby room. I know i hurt him . This wound cant be treat by anything . Even i go back and appologize he cant fogive me i know that. Now Baek Hee already could meet his Appa who he miss alot . He keep asking for his Appa all day long. I'm a selfish Omma . I kept him from his Appa for this long . Finally he can stay with his belove Appa . I'll pack my things and go somewhere further . I cant stay here anymore. CAP Hyung and Niel will tell ppl where i am so i need to runaway again like a crimnal . That's all i can do now. I dont have any face to face anybody especially Byunghun . I love him too much until i'm not myself anymore .i did everything just because of him . I know i'm selfish when i runaway just because of a stupid reason . And now when everything is all done i cant go back to face him. Selfish and stupid are all me . The only thing i wanna do all the time is bringing Baek Hee back to his Appa. Now he already stayed with him so i'm ok . I'm fine ..............

Byunghun's POV
i'm in the plane now. I'm now coming to my belove wife. I need to bring him back . 5 years is enough. He need to go back to my side and treat my wound. He is the one who made me smile and cry again. The shadow of my Noona is not bother me anymore . All i think abt during this 5 years is him . I always wanna know why he suddenly leave me like that. At that time all i wanna do is find him and make he pay for what he did to my belove child who hasnt born yet. in my mind there is only one thing, find him and find him. ppl may think that all i wanna do at that time is killing him if i meet him. Even i 'm myself think like that too . but the truth is the thing i really wanna do is hug him tight and cry on his shoulder . i miss him i need to admit it . all the time when he is not with me i miss him and i love him more . it's not like i dont care abt what he did.the real reason is i love him too much until i cant mad at him .Now when i already knew the reason , the real reason why he runaway all i can think is find him . I wanna hug him tight. Tell him that i miss him and it's not his fault for love me this much . All the time i just think i'm the only one who is in pain but now i know he had harder time than me . Carring my child , giving birth of Baek Hee alone , raising Baek Hee up by himself . I did nothing. I'm such a bad husband. So now to fill up all the day i couldnt take care of them i need to bring him back by my side
"Byunghun ~ we are here now . We need to go there by car . Let's get off" CAP Hyung said bring me back from my daydreaming
"Ok ok ~ i'm affraided that he already runned away Hyung. You know him right? "
"I know but he wont go in this late. Come on . Hurry up"

*Lee Masion*
Mrs.Lee's POV
"Omma ~~~ i want....my Omma ...."
"Come on ~ grandma is here . Be a good boy ok? Ur Appa will bring your Omma here soon . So dont cry "
"I want ......Omma " Baek Hee keep crying until he wake up from sleep and find out his Appa is not here anymore. He even refuse to eat .
"I..also .....want....my...... Appa" he is crying again . And keep crying and calling for his Appa and Omma . I dont know what to do now . Just by look at him make me wanna cry. Channie surly had a hard time . I'm a mother so i can understand how hard it is to be a single mother. Baek Hee now is stick with Niel and keep sobbing
"I ....want .....Mommy" Baek Hee said in French. This time he say in France
"Niel Omma is here so dont cry ok? Your Omma will come soon. You are a big brother so dont cry anymore or Minna will cry too ok ? " Baek Hee nod slightly but he still cant control his tears . Such a poor thing.
"Niel ~ are u tired ? Let me carring him for u u need to eat something . " i said wanna take Baek Hee from Niel but Baek Hee refuse to go. He got used to of Niel that why he dont wanna go i guess
"What should we do now? He keep crying like that wont be good"
"Should we call Byunghun Hyung? At least he can comfort him abit" Niel said
"Ok i think we should call him . He maybe arrieved at France now" i call Byunghun 's number but he hasnt arrived yet. What should i do now??? Baek Hee is still sobbing in Niel 's arms
"I cant call him . We need to wait more" i said .
"Baek Hee can u please come to grandma a bit? Niel Omma need to go to the bathroom and eat something for the baby. U are a big brother can u do it for me?" Niel said then Baek Hee seem like understand it but he didnt come to me he just get off Niel's laps and sitting alone in the sofa . Poor my boy he is really lonely now. Just by look at that scene Niel cant go then once again he take Baek Hee in his laps
"I wont go anymore i'll be here with u ok? So can u eat with Omma? " Baek Hee shake his head
"I .....want..... Daddy" he said this time in French again . He stick with Niel for a long long time until my phone ring. It's Byunghun i immediatly said
"Baek Hee your Appa is here"
"Baek Hee stop crying your Appa is on the phone now " Niel said while patting the boy 's back . It's really hard for him to carry Baek Hee coz of his big belly and he also cant eat anything. Luckily , Minna is good girl and she like Changhyun so she sticked with him all day. Now she already slept at Changhyun and Jonghyun's room. There is only Baek Hee who keep crying and refuse to eat untill he wake up in the late evening
"Come on come here Baek Hee . Your Appa is now on the phone " when he heard abt Appa he get off of Niel's laps and walk to me with his watery eyes
"Appa ....." He start crying again right after recieved the phone from me
"My little boy is crying . Shh~ i'm here so dont cry ok ? Appa will bring Omma back for u soon. Dont cry. U need to take care of Grandma and Uncles right? " Byunghun said and Baek Hee still crying
"Can u be a good boy untill Appa come back ?" Byunghun said again and this time Baek Hee try to wipe his tears away while nodding slightly. He is really like a big boy now. Even he is just 5 years old .
"Can u reply me ? Why u didnt reply Appa ? You still crying ? "
"Aniyo.... ~ Appa.... palli.... come... back " finally Baek Hee said something other than "i want Omma and i want Appa" and once again his eyes start watering
"Shhhh~ dont cry . I'm here . You are a great boy . Appa love Baek Hee alot . I'll come back soon . I promise "
"Baek Hee love Appa too " Baek Hee said then give the phone to me
"Where are u now? "
"I'm on my way to Channie's house . I'll being him back so dont worried" byunghun said
"Ok be careful dear"
After the conversation with his Appa Baek Hee is now stop crying and start play with his toys. Such a good boy. Channie raised him up very well .he even taught him both French and Korean .

Chanhee's POV
I'm packing up my things now . They surly here by tmr . I dont wanna face anybody now . But where should i go ? Go back to Korea or just go somewhere else . I know if i wanna go they wont find me but somewhere in my heart i want him to be here now hold me back and wont let me go . I'm crying again. I miss Baek Hee . My boy just go for abt 2 days. But i cant be too selfish. He is now stay with his Appa and his family all i need to do now is stay away from them . That'a great enough. The door bell rang wake me up from my thought
"I'm coming" i said while wiping me tears aways .
"Hyung??" I winden my eyes when i saw Minsoo Hyung
"Why are u here ? " but it's not just Minsoo Hyung . There is other person . I was frozen when i saw him . We look at each other eyes then after abt 5 mins i turned my back and run away . I ran as fast as i can to my room up stairs to stay aways from him "no ~ dont come near me . If u come near me i cant hold myself back. I miss you" i can hear he is now running after me . He catch my hand right before i can reach  my room
"Channie ~ listen to me . I begging u" he is now back hug me really tight
"No ~ let's go of me . I already told u from the letter . I dont love you "
"You also told me u already throw my child away but see Baek Hee is here . He is a wonderful boy. So how can i believed other thing ????"
"I dont have enough brave to kill a baby so i keep him. Now i give him back to u. I'm free now . Let's go of me "
"Really?? So why u cried everynight? Why u keep telling him abt me ??? Why u keep talk abt me and u even said u miss me ? Tell me why? " he still hugging me tight while asking something like that. I cant feel my legs anymore . He is now breathing into my neck .i miss him. I miss his scent. I miss his hug ,his lips,everything. After 5 years my love for him is still the same or exactly i love him more now
"No ~ let's go of me " i tried to get out of his arms but he push me into the room and shut the door
"What do u wanna do ? Let's go of me "
"I wanna talk with my wife . Is it ok ? " he is now facing me . I cant hold my tears back. My face is now cover with tears .
"If u dont love me u wont cry this much. If u dont miss me u wont lot this much weight. Baby~ dont runaway from me anymore . You knew i tried every way to find you right? I was like a crazy men when u went with my child . Can you please come back to me???? " Byunghun is now crying . I cant see him like this . I hold his hands and wipe his tears away
"I'm sorry . I cant come back after what i did "
"I'll forgive everything "
"But i cant forgive  myself "
"Do you love me ? " i wanna scream out loud that yes i love u so much but i cant .
"No ~ i dont love u . Let's go of me " i tried to get out of his grips . And run down stairs
"WHY U BROUGHT HIM HERE ? U ALREADY PROMISED " i hold on Minsoo Hyung's collar and scream at his face
"I'm sorry i cant see him in pain anymore and so do u. I cant see u cry everynight just because of missing him. And Baek Hee need to have his Appa. U remember that Baek Hee cried alot when his friends at nursey school that he doesnt have Appa on the parents 's day right? Come on Channie . Dont be too stubborn . For ur sake and so do for ur son come back to him" Minsoo Hyung now patting my head while i'm knees down and cry out loud. What should i do ?  My son cried alot before . He even didnt let me touch him. He keep calling his Appa at that time . Now when he already met his Appa i wanna leave him. Am i that selfish? I'm still sitting on the floor and cry then there is pair of warm arms back hug me tight.
"Hyung ~ can u leave us alone? U should go back to Korea with Niel. I'll stay here untill Channie wanna go back. Tell Omma for me . And please comfort Baek Hee for me too. He cried when he called me before . Thank you Hyung"
"Ok ~ take your time . And Channie , Baek Hee is waiting for u and so do ur family"

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Byunghun's POV
We stay at that position with i myself hugging Channie really tight and cry on his shoulder . While he is also crying.  I miss him . I really miss his scent . I miss him i really miss him . I cant stop crying . His sweet and fresh scent, his soft hair . Everything of him is still the same except he is too thin now . He lost alot of weight . He had hard time raising our child alone . He still refuse to hugging me back and even dont wanna look at my eyes but it's ok . At least he let's me hug him .
"Channie ya~ can u go back with me ? " he didnt reply just keep crying
"Shh~ dont cry,dont cry .I'm here . I'm here" he still crying .
"Can u love me again? U said u dont love me anymore right ? So can u once again love me ? I begging you" i'm crying too . I cant look at him like this . He is really pale and sad . He look so lonely. I tighter my hug and kissing his neck . He didnt refuse it . So that mean he accepted me right? My hope raised up and i started lift him up and carring him to his room . He didnt do anything he also dont refuse it or try to escape. He just stay still and cry. We are now at his room . I place him on his bed and start caressing his face . I cant tell how much i miss him . I miss his smile . The way he take care of me, all his action . I dont know what should i do now to bring him back. Without thinking i'm start kissing him at his forehead now is his eyes which is full of tears then his cheeks , after that is his lips . He didnt refuse it instead of that he kiss me back . I can feel how much he love me and miss me in his kiss. The most wonderful feeling is now fulling my heart. My Channie is here by my side and we are now kissing. We just pull out when we are lacking of oxygen. He is now looking at my eyes. Such a sad eyes he has
"I'm sorry . I let's u wait for me this long . I dont know if i'm doing the right thing or not but can u forgive me ?" He said
"Ofc i can. U are the only one who cant forgive urself. U know what when i heard abt the reason that u runaway . I was really angry of myself. Why i didnt realised abt it sooner ? If i knew it u wouldnt leave me . And need to face alot of hard thing like this . I'm the one who need to sorry "
"No~ i'm the one who kept u away from that thing . I should tell u abt it so u could help me . I'm so sorry " he is now start crying . My poor baby is crying again but this time he cried while hugging me tight. That's great enough. I did the right thing when i decided to come here . Thanks God i had him back
"Shhhh~ dont cry. I'm here i'm here "  i said while patting his back
"You two  are really the same " suddenly he said
"What?"
"U and Baek Hee are really similar . He always said like that to comfort me since he can speak"
"Ofc we are father and son after all. U need to come back with me tmr coz Baek Hee was crying alot. I cant stand it . He keep asking for u and cry until fall in to sleep. Our child is waiting for us Channie ya~"
"I'm sorry i made u guys went throught all of this. I'm  so sorry" he is now crying again this time i comfort him by kissing him . I miss u . I miss this feeling . Finally i can hold u in my arms. We start kissing each other and bring all this missing feeling for each other during 5 years all show up at that sweet and passionatly night. Until now i can say that if there is no Channie there is no completly Lee Byunghun.........

*Lee Masion*
Niel's POV
Suddenly my phone rang . It's Minsoo Hyung
"Jagiya~ "
"How are u, Minna and the baby? I'm at the airport now"
"We are ok . Except Baek Hee . he cried alot last night . but after talk with Byunghun Hyung he felt abit better.U guys already brought Channie Hyung back?"
"No i went back first . Byunghun is still there . I'll be home soon"
"Ok , i will wait for u"
That's mean Channie Hyung is now accept Byunghun Hyung . All Byunghun Hyung need to do now is make Channie Hyung allowed to come back . That's the most difficult thing. My stubborn Hyung is hard to changed


*France*
Chanhee's POV
When i woke up i find out Byunghun is now lying beside me. I cant tell how much i miss this thing. His sleeping face is still cute like before. So this is not a dream. Last night is not a dream . Am i that easy to forgive myself like that? Or i just think too much?
"You think too much dear" Byunghun said with his eyes are still close
"What? U read my mind?"
"I understand u . Dont think abt it anymore . Just love me . That's enough" he said the kiss my cheeks with his eyes are still close
"Dont be so proud of yourself"
"I'm your husband ofc i know u " he said and hug me tight. I feel really happy . He is right . I dont have to think too much . All i can do now is love him more and fix my mistake . 5 years is enough
"So what do u want for breakfast?" I asked while caressing his face
"Anything done by u. I miss your foods and i also miss the way u carresing my face every morning"
"I miss you so much and i'm sorry" my tears start falling again. Then Byunghun immediatly open his eyes then look at my eyes
"Shhhh~ i'm here dont cry. Why u need to cry when we are happy together "
"That's joyful tears " i said then hug him back
"Thank you for come back to me "
"No i'm the one who need to say thank you. Thank you for accept and wait for me this long . Thank you for love me "
"How can i stop loving u? All u did is for my sake. If u still feel guilty stay with me forever and pay for that" i nodded slightly while huggig him tight and cry . I will stay with u and our Angle forever forever
"Come on wake up eat breakfast then we will go back to Korea to meet out baby. He is surly miss you so much " Byunghun said then kiss my forehead

*Lee Masion *
Niel's POV
i'm lying in my husband's arms now. Baek Hee finally got used to his Grandma so now they are going out with Uncle , Changhyun, Jonghyun and Minna. My Minna is really so into Changhyun so she keep sticking with him . Even at night she wanna sleep in Changhyun 's room . I didnt know how to do but Jonghyun said it's ok. They dont mind it. Now i'm resting. Just apart from Minsoo Hyung more than one day but i really miss him . Now i can enjoy his scent
"U are tired ?" He asked while patting my head
"I'm ok . Abit tired but ok . Our baby is such a good boy"
"That'a great . So how is everything here when i'm gone?"
"There is nothing much other than Minna love Changhyun alot . She keep staying at Changhyun's room . I'm affraied that he will get tired coz he is now in frist month of pregnant but he said it's ok . Now u are back so please take her here tonight . That's enough for Changhyun he need to rest too. He keep throwing up when he eat these day. The most important thing is Baek Hee keep crying and refuse to eat. Such a poor thing. We didnt know how to comfort him. After talk with Byunghun Hyung, he is better but still cry for his Omma every night and when he wake up in the morning. He even didnt let Aunt touch him. He keep sticking at me. But as u can see my belly is too big so it's hard to comfort him. "
"Ok ok ~ i know i know . U are really tired now so sleep abit . I'm here " he said while kissing my lips and move to my belly
"You are a good boy . So now take some rest" he said with our baby. He is a cute and sweet guys. I 'm a lucky guy when he choose me and i made the right choice when i accept him

*END CHAPTER 33*

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