Because Of You

Dont leave me !!!

 

 

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Changhyun's POV
It has been six months since that day . Everything still the same . I cant sleep all night . i tried to smile infront of Channie Hyung . I know he will worried if i'm sad or look unwell . Jonghyun is the only person who know i have nightmare every night. We are now live together . Even we are still young but our parents agree with that. They know i cant handel all this thing without Jonghyun. Jonghyun 's Omma love me so much . Fter hear abt my accident she huggeg me while crying and keep saying "my poor Changhyun" . she is a great and strong women . i learnt from her lot . we also hang out often.
"I'm done . Let's sleep now" Jonghyun said made me wake up from my thought
"Nae" with that we went to sleep while cuddling each other

*a few hours later*
"NO NO ~ GET AWAY FROM ME YOU RE DIRTY OLD MEN . LET'S ME GO . I DONT WANT IT.............. I DONT WANT IT . IT'S HURT . LET'S ME GO . I DONT LIKE IT ....."
"Changhyun ya~ calm down calm down . I'm here i'm here . Nobody will hurt u . I'm sorry . So sorry" i slowly open my eyes and stop screaming. I hold tight at Jonghyun body and keep crying while he is trying to comfort me . I cant even breath. My face is now covering by tears and sweat so do my body .
"Im here. Breath Changhyun . Breath . Calm down and breath. Are u ok?"
"I'm fine "
i'm now placing my head on his chest and keep sobbing
"Come on i'm here . Everything is my fault so u are like this everynight. Channie Hyung already could get over his nightmare now your turn . Why u have to go throught all of this? If i can i'll switch place with u " he said and i can feel pain in his voice
"It's not your fault. I'm ok now. All u need to do is stay with me Jonghyun ya~"
" i 'll even u dont need me anymore i'll be here "
he said then kiss the top of my head.
"Thank you for being here"
"It's my pleasure. Now do u wanna drink something or just go back to sleep ?"
"Let's go back to sleep . I'm tired after cry alot"
i said and bring myself closer to him then try to sleep again

*the fisrt day of three days*
Changhyun's POV
"Omma ~ where is Channie Hyung? He wont cook the meal today?"
"No i told him to take more rest. He looked so pale last night when he went back home "
"Oh~ i see . So can i help u?"
"It's ok . I'm done . Where is Jonghyun?"
"He is still having a nap "
"Lucky today is Sunday. U should go and call him . It's time for dinner"
"Nae"


*30minutes later*
"Hyung~ how are u today?" i said while running to Channie Hyung with Jonghyun behind me then kiss his cheeks
"I'm fine now" he said
" we was really worried for u Hyung. Byunghun Hyung keep skipping red light on the way back home"
"Im sorry ~ there wont be next time"
"U need to promise Hyung and let me talk with my nephew or niece"
with that he touch my belly
"Hi~ i'm your Uncle . We will meet soon . Hope u grow up well baby"
"Changhyun ya~ Channie Hyung still tired i guess so let help him prepare dinner "
my baby said
"It's ok Jonghyun ya~ from now on please take good care of my Changhyun. I believed in u " my Hyung said while holding Jonghyun's hands really tight
"Ok ~ leave it to me Hyung i promise" Jonghyun replied with a smile . There is something really weird . Why he had to say something like that???? Channie Hyung is not this kind of person . I feel like he wanna go somewhere. What's wrong with him and Byunghun Hyung?? No i dont think so since they are look so happy now . But i still feel something is not right here. Channie Hyung is everything ok? I'll ask him later
In the end i still cant ask him why he is so weird today . I think i'll ask him tmr . I'm at my room now . Jonghyun is now showering and i just sit on the bed and fall into my own world . How can i made Jonghyun go throught all this thing with me ? We will engaged next month but i still make him wake up at night. He look so tired at school. What should i do for that?? Nobody can touch me accept family member and Jonghyun . I used to be a cheerful boy but after that accident i become shy and keep silince all the time . Eventhought in front of my family i'm still the old Changhyun but i'm not . Everything changed . My friend at school have no idea abt that. I just affraid . Whenever a boy come close to me my heart beat really fast and i remember those guy face and the sound they made while did that to me . If someone say "hi" then touch my shoulder or shake hand with me i'll immediately sit down and cover my ears with my hands . I cant handle all those thing. I'm so tired with my sickness and now my belove Hyung is so strange. Why he had to say those thing with Jonghyun??? He never did that before . And it's seem like he will go somewhere far away. He wont be here to take care of me anymore. Why i feel like that?? I know him really well . He wont say something like that if there is no reason . He wont share anything with anybody so the only way i can know why he is like that is asking him . But i still cant find the right moment for that. I'll try to ask him tmr . I dont wAnna lost him if Hyung is not here i dont have anything to try for. All i'm doing now is just to make him feel batter and dont blame himself anymore
"I'm done what are u doing ?? Why u are crying again ? What 's wrong?"
"Channie Hyung is so weird today . Do u feel like that? "
" yeah~ i think so too . He said something like he wont be here to take care of u so he need me to do that "
"Yeah~ but why? Suddenly say something like that. Does he wanna go somewhere with Byunghun Hyung. Maybe they wanna move out and live alone "
"Yeah~ maybe . Dont worry he wont leave u here alone . And he is now carring a child he cant go anywhere "
"I hope so . Now we should sleep . And u should put and earphones on so i wont wake u up at night by my scream. U look so tired at school and i know it all because of me"
i said feel like to cry again
"No i dont want that. How can i let u suffer alone . Come on let sleep while hugging each other . I'm a man so i can handle everything . The most important thing for me is you baby "
"Thank...you. I cant image.... life without...... u"
i said whike crying
"Shhhhh~ dont cry . I'm here now . Let sleep. Everything will be find and u'll get better soon " he said then kiss my lips .
"I love u  Jonghyun ya~"
"Me too i love u more than anything" 
we kiss again then went to sleep

*the second day of three day*
Changhyun's POV
"Omma ~ good morning . How was your sleep?" I said then kiss her cheeks
"It was great baby . How abt you?"
"Mine is great too "
 i'm lying now . I had that nightmare again last night . I turn to my Appa to refuse to make eyes contact with Omma
"Appa~ how abt you?" I said then hug him
"Like always i slept really well. Now sit down and eat. Where is Jonghyun?"
"He wanna sleep abit more i will bring breakfast to the room for him"
"U are better not be too good to him. Come on eat or u'll be late for school "
he is the one who too good to me instead . He was lacking sleep every night
"Nae~ but where is Channie Hyung and Byunghun Hyung?"
"They are still sleep . Your Byunghun Hyung told me to let him stay at home with his Channie since he look so tired these day "
Appa said
"It's like that" i said . I need to wait until afternoon to talk with him......

 

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"Jonghyun ya~ wake up. We need to go to school" i called out his name while entering the room with tray of foods
"5 more minutes please!!!" He said with his eyes still close
"No no no we cant . Wake up wash up and eat breakfast now" i said with serious voice . But no answer
"If u dont wake up now i'll go to school by myself and if something bad happened i'll be fine with that" i said and pretent to pack my things up
"Im up now . Dont go alone" he is now in sitting position. I dont know what to do just smile at him then come close to him
"It always work. But are u pabo? I did it like this every morning but each time u always fall into my trap. how can i go alone ? U are so cute" i said then kiss his lips
"Aishhhh~ not again" he said while rubbing his hair
"Ok ok i'm sorry i know u tired coz i had nightmate but i......"
"No ~ dont say anymore i need to be hurry . We will be late. Can u take my uniform for me?"
"Ah~ ok"
he is really great. He know what i will said so he refuse to hear it. I will love him more and more and stay with him forever to repay his love for me . After sometime he is now ready for school
"Let's go i'm done now"
"Ok"
i replied with a smile then holding his hand. I'm so happy now ......

*After school*
Finally school time is end . It's really tired coz we had swimming class today . I cant handle this class after that accident . It's hard for me to show my body after that day. My heart was beating really fast and i couldnt breath. But luckily Jonghyun was there and ask teacher for me to wear the swimsuit . So it's abit more easy for me . We reached home and i saw Omma is sitting on the sofa with worried face
"Omma~ im home"
"Mommy we are back"
"What is wrong? Why u are sitting here?? Where is everybody? It's almost dinner time"
i asked
"Your Appa need to meet partner and Channie was faint . Byunghun is now staying with him"
"Channie Hyung faint again? Is he ok now? How is the baby"
"The doctor said it 's ok . He is just lacking of sleep. The baby is ok too. Maybe because of the baby so he is always tired like that. Poor my Channie"
"I wanna come to visit him"
"Wait let's them stay with each other alone. Byunghun is really worried . Dont come there now"
Omma said
"Mommy is right. We shouldnt distrust them. We will come visit him after dinner. U should bring dinner to them too" Jonghyun said
"Ok u are right" i said . But inside of me i still feel something is not right at all

 

 

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"Hyung ~ how are u ? have some of this soup u'll feel better " I said while entering the room with a bowl of soup

" thank you so much .i'm fine now . i'll eat it dont worried "  my Hyung is now smile but i can see there is painful in his eyes. What is wrong ???? I wanna be alone with him so i can ask him why he is like that but i cant stay alone with him. I cant tell Byunghun Hyung to go away. After all he is worried abt his wife and his child now. It's ok . I'll ask him tomorrow.

"that's great. now we will be going . Take good care of your wife Byunggie" Omma said then pull me with her

"Jonghyun ya~ i think there is something happened with Channie Hyung . He is so strange these day"

"It's nothing baby. He is pregnant so it's like that just like Mommy said before. Dont worried "

"But he never like that before . He is hiding something now i'm sure abt that"

"Come on. Dont think too much . Take a shower now . U can ask him tomorrow"
Jonghyun said with a smile

"Ok ~ i'll go now "

I went to shower with a thought of my belove Hyung i hope there is nothing seriously happened . I hope so .....

 

 

 

*END CHAPTER 27*

 


 

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Rinininette #1
I think it's a good fic with a potencial but like you said it at each chapter, English is not your first language and you make many grammar and spelling mistakes ^^' so it's disturbing. And then you write in SMS language so... English is really the main problem, and I know you can improve it like I did :)
Beside that, the story plot is great and there are lots of drama, so we don't really have boring and short passages. Your chapters are long enough, it's a good point. Maybe you should have developed a little more about the life problems about ChangRick, but this is okay, because we have already the beginning of their love life and some parts of Changhyun's pregnancy ^^
So good job for your fic and hope you'll improve!
hanneulbyungchan
#2
Chapter 36: I waited for this last chapter...for so long...love it such a wonderful ending!!!! ^__^
yumisawanga
#3
Chapter 36: aaawwwww this was just so amazing thank you for writing it!!!!!! XD
Songjiin #4
Chapter 36: Don't shift to chuniel.. I do like them but just as brothers relation.. Not like chunjoe that's have special relation(love)
auliya_angel #5
Chapter 36: this story is amazing..
please make a sequel or make a new chunjoe fanfic...
hanneulbyungchan
#6
Chapter 35: wahaah!!!I read your story for two days...please update soon!!!!
hanneulbyungchan
#7
Chapter 8: waaah!!! really love your story...we almost have same mind i think..in terms of writing stories...^__^...love it!!!

I hope Chanhee is a girl!!!!,,,,yet I imagined he is....
Songjiin #8
Chapter 34: update soonnn.... im anticipating the end of the story....its a great story ever..
Galaxy_30 #9
Chapter 34: Gah~Update I want Chunjoe back together. I want Channie to get pregnant again. Who knows he might have 2 boys and a girl~~~. XD Great story btw!
dysch05 #10
Chapter 33: waaa this story will be end..I hope happy ending ^^ it's good story author-nim. I liked it. update soon please..^^