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Chanhee's POV
Two more days untill the wedding. Everything are going well . Changhyun seem really happy, so do Aunt and Uncle.They talk abt the wedding everyday. Byunghun is still cold like before. He went out everynight and come back in the morning. I dont know why but i always wait untill he come back. I cant sleep before that. I know he didnt care abt me at all but i still care abt him alot. He hasnt eaten any meal that i cooked . He always sleep pass the lunch and go out before the dinner. I know im like a bunder for him but i cant do anything. Tmr we need to go to the shop to choosing wedding dresses. This is the only one thing we have to do together. Other preparation for the wedding , Aunt and Uncle already took care of it. Im so nervous. I dont know if this wedding is good or not but at least everybody seem happy for it except Byunghun and me ..... The sound of Byunghun's car bring me back to the reality . "He is here" i smile abit but the next thing i can hear is girl's voice "he brought a girl home ?? " my heart is now bleeding. I can heard the sound of the door slam and i can heard the sound of my heart whick was broken into thousand parts........

Byunghun's POV
I know Channie always wait untill i got home so he will go to sleep . The reason why i know it is i saw him one time when he was waiting for me at the living room. I walked in faster than everyday that why he couldnt run and hide. From that day he still waiting for me but in his room i know it. Tmr is the day we go and choose wedding dresses.  My Omma told me that this afternoon b4 i went out.I dont know what's wrong with me but i brought a girl home. That girl is already drunk .After bring her to my room and slam the door. I throwed her on the sofa and rushed to the bath room to wash myself up. Her perfume and alcohol smell mix together make me wanna throw up.

After all I want Channie hate me. I want he dont have any feeling for me . I want him to know that i'm a bad boy and stay away from me. I want him to just think that i dont love him and i dont ever give a care for this wedding, i forced myself not to try any of his meal. But the truth is i want him so bad, i want his love , i want his smile and i'm afraided that he will know how i feel... After wash up immediately fall into my bed and sleep... Ofc i did nothing with that girl. I dont have any feeling or intresting in her at all .

Chanhee's POV
One again i woke up coz of that dream. I cried alot last night, i dont even know how could i fall into sleep. I wash up myself and go to the kitchen to prepare the breakfast like everyday. About one hour later everything are all done
"Channie ya~ u woke up early?? That dream again? I heard that u always wake up with the same nightmate How are u today?? Do u feel nervous? " Aunt Minhee said while walking closer to me
"I'm fine ,Aunt " i replied her with a small smile
"From now on u should call me Omma my dear. U will become our family member soon so get used to it ok?" She hugged me
"Nae......O....Om.....Omma"
"Dont be like that. u will get used to it soon .Now go wake Byunghun up for me " she said then push me
Actually i dont wanna go there i dont wanna see that view. He and that girl slept in the same bed. I knock on the door and called his name
"Byunghun ssi~ Byunghun ssi ~"

Byunghun's POV
There is the knock on the door and i heard somebody called me
"Byunghun ssi~ Byunghun ssi~"
It's Channie . I immediately wake up, walk to the living room where that girl still sleep on the sofa.
"Wake up and take off ur dress quickly "
"Why??"
"Just do as i said . I'll pay for it"
"Anything for u Mr.Lee" she said with a smirk
"Lie on me and pretend that u are sleeping"
Right after she did that i cover ourself with blanket.i heard the door slightly open and the foot steps come closer "great !!right on time " i mumble to myself. "I'm the worst man in this world so stay away from me Channie . I dont wanna love u more" i thought

Chanhee's POV
I called him a few time but no respond. I decided to walk away but after all i still have to wake him up so i decided to come in without his permission. I open the door carefully walk slowly to the living room and i frozen at the view . That girl is lying on him, they are all nake and ....and.....i already knew that i'll have to see it if i come in but this is too much. I wanna run away but i cant do it. My stupid foot are now sticking on the floor. My eyes are  sticking  on the scence and my tears start flowing down to my cheeks . He really did it. He did it with a girl in the room that we will share with each other soon.Why did it have to be here in this room? He can do whatever he want outside of this house right? Why? He hate me this much? If it really like that just tell me that u hate me no need to do thing like this. I keep standing in the same place sobbings for some minutes and I started trying to control my feeling , wipe my tears away and come closer .
"Byunghun ssi~...." He slowly opened his eyes
"What are u doing here??" He said. His eyes already closed again
"Ummm....ur Omma......wanna ......meet us at .....the wedding...... shop at 10 " i tried to keep my voice from shaking
"I know it . Now just get out of here my girl need to get dress or u wanna see it??  Next time dont come in without my permission" cold tone again. I know it but my heart still cant get used to it . I turn my back and walk out the room as fast as i can. i started running  to my room right after the door close and lock myself in the bathroom

Byunghun's POV
I heard the door slam, i pushed that girl off my body then walk to my bedroom to take my wallet. She scream behind me
"HOW COULD U DO THIS TO ME ?" I walk back to the living room
"Is this enough??" I asked while giving her some money
"More than enough btw why did u do that?? who is he ? U love that boy?? " she said
"Bcoz i love him, he is my soon-to-be-wife , yes " i immidately answer the question in my head but i just said
"It's none of your bussiness .curious will kill the cat remember that. Get dress and go home now . I dont wanna see u when i finish shower " i said with cold tone then rushed to the bathroom while calling  Mrs.Kim 's number
"There is a girl will come out now so can u open the door for her"
"Young master u brought a girl home? U have never done that before. Dose Channie know abt it ? Why u did that Young master??" She asked me
"It's not like what u thought. Just do what i said and Channie already knew it " i hang up without listen to what she wanna say next. After all i already got the thing that i want . channie will hate me from now on. This way is the best way for us. Noone of us will get sick of this relationship....suddently my phone rang
"Have u done yet? Why u are so slow?"
"I'll go after take a shower . Dont worried i will be there on time Omma" i said then my Omma hang up ....

Chanhee's POV
I tried to calm myself down. "How can i meet Other ppl with this kind of face ??" I talk to myself while look in the mirror. Suddently my phone rang
"Na...e?"
"Channie ya~ have u done yet? I already called Byunghun so wait for him in the living room "
"I'm done now Om....ma " i replied with the most normal voice that i have but she seem like she can know everything
"What's wrong? What happened? "
"Aniyo ~ we will be there soon Omma" i replied . After that i rushed out my room to the living room waiting for Byunghun. He showed up haft an hour later dont say anthing just walk straight to his car. I stand up and followed him. It was a heavy silience on the way to the shop but suddently he said
" u already told my Omma about that girl?"
"No ~ that's none of my bussiness. And even i did that it's ok right?? She is your girlfriend so why dont u let ur Omma know abt that so we dont have to get married?" I said
"She is not my girlfriend and i wanna let my Omma know or not is none of your bussiness. After all i cant broke my Appa's promise"
"Lee Chanhee just stop talking it's just make u hurt more" i talk to myself and tried to hold my tears."pls dont come out at least for now!!" We reached the shop in abt 40mins and i feel like i stay in that car for more than 4 thoudsand years. We are the most happy couple in that shop with the groom keep looking at his hand phone and didnt give a care abt others while the bride lost all his soul. That bride is me . I lost in my own world, keep thingking abt the scence that i saw this morning. If he dont wanna married me just tell his parents. I dont think he afraided of them. I just wonder why he accepted it. The reason is not just he dont wanna broke his Appa's promise right?? The only person who really excited is Minhee Omma. I feel sorry for her. She really happy with this wedding.She was running around chosse this suit ,that suit and let me try all of it. Byunghun refused to try on any of them. he just sit there like a stranger. he is not like a groom at all. he didnt look at me even one time. I know that my heart already left with my soul. i felt hard to breath,why he had to be so cold like that. if he dont wanna get married just say it. and me?? do i like to get married ??
Finally it's the end, Byunghun ssi will wear a black suit and for me it's white one. Minhee Omma want me to wear a dress but i refused it . Even i'm a girl in this happy relationship but i dont wanna wear a dress. There is no special reason for that.if this wedding was start with love i'll at least try on a dress and think abt that but the truth is this happy relationship is not happy at all . The groom brought a girl home last night . It's so ridiculous.
 I wanna go to visit my parents. everything is all blur in front of me, i wanna stay near my parents now so i told Omma to went back home first , i'll walk home later. The other reason is i dont wanna stay in any place that have Byunghun there. At least for now.
"Omma, Appa .... Your Chanhee is  here.  It's been a long time i didnt come here. I'm so sorry and You know what Kihun Ahjussi already found us. We can trust them right,Appa? They have kind heart. Aunt Minhee is really sweet and warm ,Omma. Whenever i stay with her or she take care of me i felt like u are there with me.Changhyun is really happy now. Minhee Aunt and Kimbap Ahjussi took really good care for us........." i cried really hard

" I miss both of you a lot.At time like this i really want u to be here Omma.it's hurt. I didnt know love someone. Omma, he didnt look at me even one time but i till keep looking at him. why when my life seem go well abit i need to handle this? i wanna go there with u two alot of time before when life is hard but now when i dont have to care abt anything i still wanna be there with u why? it's so unfair . nothing fair here......." i keep crying and crying for who no how long it is.
"Even it's like that i still have to get married with Byunghun tomorrow. Just like Appa's promise. i dont wanna broke ur proise and i dont wanna make Aunt and Uncle sad. I'll have a great marry right ? i'll have a sweet family,right?  Dont worried abt me and Changhyun anymore. From now on i'll try my best to pay back their kindness and I promise i'll try my best to take care of Changhyun..... ."

Byunghun's POV
"Where does he wanna go? I mumble to myself. I went after him and i found out he was talking with 2 graves. I think they are his parents. He said something with them and cried alot. he surly tell them abt think happened.I felf my heart muffled . He is crying so bad now. he surly tried hard to hold it in all day, now when he cant handle it anymore he came here with his parents.I only can look at him in this far, if i come nearer i 'm sure that i'll hug him tight and wont never let him go "i'm so sorry Channie ya~ this is the best way for us to stay with each other forever without get hurt more" i whisper

Ppl can see there is a guy with orange hair keep looking at a small boy with light brown hair who keep crying for a long long long time. And they can saw there is one tears drop out of that orange hair boy's eyes. They keep staying like that for who now how long it is ...... This will be a long way to go for them from now on . Tears, blood, sadness and happiness, all of them mix together will become...... Who know ??

 

*END CHAPTER 14*

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