Forgiveness

Dont leave me !!!

i'm back with chapter 16 ^^ hope u guys like it and thanks for all your comments. i 'm really happy when reading it ^^

now enjoy the chapter <3


Byunghun's POV
this is all my fault. I made him suffer alot that why he is lying here with his eyes closed , his face is all pale and his lips are purple. I'm holding his hands all night without sleep i just sit there look at him. i afraided that if i closed my eyes he will dissapeared.
"Channie ya~ when u wake up can u please forgive me ?? " i whisper while caressig his face.
If i can turn back the time i wont do those thing . If i can turn back the time i'll be more brave and i wont let my Noona and her child leave like that . I wont ,i swear. But i cant turn back the time so i think i should at least make this tiny boy happy and so do myself, isnt it??
"Channie yaa~ it's time for u to be happy but i ruined it. Can u please forgive me when u wake up?" I said
"How is he ??"
"He is still not wake up Omma "
i said with worried tone . This is the first time after 8 years i have this kind of feeling . I'm afraided that he wont forgive me when he wake up
"He will wake up soon ,Byunghun yaa~ i still wonder why he faint?" My Omma asked while hugging me
"It's my fault "
"Your fault ?? What did you do again Lee Byunghun ?? "

"I'm sure that he saw me kiss that girl and then....." My Omma cut me off
"YOU WHAT?? You kissed that girl in your wedding and in front of ur wife? Bring her home is not enough huh?? now u even brough her to your wedding and kiss her. Did you lost your mind?? are you crazy ?? answer me are you crazy ? Seriously Lee Byunghun this time u went too far . If i was there i will slap that girl and punch at your face . U are totally a jerk" 
"I'm sorry i know i did wrong but please just let me explain "
"Ok say it. i listen to u coz u are my son but u should think how will you explain it with Channie later"

"The truth is i didnt kiss that girl i just pretended that i kiss her but i didnt do that and...."
"Even it's like that u still shouldnt do that"

"I'm sorry " that's all i can say . The guilty feeling is now eat me up
"Byunghun yaa~ there is something that i wanna let u know . When u rushed out the waiting room yesterday . I talked with Channie. I wanted to cancle everything but he held me back and said he will try . After all he still wanna stay with u. from the beginning he is always a sweet guy . u know that right?? even u did all those bad thing he still wanna stay with u, he still wanna try . Can u see that he tried to get along with u ? " she talked while patting my back
"I know Omma. Im sorry" i feel something warm on my cheeks. I'm crying . After 8 years i finally can cry. Just bcoz of Channie i can cry . I did alot of stupid thing befor but the most stupid thing is trying to push this lovely boy away from me . I hold his hand tighter
"Thank you for didnt give up on me Channie yaa~ "
"Everything will be fine he will wake up and forgive u"
my Omma said

Changhyun's POV
I saw it . The reason while my Hyung faint . I saw it and i also wanna faint too . My Hyung didnt sleep all night and now he saw his husband kissing another girl . What a great scence to see. At the end that Bad Hyung still come to my Hyung . He lilfed my Hyung up and rushed to the car. I dont know what to do . Then there is a hand holdind my hand
"Come with me . we will go after them"
That's Jonghyun . Since i move in Lee Masion and after we knew abt each other. i hung out with them sometime. i mean Jonghyun and Niel Hyung. He took me home sometime when Mr.Kim cant come. He is a sweet guy with nice body and hot temper. Now i'm sitting on his car with Niel Hyung and CAP Hyung . My Hyung also invited CAP Hyung . After all CAP Hyung is our life saver if he didnt find us we may dead now. There is heavy silience in the car. Even Niel Hyung who talk alot everyday didnt talk anything now
"I wonder why Channie Hyung faint??" Jonghyun said broke the silience
"Me too ~ and his face was covering with tears" Niel Hyung said
"It's your Stupid Hyung's fault" i said with my eyes are already watering
"Our Stupid Hyung ?? You mean Byunghun Hyung ?? Why??"
"He kissed that girl in front of my Hyung . I dont know why but my Hyung havent sleep for abt 2 days . He keep crying while hugging his knees and now he had to see his husband kissing another girl in his own wedding "
"Kiss a girl? Really??? We live with Byunghun Hyung since we were young and even when we were in America before he never kiss any girls . Even he slept with them . He wont kiss them in their lips . He never did that. And he never had a real girlfriend before " Niel Hyung said
"But i saw it with my eyes. He kissed her passionately. "
"I'm not sure but it's kind of weird if he kiss a girl . Really weird"
Jonghyun said and Niel Hyung nooded in agreement . CAP Hyung keep silience all the way back. We ride CAP Hyung back to his shop coz he got thing to do
"Remember call me when u reach home ok?? Tell me abt Chanhee 's condition. i wanna take care of u two alot of time before but your Hyung always refused it. i wonder why he accepted Lee's family this easy. and one more thing If that boy hurt him one more time i'll come and pick u two up .I swear"
CAP Hyung said while looking at my eyes.
"Ok ~ dont worried Hyung i'll protect Chanhee Hyung ^^ " i smile at him. My phone suddently rang
"I'm here Omma . How is my Hyung??"
"We took him home now. So you guys just come here. His condition is ok . He is just shock and lacking of sleep that's why he faint. There is nothing to be worried abt . Byunghun is with him now"
"I'll be there soon Omma "


Chanhee's POV
I woke up when the sky is already dark and ofc i'm not in the wedding anymore. I'm at home now i guess but this is not my room . Where am i?? I looked at my left side . Byunghun is sitting there with his head on the bed. He is sleeping now. What a angelic sleeping face . How can he was so cold before? At that time i realeased that he is holding my hand really tight and there is tears on his face. I use my right hand to wipe his tears away. He was crying he is really crying. Is it becausr of me ?? I dont think so . Suddently he moved abit so i just turn my head aways and pretending that i'm still sleep. I feel that he is squeezed my hand hardly
"Channie ya~ " he called out my name with sweet not cold tone like everyday and this is the first time he called my name. My heart start beating faster and faster. "Dont be like that come down now Lee Chanhee . He will hear it" . I slowly turn my head to face him . He widen his eyes and start saying
"U are a awake . Thanks God. How are u ?? "
"I'm fine "
i replied in cold tone like he did before
"Where am i ?"
"My room"
"Why?"
"Coz we already got married"
"Got married huh?? U also care abt it . I dont know that u care abt it "
i smirk and turn my head away dont wanna look at his face
"Channie ya~ i..." I cut him off
"No need to say anything. I understand . I'll go back to my room now . I dont wanna stay here and bother u " i wanna stand up but he hold me back
"Dont go . U dont wanna make my Omma sad and worried right?? She really hope that this time we can get along"
"I'll just leave. I'll talk with her later . She will understand me. After what happended i dont wanna see ur face "
i stand up and planned to walk away but i lost my balance and fall back on the bed
"See ?? U cant go . If u dont wanna see my face i'll be in the livingroom . If u need anything call me" with that he walked out.i lie back on the bed and look at the ceiling . "Is it too much ?? After all he wanna get along with me now . What should i do ? I really wanna be with him. Even if he will back to Cold heart Byunghun tomorrow at least for now is ok. But it's not enough for me . I want more than that. I want he is this sweet Byunghun everyday ."
"How are u Channie ya~ ?" I dont know that Minhee Omma is already in the room
"Oh~ im fine Omma" i sat up .
"Really?? That's great and can i ask u something ?"
"Of course Omma. What do u wanna ask??"
"Can u tell me why my lovely son is in the livingroom with his face is like a lost puppy ?"
She smile at me
"I....i...." I dont know what to tell her
"It's ok dear i know i know . i just kidding . He deserved it after all. That boy need somebody to control him . And u are the one who can do that . Thanks to u he is seem like a human now " with that she hug me tight
"I didnt do anything Omma . I just.... Dont wanna ... See him" i said with my tears almost run out of my eyes
" i knew abt that day before we went to choose wedding dress but why u fanit today dear . Tell me !!" She asked me and i dont know what to say . i was supried that she know abt that stuff. Should i just tell her everything or keep it with me afte all he already knew abt that girl.
"Nothing Omma . I just lacking of sleep that why i end up like that. Sorry i ruined everything" i'm lying
"Ah~~ that's all . It's ok dear .everything is ok. Now take some rest and i'll bring u somethig to eat" with that she went out. I hope everything will be ok from now on.....

Mrs.Lee's POV
he covered everything for him . What a sweet boy. Byunghun will surly dead if he let that sweet boy go. I'll kill him. I know as a Mom i shouldnt think like that but i will kill him for sure
"Come with me and bring dinner for Channie, Mr-know-nothing. One more thing he covered for u. He keeped all your fault and suffer alone . U should think abt that " i said

Byunghun's POV
He vovered for me?? He did that made me feel worse than before . Just scold at me or hit me it's better than being so kind and sweet after all bad thing that i did
"U should it something now . Here is dinner"
"Thank you "
that 's all he said . I feel like he is really hate me now and he refused to let me in . After all this is my fault so i 'm the one who had to fix it. After he finished it, he immediately lying down bring his back to face me . He is really mad but i know something inside him is still kind . He even covered for me . This is a good sign .
"channie~ can we talk ?"
"Dont call me Channie . After all u dont like me right ? So no need to try to be nice and close with me even we are husband and wife . Oh no , even we are husband and wife u wont care right? Sorry i forgot that"

"Channie ya~ at least look at me when we talk . Is it ok ? "
"No just say what u want. If i look at u i'll slap u like before . Just say it"

"I'm sorry. I'm really sorry . When u collasped at the wedding , i feel like i'm the wost guy in this world...."
"Yes.... You..a...re"
he said with shaking voice. he is crying. there is nothing in this world cant hold me back now. I slowly lying down with him and hugging him from the back.Bring my head close to his head and sniff his sweet scent. I miss it ...

at first he tried to escaped from my embrace but i tried to hugged him tighter and of course i won . he  is stay still now ,with that i started saying
"Can you forgive me this time? Can you accept the cold heart person like me ? Can you fill up the big hold in my heart? Can you please love me ? " i begging him . He didnt say anthing . All he did i touch my hand and keep sobbing. He keep crying and so do i. I slowly turn him to face me and wipe all of his tears away. I look at his eyes
"You will accept me right? Even i'm the worst guy in this world?"
He didnt say anything just nodded slightly . With that i hugged him tighter with a small smile in my face. The first smile after 8 years of pain and lonliness. He hugged me back and bring his face closer to my neck then said
"If one day you regret it just tell me i'll leave "
"That day wont never come i promise"

We stay in the position untill morning. Sleep with him in my arms is the most wonderful thing. From now on we will be happy right???


( author's note : i wanna explain something. Byunghun didnt go out of the room. His room have living room and bed room . Not the main living room of the masion)

*END OF CHAPTER 16*




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Rinininette #1
I think it's a good fic with a potencial but like you said it at each chapter, English is not your first language and you make many grammar and spelling mistakes ^^' so it's disturbing. And then you write in SMS language so... English is really the main problem, and I know you can improve it like I did :)
Beside that, the story plot is great and there are lots of drama, so we don't really have boring and short passages. Your chapters are long enough, it's a good point. Maybe you should have developed a little more about the life problems about ChangRick, but this is okay, because we have already the beginning of their love life and some parts of Changhyun's pregnancy ^^
So good job for your fic and hope you'll improve!
hanneulbyungchan
#2
Chapter 36: I waited for this last chapter...for so long...love it such a wonderful ending!!!! ^__^
yumisawanga
#3
Chapter 36: aaawwwww this was just so amazing thank you for writing it!!!!!! XD
Songjiin #4
Chapter 36: Don't shift to chuniel.. I do like them but just as brothers relation.. Not like chunjoe that's have special relation(love)
auliya_angel #5
Chapter 36: this story is amazing..
please make a sequel or make a new chunjoe fanfic...
hanneulbyungchan
#6
Chapter 35: wahaah!!!I read your story for two days...please update soon!!!!
hanneulbyungchan
#7
Chapter 8: waaah!!! really love your story...we almost have same mind i think..in terms of writing stories...^__^...love it!!!

I hope Chanhee is a girl!!!!,,,,yet I imagined he is....
Songjiin #8
Chapter 34: update soonnn.... im anticipating the end of the story....its a great story ever..
Galaxy_30 #9
Chapter 34: Gah~Update I want Chunjoe back together. I want Channie to get pregnant again. Who knows he might have 2 boys and a girl~~~. XD Great story btw!
dysch05 #10
Chapter 33: waaa this story will be end..I hope happy ending ^^ it's good story author-nim. I liked it. update soon please..^^