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Byunghun's POV

I reach out my hand to find my lovely wife but he is not here . I slowly open my eyes then look at the wall clock . It's already 11am in the morning . Why he didnt call me for breakfast . And it's almost lunch time too where is he? I got out of my bed and start wash up. Maybe he went out with my Omma. They are always like that . Go out with each other then forget the time . After finish washing up i went to the dinning room and meet Changhyun in the middle of way
"Where are u going ?"
"Omma want me to wake u guys up"
"U guys? U mean me and Channie?"
"Yeah~ ofc . Who else can live in this direaction?" Changhyun look at me with question face
"He is not there? "
"He ? Channie Hyung? Ofc he is not there that why i went to call. What's wrong with u today Hyung?"
"But he is not in the room too"
"What are u talking abt ?"
"He is not here . I said he is not here" i start worrying abt it . Where is he? I rushed to the dinning room and everybody there inclue my Omma and Appa except Channie . My heart beat really fast now . Where is my belove wife?
"Have u seen Channie since the morning?"
"No ~ we thought u two so tired that 's why we let's you sleep. What's wrong? " my Appa said
"Where is he? Why u look so pale like that? "
"He dissapeared now? He is not here nor in the room " i said cant stand probraly anymore
"Have u called him ? Maybe he went out to buy something. "
"I havent called him i'll do it now" i rushed to my bedroom to find my phone and immediatly dial his number but he already turned of his phone . I cant stand anymore. He left . He left me ... He left me he really left me . Suddently i remember the baby room . Maybe he went there and his phone was out of battery. I rushed to the baby room and there is nobody here. What should i do now????  He really left already left but i have no ideal where he is going . And he also bring our baby with him. Did i do something wrong ? I just stand there looking at that baby room with full of our memory. Yesterday we are still here hugging each other and laughing now i just stand here alone . I walk closer to the crib. We hugged each other here and said we will raise our children together and he cried . Maybe he knew he will go. But why? My tears start falling then i saw a paper in the crib. The letter it's a letter

"Dear Byunghun,
When u find this letter i already went really far away. I 'm so sorry i couldnt tell u abt this before . Actually from the beginning i just too lonely that's why i felt into your arms . Now i already found a new man who can make my life better . I dont say that u are not a good man . But we are not born to be together. I'm leaving now so u can find other women . I know u are straight at the beginning. But u loved me i really thankful for that. Now i'll go so u can find a new partner. Abt the baby that i'm carring now. I'll deal with it so u dont need to care of finding us. After all we are not really know much abt each other and the time we stay with each other still short so i think it's not a bifgdeal for u to forget abt me . After all  i still wanna thank you for all the thing u did for me and so do the baby. Goodbye forever
Lee Chanhee"

After read his letter all my world break down. I cant stand nor see anything. My  body cover with sweat my eyes full of water and my face was cover by tears . So he is really left and he even deal with our baby. What did he mean by deal? He will kill our baby? He will do that. He is not a cruel person . I dont belived it . Who said i dont love him ? Who said i want another women? Who said that? All i want is him , Lee Chanhee. With that i cant see anything anymore......

Changhyun's POV
It's been three day since my Hyung left . I dont know why he did that. I thougt i'm the closest one to him and he will tell me everything but no he didnt tell me he will leave. I cried everyday. I miss him and i feel betray. Why he need to do something this cruel to us? why? Even i'm his little bro i cant accept that fact that he already left and left that letter for Byunghun Hyung. So how can Byunghun Hyung can move on ? He locked himself in the baby room since that day. He refused to talk with anyone just stay at that room and cry. He even doesnt come to their room anymore . When Channie Hyung left he just bring some clothes but he didnt give back his wedding ring. I think everything he wrote in that letter just to make Byunghun Hyung forget abt him. I know him well and i know he is not kind of person who can change that fast. He didnt meet anyone how can he have other guy? What's wrong with him? And he also said that he will deal with the baby . Deal with the baby what is this ? He cant throw the baby away right? He cant do that. I'm crying again. I wanna know where he is and how he is now ? Life will hard with him again?? Why my Hyung need to face the hardship again ??? why??

Byunghun's POV
I'm lying in the baby room now . I dont wanna go back to my room where full of Channie's scent. What will happened if i was there i dont know . Maybe will kill myself. Why he need to go? Just tell me he doesnt love me anymore . Then i'll let's him go. That's the reason why he forced me to promise . He also gave me this braclet for what if he wanna go. No i dont believed it i dont believed . He is just have some reason for that. He just have a special reason for that. I rushed to my room . I remember there is a gift that he said i need to wait untill my bday. I need to find it i need to find it. But i doesnt remember where i putted it that time . I was too focus on comforting him. After one hours of finding i finally found it in the drawer . And there is another letter

"Suprised!!!!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY Byunghun ya~ you still live well without me right? It has been more than one month since i left. I hope u can live well. Take good care of urself and your parents. And please take care of my little brother too. After all i'm the one who is fault so dont blame yourself or sad. U are the greatest husband in this world but we are not born to be together . Ok i'll cut all this sad thing off. Now is time for some wishes. HAPPY BIRTHDAY. You will have great life , have another love .u'll find a great women who can bring happiness to u . And the last thing is stay healthy and forget about me . That's all . Goodbye!!!!"

Why u always said that i need to find a new one and forget abt u?? Why ? I love u this much how can i did that ? You said i need to forget abt u but u gave me the same kind of perfume that u used to use , u gave me a braclet . What is all of this mean? How can i forget abt you while i have all this ? I sit on the floor hugging my knees and star crying again. All his letter cover with tears which was already dried. I wont never forget you . I'll definitly find u .

Mrs.Lee's POV
It has been half a year since Channie gone. The house cover with sadness . Byunghun refused to talk much just come to the company then come back without saying much. He still smile and talk sometime at home but it's all so sad. He even didnt take a step in his room . He said in that room has full of his memory with Channie he cant bear with it but he use Channie's perfume everyday  and so do that braclet. Since that day he always has emotionless face when he go out of the house and sometime at home he also like that. i know my son is having a hard time now but i dont blame Channie for that. He has his own reason for all this. All i wish for now is Channie will comeback some day coz just Channie only can bring back cheerfull Byunghun.
Today is Byunghun 's birthday . He is still sleeping now at his baby's room
"Omma~ have u done ?" Changhyun rushed inside the dinning room and bring me back to the real life
"Yeah~ all done. Call the other we will suprise him " we walk to the baby room with a small birthday cake
"Suprise???? Happy birthday" everybody said in union and Byunghun widen his sleepy eyes and there is small smile on his  face
"Make a wish Hyung" Jonghyun is really excited now with that Byunghun close his eyes and make a wish . I can see a tear is now falling down his face
"Hyung~"
"I'm ok .thank you so much everyone. I have work to do so i'll go first . I'll be back to celebrate at dinner" with that he rushed to the bathroom and close the door behind. He miss Channie again . Poor them . Why they need to be sad like this??? I'm sure Channie is now crying too.

Byunghun's POV
After made a wish there is one tears fall out from my eyes. I immediatly stand up and rush to the bath room while saying
"I'm ok .thank you so much everyone. I have work to do so i'll go first . I'll be back to celebrate at dinner"
Right after close the door i fall on the ground and start crying while hugging my knees. I miss Channie. It has been half a year now but i still cant find him . I dont know what to do and where to find anymore. He dont have much money he cant go oversea so i dont think i need to check on that. What should i do?? He is now outside alone in this cold weather. And i'm still here dont know what to do. I'm just a bad husband not great as he always said. I cant protect nor take care of my wife and child. Think abt that made me cry more and more. I cant not hold back . But i dont want my parents worried abt me so i'll control it . Being a cold heart guy again.


Mrs.Lee's POV
Two years already passed and Channie still nowhere to be found . But Byunghun live everyday with a faith that one day Channie will come back. At first i also think like that but now i start losing my hope . Maybe what Channie said before is truth he already had other life.One year ago, when ppl start noticing that Channie hasnt showed up in any event that Byunghun was invited. There were weak rumors abt that thing. they said Byunghun and Channie already broke up. When that rumor start being appeared on all the newspaper there are alot of pretty girl and success women attacked  Byunghun but ofc my boy didnt care abt them. All he thing abt is his belove wife who is nowhere to be found. Byunghun always had cold face while answer all the questions abt his wife. He always said his wife has a weak body and he was now carring a baby so he need to take more rest that's why he didnt show up in any event. That's all he said. For now after two years he doesnt use that kind of excuse anymore . He start saying that Channie need to stay at home to take care of there child and the most important thing is he doesnt wanna make his family become famous, make his child become famous since he is too young. Byunghun live with that story he build up by himself. He live with that all the time. When ppl start lossing hope for Channie to come back there is only Byunghun who never give up on Channie, who live with the hope Channie will come back some day. That's why i cant say anything nor tell him to stop hoping. Maybe i'll kill him coz of that. Without that hope he may already died.

Byunghun's POV
today is the day Channie left me. Everything still the same, i wake up in the baby room where i sleep all the time since he gone. Still the same air without him . And i still live with the hope he will be back soon . He just went out to travell all over the world he will back to my arms soon . But the only thing which is different is i'm 26 now that's mean he already went for abt 5 years now. 5 years with no infimation . Not even a letter for his little bro. He may hate me but he need to think abt his little bor right?? but no he didn t send any letter or at least a short message. Ppl start losing hope abt him but i'll never losing hope for him. He is belong to me and he will be back just because of me . I know that. I live all the whole time with this hope . Without it i cant live anymore. He is the one who bring me up from hell and he also the one who push me down to hell again. So he is definetly the one who bring me back to life again. Untill that day i need to live healthy with that one tears escape from my eyes and fall down to my braclet in my left wrist. I miss you Channie ya~ and i also miss our Child alot . I dont believed u already got rid of it . So both of you please come back to me !!!!

END CHAPTER 29 

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