Hey guys~ i'm so sorry if this chapter is boring . I dont know what to write abt wedding sigh~ pls forget me ㅠㅠ
Now enjoy it even it's boring sobs sobs

Chanhee's POV
I always thought that i'll have a great wedding in future with a person who  i love the most and so do him. I always thought that one day i will live a happy life with a normal guy. We will prepare the wedding together with smile always on our face. That's all i want but the truth is i'll get married today with a guy who hasnt given any care abt me nor this wedding. He even brough a girl home yesterday. It's ridiculous right? Maybe i had a wrong choice. But i cant come back. My heart wanna be with him while my head wanna stay away from him so i wont get hurt . When i'm with him i feel warm even he always have the cold face and cold heart. But it just how i feel one week ago, now my heart ache whenever i think abt him. I couldnt sleep last night , now is 6am that mean 3 more hours untill the time that i need to prepare for my happy wedding. Yeah~ my happy day with the person who i love but will never love me back. My tears start running down my cheecks again .I'm hugging my knees all night, keep crying and think abt my life. Can i at least have a day when everything go well ? I look at the bed Changhyun is sleeping soundly now. I bet he is so happy, living in a big house, no need to care abt money , can eat whatever he want and sleep in comfortable bed. That's all i need . Right~ that's all i need . If getting married can make my lovely brother feel happy i'll try my best. And one more thing i dont wanna give up on Byunghun. I dont wanna do that. I know he will never love me back but at least i can stay by his side. Maybe miracle will come someday.
"Hyung~ why didnt u sleep?" Changhyun asked
"I couldnt sleep . I feel so nervous." I'm lying now. I tried to make my voice as normal as possible.
"Hyung ~ come closer to me . Are u crying?"
"No i'm not "
"Dont lie Hyung~ i know u really well. U cant hide it from me " he said while walking close to me then hug me tight
"Starting from today i cant sleep with u anymore . Please be happy Hyung. I believed that Byunghun Hyung can bring happiness to u after all he is a good guy even he had that cold face"
"It'll be like that " i said and hug him tighter . " i hope so Changhyun ya~ i hope so" i talked in my mind

Byunghun's POV
I couldnt sleep all night. My eyes stick at the ceiling . I made him cry.I think this is the best way for us but why i feel really bad now. is it really the best way for us?? the knock at my door bring me back to the reality and i turn my head to find out what time is it and It's 7am
"Why u did that?? " my Omma said walking close to me
"Did what Omma?"
"U already forgot that there are camera in this masion. U already forgot that i'm ur Omma and u already forgot who u re right ? LEE BYUNGHUN ? " my Omma is really mad now. I know what she wanna talk abt and i know that i shouldnt do that but ....
"Answer me !! Ur Appa and me always wanna give u a comfortable life since ur Noona pass away. We tried our best to avoided all ur bad behavior but bringing a girl here is not the thing u should do. And u know what i saw Channie cried really hard after he got out of ur room. Do u know that?" This is the first time after 8 years my Omma raised her voice to me
"I know it" i replied
"U know it?? Now u tell me that u know it. U know that he is waiting for u every night?  U know that he is trying his best to get along well with u ? But why Byunghun ?why did u refuse it?? "
"Look at this Omma " i bring my left hand up and point at my wisrt.
"I did this so many time in America. I did this alot of time there but i still couldnt success.i wanna be with my Noona.i wanna take care of her . I couldnt save her Omma i couldnt do that. I cant have happy life while she is alone there . I'm not deserved it. And she told me dont trust anyone so i'll do it coz They will hurt me in the end , they will. so i won believed in anything or anyone , i wont " i wanna cry but my tears cant come out.
"Byunghun ya~" she looked at me with watery eyes. I dont know what to do i dont know i really dont know
"Just let me do what i wanna do Omma. I dont want him to get hurt so do myself. This is the only way Omma . The only way.u can tell him all of this if u want " after that i rushed to bathroom refused to talk with her again she shout behind me
"U will regret it Byunghun and this is not the best way baby. Runaway is not the solution for ur problem"

* At the wedding *
Chanhee's POV
I already finished prepare myself for the wedding . Now all i need to do it waiting
"Are u ok ,Channie ?? " Minhee Omma rushed to me
"I'm fine Omma "
"Aw~ that word is so sweet when i hear it from u . I know all this thing is unfair for u at all but Channie ya~ at least try it one time . Dont give up on my Byunghun . He has a big hole in his heart. It's really big. Be patiend with him ok? " she said while hugging me
"Nae~"
That's all i can reply at that time . A part of me wanna give up on him the others one dont wanna give up. It's hurt. It's really hurt .even now he is nowhere to be found . What will he do?? Please dont do anything stupid today or ur Omma will be so so sad Byunghun ssi~ please dont make her cry.

Byunhun's POV
After take a shower i pick up my phone
"Get dress i'll pick u up"
This thing is the last thing i do . After this Channie will surly hate me. My heart is beating so fast now. I hope i can handle all this untill the end. I hope i can control myself infront of him. I hope that he will stay away from me.
"Get in the car "
"Ok ok what do u want me to do this time?"

"do what i say is ok? i'll pay for that at the end of the day when the wedding is done."

Chanhee's POV
Finally , he is here . I heard Changhyun said that Byunghun ssi~ already arrived here. I rushed there and my heart stopped at the time i saw him with a girl. he came here with a girl . That girl is wearing a y dress and Byunghun put his hand around her waist. Why did he have to do this to me ?? In our wedding , in front of everyone , seriously what do you want Lee Byunghun. I lean on the wall to keep me from falling on the ground. I tried to stand probaly and walk slowly to him.
"Can we talk??"
"Ok~ what do u wanna talk? just say it here and now" He replied still holding that girl's waist
"In private"
"Ok"
I lead him to the waiting room and start talking
"What do u want Byunghun ssi? If u dont wanna get married with me just say it. No need to do something like that. Your Omma cant handle this thing . She cant "
"She is my Omma and i know her. Dont act like u know everything and one more thing this is my wedding i can invite whoever i want"
I wanna slap him. Just by look at that cold face with cold tone and everything he did these day made me wanna slap him. I did that i really did that. I slapped him
"How could did that to me ?? Did i do anything wrong ?? I even helped u before or exactly i saved u. Why u have to do this to me ?? How dare u do this to me ??" I started crying i cant hold it anymore i cant. He just stand there and look at me with widen eyes

Byunghun's POV
He slapped me . He slapped me . He really did that and now he is crying so hard . He even already fall on the floor  "I'm sorry i dont wanna hurt u like this . I dont felt happy at all. All i felt now is hurt. I'm so so sorry Channie ya~" i thought. I come close to him then when i wanna hug him my Omma come in
"What happended?? Omo!! Channie ya~ why are u crying?? Stand up stand up my dear" she tried to bring him up and let him sit on the sofa still crying hard
"LEE BYUNGHUN.... What did u do to make him cry this much?? "
"Like i told u before i did what i wanna do . Just leave me alone " with that i rush out of the room back to that girl with my heart teared in to thousand parts "i'm so sorry this is the best way. yeah this is the best way. you bettter take me out of ur head now Channie yaa~"

Chanhee's POV
I keep crying, i cant breath i even can stand up by myself. I heard Minhee Omma said something with Byunghun now all i know is how  can i calm myself down. If i keep crying like that Omma will be very worried but i cant do anything. My tears keep streaming down my face. I cant hold it back . I tried to wipe all my tears away but i cant my face is all covering by tears
"Shhhh~ calm down my dear and tell me what happended Channie ya~" Minhee Omma hugge me in her arms while patting my back
"Come on. Omma is here.Byunghun is the one made u cry like this right?  I'll scold him later ok? Or u want me to kick him out of the house?" She tried to comfort me but it's useless i cant stop crying
"Look!" She caressed me face and wipe my tears aways with her hands . i cried even more than before.
"Today is your wedding Channie yaa~ so dont cry . Omma know u had to handle alot of things, Omma is so selfish to make u do this. I'll go and cancel everything now. We shouldnt have this wedding. Stay here i'll be right back after cancel everything" she is planning to stand up but i hold her back
"Dont.....do this,....Omma. I'll .....do it for u . This time ....just th....is time i'll do it for..... u and... and....my parents. Everything.... will be fine right...., Omma?" I said while sobbing .she hugged me tight
"Thank you Channie ya~ i wont let anything bad happened to u . I promised"

Their wedding is just like the other wedding with alot of customers and resporters. After all Lee Group is the most powerful group in Korea. They even have subsidaries in other countries. But there is one thing that made this wedding is not normal at all. The groom and the bride are seem like they were forced to be here.

Byunghun's POV
"You are now husband and wife.You might kiss the bride"
How can i kiss him now?? What should i do ?? Should i kiss him ?? But i cant if i kiss him now i'll ruin everything that i did before
"Can we skip this part. It's kind of embrassing so i dont wanna do it here" while i ' m thinking he said . I dont know why but i felt disappointed. I wanna kiss him . I can see the water in his already puffy eyes. "U are the worst Lee Byunghun"

Chanhee's POV
Our wedding come to an end with an after party where ppl can eat and play . I feel abit tired so i went to the bathroom to wash my face. I went back to the hall then tried to find Byunghun . After all we are now husband and wife and we should stay together at least in our wedding , i looked at my ring on my left hand. Here he is
"Byungh...un.." He is kissing that girl . He is kissing her now here ?? He is kissing her ....he really did that he is kissing her, he kissed her , he kissed her here in front of ppl . Really?? Did he know what is he doing?? Kiss a girl in his own wedding . I cant stand probaly anymore. My heart beat fast , i cant breath , my tears are running down my cheeks . I lost my balance and everything went black ....

Byunghun's POV
He look so pale . Is he not ok?? I 'm planning to walk to him but i saw him went out of the hall. Should i do like i planned before ? The last step of my plan to keep him away from me. I'll do it . I'll do like i already planned. I walked close to that girl , let my back face the main door where Channie will comeback a few minute later
"When he find us and come close to us tell me ok??"
"Ok but why u have to do it ?? I still curious abt that"
"None of your bussiness"
"Here he come"
I start pretending i'm kissing that girl but the truth is i'm not and ofc from the behind ppl will think that i'm kissing her passionally now. And i tried to do it in the place that wont have much attention after all i dont wanna ruin my family's image, but make sure that he can find me.Then i heard a noise come behind me. My heart skip a beat i dont know why but it's beating really fast now and i heard my Omma voice
"Byunghun ~ Byunghun.... come here quickly"
"Where is Byunghun ?? Go find him Changhyun" i heard my Appa's voice. I rushed there and my eyes widen and my foot is really weak now . I immediately knees down that boy who is collasping on the ground
"CALL THE AMBULANCE NOW..... no no no it's too slow take my car, Jonghyun. Quickly i'll drive " i shout
"Channie yaa~ Channie yaa~ channie yaa~ " i called his name out loud. This is the first time i called his name . I think i did too much . "I was wrong , i was wrong. Channie ya~ pls stay with me . I'm sorry i'm so so sorry". I thought while litf him up and rushed to the main door. 

We are in the car now. My Appa is driving now. he didnt let me do this he said stay with Channie. My Omma and me are now sitting beside pale Channie. this feeling again . The feeling that he will dissapeared if i dont hold him tight , the feeling that he will fly away if i dont hold him back. the feeling that i'll lost him if i'm careless. i had this strong feeling for him but i hurted him untill he is in the condition. "pls Channie ya~ wake up . i wont run away anymore i swear just pls wake up" i thought while my left hand holding his right hand tight and my right hand is wiping all his tears. this is all because of the stupid me......

*END CHAPTER 15*

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