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Chanhee's POV

It'a 4am now . Once again i couldnt sleep . My eyes will red and eye bags will appeared i'm sure about that. But i still couldnt sleep . I cried all night long in 

Byunghun's arms . Now he is still sleeping while i'm slowly get out of our bed and head to the balcony. I stood there for who know how long it is , enjoy the cold

wind blow into my face and remember all the view here, until somebody put a blanket on my shoulder then back hug me . It's Byunghun

"How are u? Why u woke up so early? I told u dont leave me alone right?? "

"I'm sorry . The baby make me become really weird. "

"It's ok . Tell me when u are tired . Dont keep it inside and suffer alone ok?" He said while kissing my shoulder . I just nodded then turned around and hug him tight

"Can we go out today? And buy some stuff for our baby. We already had baby room so we just need to decorated it abit"

"Of course we can but do u think it's a little too soon?"

"NO I WANNA DO IT NOW" i scream at his face

"Calm down . Dont be like that baby . We will do that" Byunghun said while holding my hands. I know he is a great husband but i need to become bad person now

"If u dont wanna do . No need to do it. I'm tired . I wanna sleep again " i said then leave

"Wait. Why suddenly u are like that" he asked while running after me. I didnt answer him . Just lying myself down and leave him there dumbfound . Dont know

what to do. I'm sorry Byunghun . I'm so so sorry. When i wake up there he is sleeping beside me with his arms around me . I slowly get up and prepare to go

out . I have appointment with Minsoo Hyung

*in a random coffee shop*

I'm waiting for Minsoo Hyung now . He is the only one i can lean on now . I need his help so i can go. I know he will help me if i beg him. I have never done thing

like this before but this time i need to do it

"Chanhee ~ what is wrong ?? Why i call me out so early in the morning ?"

"Hyung ~ i need your help"

" really?? What is this ?? I heard u are pregnant . Congratulation" he said with a smile

"Thank you Hyung . I need u help me to run away"

"Run away? From who ? Why?"

"From my family especially Byunghun"

"YOUR FAMILY ? WHY? You are having a great family now . Why u need to leave? "

"Hyung~ i have my own reason . U know me right? I wont do anything without any reason . And i trust u Hyung . U re the only person can help me now" i said

with my watering eyes

"Ok ok ~ i know u wont do anything without any reason. But this is a bit too much. U know Byunghun will.." I cut him off

"I know but i need to do it"

"But why?? Is there something happened . U guys fight or.."

"No we are still ok"

"If it's like that why u need to go. And u are carring his child now . How can u live without him? U know u lo..."

"No need to talk anymore . I already decided. Hyung can u help me ?" I said while looking at his eyes

"Ok ~ i dont want u go and call for other ppl'shelp.when will u go ?"

"The day after tomorrow"

"What? Why u need to go this soon?" I didnt answer just look at his eyes

"Ok i wont ask anymore . Where do u wanna go ? "

"Anywhere that Byunghun can find me . My child and me can live together"

"Let me think abt it . I have a house in the countryside of French. U wanna go there ? "

"Oversea ????"

"Yes ~ oversea . That's te only way Byunghun can find u . I'll be there with u in first year. After that i'll leave u guys alone . Is it ok? "

"No u dont need to stay with us. I cant lean on u Hyung"

"But u dont know France and how can u give birth alone ? "

"I.... I...."

"Come on . Dont be like that. I wont stay at the same house with u. I will just stay in French. Is that better ? "

"But...."

"No but if u agree i'll set up everything now . If not i wont help u" he look at me with seriously face

"Ok ok ~ thank you Hyung " i'm crying now . I'll raise this child alone without Byunghun . Can i do that?? Baby ya~ will u forgive me since i take u away from ur

wonderful Appa? Suddently my phone rang. I tried to control my tears and pick up

"Hello?"

"Where are u now? Why u didnt wake me up?"

"Byunggie ya~ i went out with Minsoo Hyung. U was sleeping so well so i didnt wake you up. I'm sorry"

"Oh~ is that so ? Where are u? I'll come and pick u up"

*30mins after*

"Hyung~ thank you for take care of my wife" i know he is jealous now but still try to be a genltment . such a cute husband . i smile at this scene.

"It's nothing . I called him out to know if he is ok . Coz i heard he is pregnant now "

"Yeah~ thank u for caring. now we will go. see ya Hyung~" Byunghun smile at him

" ok take care " Minsoo Hyung smile

We are now in the car together and Byunghun is now keep silince . i dont know what to say now . is he mad at me ?? it's good if he can mad at me and maybe hate me it'll be great so i can leave him .

"Where are we going ? why u didnt say anything ??"

"i already call ppl come and fix the baby room . we will go to buy things to decorate it now just like u want before'

"but i thought u dont like it ??"

"did i say that i dont like it ?" he turn his head to face me 

"no but u said it too soon to do it and...." he put his index finger on my mouth then stop the car 

" i'll do everythign for u even it's wrong or right . if u happy i'll do everything" he said why hugging me tight . "dont be like that . if u are so good to me and love me this much how can i leave u ? how can i leave u Lee Byunghun?" i huggef him really tight and cry my lung out. this is the last tiem i can cry . i'll leave soon and after that everythign will back to normal . u will have a great life without me . u'll forget abt me soon Byunggie ya~. i'm sorry, really sorry. We hugged each other for a long long long time until i stop crying and so do him 

" let's go. we will eat lunch first then we'll go shopping" with that he pull me out of the car . head to the mall. we had a great lunch with all the dishes that i like. So this is the feeling when u go on a date with ur lover . U will feeling warm inside . butterflies are everywhere around u . u cant stop smiling and your heart keep beating faster and faster , ur cheeks are all red coz the look of ppl around u . But u dont give a care abt that . the only thing u think abt now i holding your lover 's hand tight then enjoy the time . Finally i can  know how this feeling is . now i can go and keep it with me when he is not around anymore . suddenly i saw a braclet . it's really beautiful and it's suit Byunhun . of course we pass by it to reach th e restaurant . i'll buy it for him. when we alreadt sat in the restaurant and order our meal

'BYunggie ya i need to go to the bathroom . wait for me ok?"

"ok ~ take your time " 

 Byunghun's POV

he is so weird these day . smile then cry right after that . What's wrong ? why i can calm down ? i cant even stay turn if he is not around . i always have the feeling that he will run aways . He wont do that to me right ? he already promised that so he wont leave . calm down Lee Byunghun 

Chanhee's POV

We had a great lunch . he smlied alot and that made me happy . i'll remember this smile foreer . i dont know if i do the right thign or not but for now all i can think is protect him and my child . my phone is varbrating now 

- it has been two days . After tomorrow u need to go do u remember that? look at your left-

I turned my head and there he is SHIN TAEHA . he used the paper that i wrote before to wave at me . such a jerk why he have to do that to me . i pulled Byunghun with me with shaking hand 

"how are you? are u ok ??"

"i'm fine . just a bit tired and i also wanna throw up . Can we go back home now ? '

"ok~ we already bought enough. if we need anything else we can tell Mr.Kim to go an buy it . COmw on i'll take u home. your face look so pale now"

my heart is now beating so so fast . dont come close to me . dont hurt him . i'll go i already promised . I'll surly go dont come close to us don t do it . i can feel how my heart has been squezzed by something . i cant breath normal . Please dont appeared in front of me or him . if he find out what i'm planning now everything will ruin. i cant leave . that man will kill my child and will hurt Byunghun . dont come here . go away . go away please . with that my tears keep streaming down my cheeks 

"Channie ya~ what is wrong ? why are u crying ? " i cant replied him i just cry like that untill everything black out around me . we hasnt even reached our car yet .When i wake up i saw Byunghun is holding my hand now and i already lying in our bed

"Channie ya ~ u already wake up . how are u ?"

"im ok > why im here ??" 

"u ws fainted just now . the doctor said it bcoz u are lacking of sleep. u couldnt sleep these day ? why u didnt tell me ?" Byunghun said with worry face

"i'm ok . dont worried , i still can sleep but wake up abit early than before . the baby wanna go out more i think"  i said then caressig his face

"really ??u dont lie to me right?"

"Of course how can i lie to u my belove husband ??"

"ok~ please dont do anything make me worried like this ok ? "

"ok~ dont worried but cant u bring me my bag"

"Here ~ what do u wanna do?"

"THis is for u . i saw it in the mall before i think it's suit u so do u like it " i took the braclet out and give it to him . he widen his eyes

"when did u buy it ? it's really great . i like it . But it;s not my birth why u give it to me ?"

" i just wanna give my husband a gift . do i have to wait until your bday ?"

"No but this is really great . u are really great my wife " he siad then kiss me cheeks

"Calm down Mr.Soon-to-be-father. There is another present"

"u still have anothe one . what is this?" i took out a present box from my bag

"this one u nedd to keep it untill your birthday next month . can u do that ?"

"u shouldnt show me if u dont wanna give it to me now " he pout 

"i just wanna test u . can u wait until next month to open it ? can you Mr. Appa" i said while trying to smile. actually this one is his birthday perent. when his birhtday come next month i cant be here with him anymore . i hope this thing will help him stay strong even i'm not here anymore 

"ok ok ~ Mr.Omma .i'll wait until that day so i can open it with u " he said while putting it inside the drawer

"Byunghun can you promise me u will live happily even one day i'm not here anymore ? can u do that for me just this time ?" i said while hugging him 

"what did u say Channie ? u 'll stay with me forever u already promised that " he said and wanting to see my face but i huged him tighter refude to look at his face

"i just wanna hear your promise just in case someday when we are old i'll go first "

"it's too soon for this Channie ya ~"

"No i wanna here it now . Can u say it just one time?" my tears are already covered my face and made his shirt is all wet now 

"ok ok i'll promise . dont cry Channie ya ~ I'll try to live happily even u are not here anymore . is it ok ? stop crying please!!!!!!!"

"ok i love you Byunggie ya ~" with that i keep crying until Omma come in 

" what is wrong ? why are u crying Channie baby? waht did u do Lee Byunghun?" she said while pushing Byunghun away

"i didnt do anything . why u need to push me that hard"

"it's nothing Omma . it's because me . i'm a bit too sensitive these day " i said 

"it's ok . ppl will be like that when they are pregnant. how are you now ? Changhyun will bring somethign for u to eat soon "

"i'm fine Omma . Dont worried " i said while holding her hand . and she just look at me and smile . i know she is really care abt me . Omma i'm sorry . i know i'm stupid but this is the only way . please take care of Byunghun for me when i'm not here . tears are now falling out my eyes . my heart is hurting so bad now 

"dear ~ dont cry . we are here for u . dont be like that " she said while hugging me and Byunghun is now placing one of his hand behind my back . he lov me and he care about me . i'm so bad really bad. they are worried abt me this much but i'll  run away from them .

"stop crying Channie ya ~ the baby room will be done tomorrow so we will go there together to check on it. is it ok ?" i just nodded cant say anything

"Hyung ~ how are u ? have some of this soup u'll feel better " Changhyun went to the room with a bowl of soup 

" thank you so much .i'm fine now . i'll eat it dont worried " i smile 

"that's great. now we will be going . Take good care of your wife Byunggie" Omma said then leave with Changhyun

" nae"

after feed me all of that bowl of soup . Byunghun let me lying down then went to taek a shower . he is surly tired now . poor my Byunggie , he was really worried about me and our child . i picked up a paper and pen inside the drawer ans start writting a letter for my belpve husband and put that under the present box . after he finished washing up . he immadiatly jump in to bed and hugging me tight 

"hugging my wife and sleep is the best "

'U love me this much?'

"of course who else can i love " he said while kissing my cheeks 

"i love u too Byunggie > i really love u so much "

'Ok i know that . how can u dont love me while i'm this handsome" he is now laughing . i 'll miss his laughing alot when i'm not here 

"ok ok ~ Mr. Handsome can we sleep now ?'

"ok let sleep now . i love u mt lovely wife"

"i love u too my wonderful Husband" with that we kiss each other. once again this is one of our last kiss . i love u and i'm sorry Byunghun ya~ please stay strong and keep living happily wihtout me . my tears are now ready to come out again .........

*END CHAPTER 25*

Done ~ How is it ?? Channie is this worst right ??? please dont hate him he is the mor painful perosn here sobs sobs sobs

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