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Byunghun's POV
It's been one month since we got married . After that day with alot of tears , Channie forgave me and we live happy together. My Omma and Appa really love the moment that we stay with each other . She told me that if i couldnt make Channie forgive me that time she'll kick me out of this house. What a scarry Omma . Actually i dont know my Omma is that kind of person .We didnt that close or exactly i refused to get close to her. Before Channie appearded in my life or exactly in my family, we didnt talk much. I just back home for sleep  . Almost the time i hang out with Jonghyun and Niel or maybe just by myself. Now i had Channie . He is the sunshine of my dark life. But there is one thing bother me alot. We havent kissed untill now . I dont know why. Ppl may think that i'm a playboy so why i cant even kiss my own "wife". Actually i slept with alot of girls but i never kiss them on their lips. I'm so weird . After one month, we decided to have honeymoon with full of love and i hope this time i can kiss him and even go futher than that . I want him i'm sure abt it . i want him ......but there is another huge thing that bother me alot . It's our honeymoon but why we have to go with the whole family ? and even Jonghyun and Niel will come along.
"Why Omma ?? It's my honeymoon . Why u guys wannt go with us?"
"It'll be fun . If it's just the two of u , both of u will just stay in the room all day and keep doing that stuff" she wink
"That stuff?? What stuff?? And what with that wink Omma ??" I said still so angry
"Channie yaa~ we can go together right??" She turn to Channie
"Dont ask him. U know he will surely agree with it if u ask" i pulled Channie closer to me and blocked between my Omma and him
"Just look who is over protecting now " everybody laugh coz of my Omma 's joke. 
"Hyung just let us go with u. We promised that we will bother u when u two wanna have time together " Niel said
"I dont believed it" i said
"Come on . We wont bother u " my Appa said
"Even u are like that too , Appa" he just smile
"It's ok Byunghun ya~ more ppl more fun right??" Channie said
"U agree with them ?? Really?? "  i'm really mad now . How can he agree with them . I'm his husband after all .he need to take my side right??

'I'm your husband anf you need to take me side right?" i asked and he just smile . Aw~ he surely know how to make me agree with him all the time.
"Ok ~ let's go back to our room and pack up. We will meet at 7am tmr ok ? Niel and Jonghyun need to be here at that time . Are u remember it?" My Appa said
"Appa !! Who said i agree with that ?"
"Just let it go Byungun Hyung . After all u cant win Hyung "Changhyun pat my shoulder with that all of them leave the living room .leave me and Channie there
"Why??" I said
"Byunghun ya~ come on . It's ok . let's go back to our room and pack our thing up " Channie pulled me with him to our room. After all i cant win .Changhyun was right.

Chanhee's POV
"Jagiya~ come on dont be like that. Look at your face . It's our honeymoon why u are so down like that?" I said while pulling him close to the mirror
"But we cant go alone . That's mean we wont have time for just the two of us. you know how noisy Jonghyun ,Changhyun and Niel be right? " he said while pouting
"Look ! We still can have time together . After all your Omma wanna be with u more and just let she do what she want . Next time we will go alone ok ?" I try to comfort my lovely husband who is pouting like a baby now. He didnt reply just nodded slightly . I know he still doesnt like it but i tried hard so he just accept it to make me happy.
"Ok~ then what do u wanna bring there . The weather will be so hot. You still wanna wear long sleeves "
"Yes~" he replied.
I still have one thing that i bother. Byunghun always wear long sleeves even it's summer. When he go to sleep he also wear pyjama which has long slevess . What does he wanna hide? I'm so curious abt that. But now is not the great time to ask abt it. So i just let it go and focus on packing our thing
"Ok~ all done" i said while climbing on bed
"Why u have to take that long just for packing up ?" He is pouting again. I dont know that my husband can be that cute
"Oh~ come on i'm sorry let's sleep now we need to wake up early tmr" i kiss his cheeks then we hugging each other and fall into sleep . There is still alot of thing in my head. We havent do anything other than hug, holding hand and kiss each other cheeks. In addition he is hiding something from me now. I'll ask abt it in other time ....

Byunghun's POV
We are already arrived to the place . Hawaii jjang !!!! We spreated in to three rooms . My parents in one room, ofc Channie is with me since we are husband and wife now . I'm so happy coz of that. Changhyun , Niel and Jonghyun are in the same room. Unfortunately my Channie is not feeling well now . We need to rush to our room for him to take some rest.
"Omma !! I'll take Channie to our room now . He is not feeling well. And we will have lunch in our room. Is it ok?"
"Ok ok ~ take him there he is so pale now . Are u ok Channie ya~?"
"I'm fine Omma . I just feel abit dizzy"
"Go take some rest now"
When we reach our room. He immediately lying on bed . I rush to bath room take the towel for him to wipe his face
"Are u ok ?"
"Im ok . I wanna something warm. Can u bring something warm for me "
"Ok wait i'll call the reception"
After drink some warm milk . He felt into sleep.I think he got air sick. Poor my Channie. I wonder since when i start calling him my Channie so natuarally . I feel happy whenever i call him "my Channie". This feeling is really great. I dont know that loving someone is this good. Before this all i got from other girls is just satisfying my ual needs. I really wanna know the feeling when i do that with Channie . The lovely boy that i can feel happy just by looking at him. I'm hugging him and fall into sleep. My phone rang wake me up
"Hello?"
"U two should come down here now . We need to eat dinner. That's enough time for just two of u . It's time for family " my Omma said while laughing
"We will come down soon. Channie is still sleeping so it'll take abit slow,Omma " i said with my eyes still close
"Channie ya~ wake up we need to go down stair . Omma is waiting now . Are u feel better?"
"I'm feeling better now. Wait abit i'll go wask my face " he said
We had a great dinner with each other go back to our room. Niel , Jonghyun and Changhyu decieded to go out for a walk. My parents wanna go to buy some souvenirs for our Aunts and Uncles . We went back to our room coz Channe is still not feelig well at all. He is taking a shower now . I watched tv while waiting for him. The door is open and my Channie show up with t-shirt and pants. His hair is still wet and it made me wanna ............ My heart is beating fast and i rush to the bathroom to take a bath but there is one thing
"Jagiya~ u didnt pack pyjamas for me ?? I mean the long sleeves one ?"
"Really?? I'm sorry maybe i forgot abt that. U can wear the short sleeves one" he said while drying his hair
"But i cant "
"Why?? It's hot here and we are husband and wife so just wear the short one ok ?"
"But....." I dont know what to say now . I dont wanna let him see all those scars. I dont wanna he know abt that . But i think there is nothing i can do now. After 30mins i go put with short sleeves and keep hiding my left hand
"It's ok right, Honey? " he asked
"Yeah.... It's ...ok . I guess" i replied awkawrdly
"Why u keep hiding your left hand . What do u wanna hide from me?" He asked
"No nothing i'm not hiding anything. "With that i rushed to the living room, refused to talk abt that subject
"Tell me what do u wanna hide from me ? U dont believed me ? " he asked while hugging my right hand
"I..... Dont ... Wanna hide it but i just cant tell u . I just..." He cut me off
"Just let me see it"
"I cant . Dont look at it. Please just let it go this time "
"WHY?? I JUST WANNA KNOW EVERYTHING ABT U . I DONT WANNA BE LEAVE A SIDE FROM YOUR MATTER. CAN U UNDERSTAND IT ? " he shouted while his eyes is now watering. He walked away keep sobbing. I stay there abt 1 hour and decided to go to bedroom. My Channie is lying on the bed with his back face me.
"Baby" i called him
"U called.... me ?? I ...thought ...i'm nothing to ....u " he said with his back still facing me and his voice is shaking
"I'll tell you....""

Chanhee's POV
"I'll tell you.... " he said. I can feel he is now sitting on bed and touch my shoulder
"Ok " i said still dont look at his face
"Can u face me ?" He said with his slight voice. I turn into sitting position and facing him. He showed me his left hand with alot of scars in his wirst . My eyes widen and my heart is hurting now . There is alot of scars there ... There is a ..lot of them . I slowly touch it and i feel hot liquid is running down my cheeks
"Shhh~ baby . Dont be like that. It's nothing now. Im here now " he said whild hugging me
" why u did this to yourself ? Why .......hurted yourself like this why..... U did this ?" I said
" i know that u'll be like this . That's why i dont wanna let you know abt it"
"Tell me why?"
"At that time, i wanted to follow my Noona. I wanna protect her there . I feel like i'm useless one. Why i still alive while my Noona had to be alone up there? That's all i thought. But i couldnt success. Each time i did it Niel or Jonghyun always found out and bring me to hospital on time. The last time i did it is last year. Before i went back to Korea" he said while his eyes is watering now
"U should tell me abt that earlier . I'm your wife Honey , i'm..your..wife" i cant hold back my tears
"Ok ok ~ i'm sorry that's i didnt tell you earlier . I'm sorry that i keeped it from u . Now u know it so dont cry dear. I'm here. I didnt wanna do it again. Im having u now. U are my sunshine now so stay with me ok?" I nodded while my tears is still streaming down my cheeks. He is slowly bring my face up , caressing it and wipe all my tears away then place his lips in mine . This is so sweet . This is our first kiss and my heart is beating really fast . It'll drop out of my chest. He kiss my lips slightly then slowly bring his tounge into my mounth wishing to discovered all conner of my mouth. It's so sweet really sweet. We just take a break when we out of breath. He look into my eyes
"Thanks to you i can have this happy life. Please stay with me forever" with that he hug me tight.
"I love you ,Honey" i whisper at his ears
"I love you too Baby" he tighter his embrace around me . We had a great night together ...

*END CHAPTER 17*

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