I'm back i'm back with chapter 20 and i'm so sorry for the late update. i'm in mid of exam now. i dont have much time for this ^^ but i'll post one chapter per two weeks during the exam time ^^ hope u like this chapter 

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Chanhee's POV
Even everything is now seem ok but i still dont think like that. I can see sadness in Changhyun's eyes. My pure brother had to go throught this suffer. While i just enjoyed my own happiness my brother need to face with all this terrible thing . he is now feeling really sad but try to smile right? after all he cant back to be my baby bro anymore. i konw that and i feel guilty coz of that . i cant hold back my tears whenever think abt that during this time . One of my tear fall down my cheeks. With that i feel somebody pull me up and bring me out of the dinner table right after said
"We need to go a little bit. We will be back "
"Where do u wanna take me to? If u did that ppl might feel uneasy " i talked with my Byunghun while trying to chase after him
"To where i can comfort u and wont let others see your crying face " with that he bring me close to his chest
"Now cry as much as u can then after u finish we will go back " he said that make me feel really happy. Even i tried to hide everything from him  but he still know and brought me here to comfort me . I couldnt say anything just hold tight on him and cry my lung out
"I...was.... so ..... Selfish. I .....just think abt myself.... only. I let ....my .....bro face.... with dangerous.... without....knowing abt it . I...." He cut me off by hugging me tighter then said
"Dont blame yourself . I'm here now. Everything is my fault . If i didnt plan this trip nobody wont get hurt " i dont know why but when he said like that i feel relived , i love how this cold boy calm me down . Just by holding me tight in his arms make me feel much better . We keep staying in that position untill i stop crying
"Are you ok ?"
"I'm ok now i guess. Thank you"
"Next time when u wanna cry tell me ok? Dont suffer alone . I'm always be here for u" his worlds went straight to my heart and made it beating faster . Even we didnt have a great begnning but we will have a great ending. At least for now i feel like that.
We went back to the dinner table an there are just our Omma there. Jonghyun, Changhyun and Niel was nowhere to be found
"Where did u go? Why it took so long?"
"Sorry Omma ~ Chanhee was abt to cry but i dont want Changhyun see that so i took him away. Now it's ok " Byunghun said
"Come here son . Dont think too much . We need to do think that will make Changhyun feel happy right? " she said while hugging me .
"Nae" that's all i couldnt reply . I'll cry again if i say anything else. They really treat me well, Omma and Appa are really love me so do Byunghun.
"Where is everybody?" My husband said
"Niel went to a party with his friends . They just met when u guys are out. Jonghyun brought Changhyun back to their room coz Changhyun feel unwell . But i think it's ok Jonghyun can handle that. Dont worried. Sit down and finish your meal Channie ya. U havent eaten anything for abt 5 days now " my Appa said. Suddently my phone rang
"Hyung ~ can we go to the beach tmr? "
"Ofc Changhyun ya~ are u ok? " i asked with worried tone
" i'm ok Hyung . Take care of yourself first . U look so pale and where did u guys go just now?"
"Ah~ suddently Byunghun wanna go out . He sometime become a stubborn person" i covered everything just by blame on  my belove husband . He look at me and mouth " u owe me " i just dont know what to do other give him a small smile.
"Ok ok ~ i know so we will meet tmr morning in the hotel hall ok ? "
"Nae ~ btw u should finish your dinner Hyung i'm fine now dont worried" he said with the most cheerful tone that he had but i know it's not really like that. Byunghun touch my shoulder again
"Just eat baby . Try to finish at least this soup" he said while bringing the bowl of soup to me

 

Changhyun's POV
I know my Hyung was crying that why Byunghun Hyung brought him out. I knew everything . I dont want face his swollen face coz of crying that why i went back room first.
"Are u feeling better now?"
"Actually i'm ok . I just dont wanna see my Hyung crying face that 's why i wanna go back. Sorry u need to go with me "
"Why u said like that ? I'm here for u and i'll do everything for u so dont ever say anything like thank you to me ok ?" Jonghyun said while coming closer to me then hug me . I feel so great now like i'm lying on a cloud . I dont know that being love is this great . He hug me tighter then said
"u should call him . At least tell him u are fine and ask him to go to the beach tmr . He surly worried abt u when he 's back but u are not there anymore "
"U 're right" i immediately pick up my phone and call my Hyung. After talking with him throught the phone i know he was crying and really worried. I lay my head on Jonghyun's chest and whisper
"Thank you for being here . Thank you" He kiss the top of my head while hugging me tight
"U are always welcome and i also need to thank u for being here with me made me braver and forgave all my mistake " with that we stayed at that position and slept untill morning with our head full of happy thought. at least for me it's like that and for Jonghyun i think he like that too.

 

Byunghun's POV
My belove Channie still look so down that why i bring him to the beach
"Have u feel ok now?"
"Yeah~ kind of"
"Can you please smile for me?"
"I....i'm sorry "
"Sorry? Why?"
"This is our honeymoon but there are alot of thing happened and that's all...."
"U wanna blame yourself again?"
"I just telling the truth"
"Come on~ dont bring that up again"
"But..." I cut him off with a peck on his lips.

"no but baby, no but..." after that we just walked hand in hand like that in sweet silence for who know how long it it. he is now hugging my arms then hold on it really tight. it's seem like he affraided if he careless i'll dissapeared
"Come on i'll take u back to hotel now. Ride on my back . It's getting cold here" my Channie is so light. Such a tiny boy

"if i did like this u'll feel safer right ? i'm always here Channie . i'm here for u just for u"

"why suddently u said like that"

"you held on my amr really tight and i know u not feeling well now . am i right?"

"yeah~ you are right. Thank you . I love you Byungie" he whisper into my ears. My heart skiped a beat. I didnt let anybody called me by that name since my Noona pass away but now when i hear it from his mouth it's really sweet

"Oh~ sorry i shouldnt call u with that name dont get mad ok? I'm sorry"
I turned my head to the left side kiss his check and said
"It's ok u can called me with that name coz u are the most special person to me " right after hear what i said . He hide his face in my shoulder and i can feel hot liquid on there
"Shhh~ come on baby come on" i keeped comforting him and he keep sobbing all the way back. Event he is crying now. But he is leaning on me to cry . I wanna cherish this moment
"Baby~ now i really wanna do one thing. Do u wanna know what it is?" I said it when we reached our hotel room. He nodded his head slightly on my shoulder
"I wanna have a great first time with u" his immediately get off of my back and look at me with the widest eyes ever
"U want what?"
"I want u . I really want u . All the time we stay with each other i really want it but i affraided that i'll hurt . I....." He cut me of with a slight kiss on my lips
"I love you" he said while looking deeply into my eyes then slowly come closer to me place his lips to mine then kiss me passionately.
"Are u sure u are fine with this? " i asked during the time we let go to have some oxygen
"Ofc i'm .so bring it on"  He seem to did the wrong move . He turn my beast mode on . He will surly remember this night forever . With that i pulled he closer to me . Start kissing his lips then his neck. "oh ~i'm addicted of his scent. how can he be this wonderful? soft skin and sweet scent " After that i lift he up in bride style , head to out bed room. i can wait to touch his soft skin and feel him.
"U'll remember this first night to death baby" i whiper into his ears and bite at it . He just keep silence while his face is now all red..........

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