Epilogue

Say, do you wanna sail on the Namsong river?

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“I saw this picture and I thought of you.”

"And you bought it?"

"Yeah, I don't know why."

"Everybody here."

“Everybody here more!”

“Is Donghyun settling in okay?”

“I guess. Though I think he likes sightseeing more than school”

“Understandable. You’re in New York. The place that’s destroyed in every superhero movie.”

“I just hope the novelty dies soon. He will have to study hard in order to catch up to his classmates.”

“And what about you?”

“It’s going…”

“Well?”

“Considering the circumstances, yes. I think so.”

“I’m rooting for you.”

“I know. Speaking of, I have a study group right now.”

“Alright, talk to you again soon.”

 

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“Hey, Taehyun.”

“Oh wow! You look a mess.”

“Thank you.”

“I’m sorry. I guess exam season took a toll on you huh.”

“You know it.”

“Am I disturbing? You should get more sleep.”

“No. I miss you. I just want to see your face.”

“Well, look all you want.”

“Can you pan the camera lower as well?”

“Mino, I am in the campus!”

“But I miss all of you, even your chicken legs.”

“I do not have chicken legs.”

“Alright then, I miss your thunder thighs.”

“I seriously hope you are not commenting on my weight right now.”

“What do you want me to say?”

“Just don’t compare my body to anything.”

“Not even to Apollo, Greek god extraordinaire, the epitome of manly goodness.”

“Well, I don’t mind that.”

“Hey Taehyun, who are you talking to?”

“Hello, Steve.”

“Oh, who’s that?

“Mino, say hello to Steve, my classmate,”

“Hi Steve. Wow! you made a new friend!”

“You thought I didn’t have friends?”

“You never mentioned anyone before.”

“I consider them more like classmates.”

"Taehyun’s got a frieennddd”

“It isn’t a big deal”

“Go hang with your friends. It’s rude to be on the phone when you’re with people.”

“I don’t care.”

“I have to catch up on my sleep anyway.”

“Alright then… I miss you. Good luck for tomorrow’s paper.”

“And good luck on your assignment.”


 

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“I am so mad.”

“But why? They look so cute together.”

“Did you know they had been talking to each other behind my back all this time? The traitor.”

“Oh come on Mino. You know Zico hyung had a crush on Danah since forever.”

“I told him, bro code and all, siblings are off limits.”

“Why don’t you want him for Danah? He is one of your closest friends.”

“He’s not good enough.”

“Can’t Danah decide that for herself?”

“No. I know him okay, that makes this… weird, I don’t know. And they had to hide it from me.”

“Precisely because of that reaction you had just now.”

“Come on! Aren’t I justified?”

“What problem do you have exactly with Zico, apart from the fact that he is a guy and no guy will ever be good enough for precious Danah?”

“Well…”

“Well…?”

“I don’t know.”

“You don’t know because there isn’t any. And isn’t it better that he is someone you know? If he ever treats Danah wrong you will be the first to know and kick his .”

“I guess. Yeah, I guess I can keep an eye easier like this.”

“If that makes you feel better.”

“It does.”

“So Danah is enjoying the college.”

“A little too much, if you ask me.”

“Not more than you I hope?”

“No one enjoys college more than me.”

"Truth"

"You're coming to visit this Christmas right? Have you booked your ticket?"

"Yup."

 




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“Hello, Taehyun! We miss you!”

“Hi Minji... everyone. Wow! I cannot believe everyone is graduating.”

“Did you have so little faith in us?”

“I remember tutoring you, P.O., so yes.”

“Wish you were here.”

“I wish I was there too, Krystal. I am so proud of everyone.”

“You are our favourite tutor. It was hard without you.”

“You didn’t need me, Sulli.”

“Are your classes fine over there?”

“Yeah. It’s hard but I am coping. Where are the seniors? Did they come to your graduation ceremony?”

“Well Seungyoon and Jinwoo are over there somewhere, taking pics with people, and of course Seunghoon hyung is here too. Say Hi hyung.”

“Hello.”

“You are in a suit!”

“I work at a company now.”

“I know. I was talking to Mino at your celebration dinner, remember?”

“Is that Taehyun?”

“Hey, Jinwoo hyung, Seungyoon hyung.”

“Taehyun look!”

“Is that what I think it is?”

“We’re engaged!”

“Taehyun are you crying?”

“I just have something in my eye. Congratulations! Why was this not mentioned in the group chat?”

“We were too busy celebrating.”

“You guys should be more active in the group. I am missing valuable information here.”

“We will, Taehyun.”

“Alright you guys go scram, let me talk to my boyfriend alone.”

“When did that happen?”

“The engagement? Last week, I think. I knew you were crying. I didn’t know you were that close to them.”

“I am jealous, you idiot.”

“Do you…”

“Shut up.”

“I love you. You graduate and come back and I will put a ring on your finger so fast you wouldn’t even know what hit you.”

“Not if I put it on you first.”

“I love you.”

“I love you too.”


 

GROUP:
Taehyun: where is everybody? :(

Mino: you’re asking that after months of not posting here

Taehyun: But I am still here

Mino: its obvious. They changed numbers, some lost their phones, others left

Taehyun: I still have all the chats archived and saved

Mino: We were a noisy group lol

P.O.: I’m still here

Mino: Hey, how’s the new job going?

P.O.: It’s hell, I am stressed like all the time

Taehyun: That

P.O.: Are yall in contact with anyone from college?

Mino: Of course, I mean, I have their numbers, and we follow each other on instagram etc.

Taehyun: But its not like it used to be

P.O.: people move on…

Taehyun: So we’re the only ones left in this chat

Mino: Not everyone has left. Maybe they are too busy to talk right now. We are all scattered over the world now

Taehyun: I known the group not even a year but I feel so nostalgic

Mino: Do you have a similar group there?

Taehyun: No, you guys are one of a kind. Over here its just… so damn competitive idek who are friends

Mino: I am so sorry to hear that

Taehyun: I guess P.O. got busy

Mino: You sound sad

Taehyun: Idk, i feel melancholy seeing the empty chat. Seems like everyone is out there doing their own thing now. Jinyoon is married, Sulli is engaged, Zico finally has a steady girlfriend, and Krystal too

Mino: Seunghoon hyung and Minzy broke up

Taehyun: No!

Mino: They didn’t seem too torn about it. I guess the relationship just ran its course

Taehyun: And we’re still here

Mino: Yes ^^

Taehyun: Am I keeping you? From living your life

Mino: But I have a life

Taehyun: You know what I mean…

Mino: No I don’t know what you mean. I have a wonderful life. I am continuing my masters degree, I have friends, I am also freelancing which gives me enough money to live on, and I can save up to visit you, and I have a wonderful boyfriend

Taehyun: A boyfriend who is half way across the world

Mino: Is there something I should know Taehyun?

Taehyun: I just… I don’t wanna keep you from experiences, from dating and having fun

Mino: Do you wanna do those things? Do YOU want to date other people

Taehyun: Of course not. I love you

Mino: And I love you. And I am happy with us. I miss you but its not going to be long now, isn’t it

Sulli: I was wondering why my phone was vibrating so much, and its just namsong being mushy

Taehyun: SULLI!!!!

Sulli: It’s 1 in the morning guys

Taehyun: Sorry

Sulli: whatever. How are u Taehyun? Long time no talk

Taehyun: I know… it’s been busy

Sulli: So i was backtracking the convo

Sulli: and how dare you! Nam Taehyun

Sulli: You expect to be MIA from the group for months and expect everything to be the same when you have time to peek inside?

Taehyun: Yeah, I guess that was me wishing for too much

Taehyun: Sorry

Sulli: I miss us too

Mino: I miss you all. We should set up a dinner

Sulli: Last time we tried only four people showed up

Mino: And you were absent if I recall

Sulli: I had work

Mino: We can try again

Sulli: Yeah… I will contact the others. And why don’t you go private you two, its late and you’re clogging the group chat

Taehyun: Sorry, its been years and I still cannot get used to the time difference

Sulli: When are you coming home

Taehyun: Hopefully soon

Sulli: I will expect a dinner

Taehyun: Of course

 

 


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“I just saw a half guy walking behind you.”

“Huh?”

“Are you cheating on me, Taehyun?”

“What, how dare you ask me that?”

“I saw him again, who’s that?”

“That’s my roommate.”

“Why is he walking around like that?”

“He can be comfortable in his own dorm, Mino.”

“Fine.”

“Is everything okay?”

“Yeah… I’m just… you said you will be back this year, and then you postponed, again, for the second time.”

“I know, but I told you, I got an internship offer I couldn’t refuse.”

“Do you even want to come back?

“Of course I do. I miss you.”

“Its been ages since you said those words to me.”

“Mino, is there something I should know?”

“No.”

“Are you seeing someone?”

“Absolutely not.”

“But you want to.”

“No, Taehyun, I just want you back.”

“If you really want me too I will be on the first flight back. You just have to say the words.”

“And you know I cannot do that, Taehyun. Don’t make me the bad guy. I told you I don’t want you to resent me in the future.”

“I think you should start seeing other people.”

“Where the hell is this coming from?”

“Mino, I love you, and I am absolutely sure I will always love you. But it is true I have had other relationships before you, and you haven’t. I want you to be able to date other people and then choose me.”

“What if I don’t choose you in the end?”

“Then it wasn’t meant to be.”

“You’re saying this because you have someone, don’t you?”

“I assure you, Mino, putting on the line everything we have shared together, I am not seeing anyone else nor do I feel the inclination to do so. I just feel so guilty towards you. I hate seeing you not living your life to the fullest.”

“And you think sleeping with other people will make me live my life to the fullest”

“I just want you to know what else is there out there, so that if we ever get together in the future, my conscience will be clear.”

“You’re breaking up with me.”

“For you.”

“This is so typical. I remember you literally begging me not to break up with you and now you’re breaking up with me.”

“I was selfish, and I still am, to be honest. I want you to be with me because you want me above all others.”

“Have I ever given any indication that I wanted somebody else?”

“You don’t know anyone else apart from me.”

“So that’s it. It's because of my inexperience. I am suddenly not good enough for you.”

“I did not say that Mino. You know I don’t deserve you.”

“Empty words.”

“Mino please, I am not breaking up with you if you don’t want to. I am just giving you a way out.”

"Yeah right. You are offering because you want a way out. I get it. Thank you for stringing me along the past 5 ing years. Goodbye."

“Mino no!”

 

*20 missed calls from My love*

 

*23 missed calls from My love*

 

/edit phone number/

/My love/ 

/Nam Taehyun/

 

*9 missed calls from Nam Taehyun*

 

*10 missed calls from Nam Taehyun*

 

*7 missed calls from Nam Taehyun*

 

*1 missed call from Nam Taehyun*

 

*1 missed call from Nam Taehyun*

 

 

/Delete contact?/

/Delete/

 

*1 missed call from unknown number

 

*1 missed call from unknown number

 

*1 missed call from unknown number

 

 

/The number you have called is unavailable. Please check the number and try again/



 

Facebook messenger:

Taehyun: Mino I know you haven’t logged online in years, but if you see this, I still love you. I am sorry.

 

Instagram Direct Message:

Taehyun: Please don’t block me out of your life
Taehyun: Please

Taehyun: I miss you

 

 

Voice note:

“Stop contacting me, Nam Taehyun. Stop calling me and ing stop messaging me! 

I am going to hate you. I am going to be so spiteful that I don’t even care about you anymore. And no I am not going to talk to you again, I am not going to give you the satisfaction of forcing out another chance from me because that is what you do best, and I never learn. I am going to rip every last memory of you from my brain until you become a complete stranger.

 

I was ing good to you...“

 

 

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Instagram Chats:

Mino: Taehyun?

Mino: This is Mino. It’s a new instagram account.


 

Taehyun: You changed your phone number

Mino: My new number xx-xxxx-xxx


Phonecall

“So you drop out of my life for a whole ing year, deleting all your sns and all I get is two DMs?”

“You hurt me!”

“And you hurt me right back. Did you know I booked tickets when I could no longer get through to your phone?”

“Why didn’t you?”

“Because I meant what I said. I wanted you to live your life and I want you to choose me in the end. And I had to let go of you first for that.”

“You cocky bastard. How do you know I will choose you in the end?”

“I don’t. I just hoped that you would. So why are you initiating contact now?”

“Everybody here, Taehyun”

"Taehyun...?"

"Are you crying?"

“Everybody here too, so so much, Mino you have no idea. I didn’t know you were such a sadist letting me exist without the sound of your voice for so long.”

“I didn’t do it to punish you. I was angry at you and I didn't know how to talk to you”

“And are you still… angry at me?”

“I could never stay mad at you.”

“But a whole year, Mino!”

“I did what you suggested.”

“Oh.”

“I wouldn’t be surprised if you did the same. After all, fair’s fair.”

“I wouldn’t lie to you. After you cut me off from your life, I looked for... comfort elsewhere.”

“And…?”

“Nobody comes close to you. I didn’t want anyone else.”

“I wish I could say the same.”

“Mino… are you…”

“It was difficult, at first. I tried one night stands, but that was not my thing. And then I met this guy…”

“I don’t know if I want to hear it. Mino, please… I know I am getting exactly what I deserve but please spare me the details.”

“No, you’re going to listen and you’re going to hear it all.

I liked him, and he liked me. I even told him all about you, and he understood. He thought he was a rebound, but he wasn’t, because I had my fair share of rebounds from all the loveless . He was so good to me, always up front and honest with me. I thought I could never fall in love again, but he taught me there are more ways to love than just one…”

“Mino… please...:”

“If you cut this call Nam Taehyun, I will never talk to you again.”

“I’m sorry, but…”

“He was amazing, and I could finally enjoy sleeping with another person again. I realised then that I did not enjoy if I don’t care for the person. I guess they call us demiuals or something like that. It was good, I felt like I could breathe again. And then one day, I woke up in the bed we share, I looked at his sleeping face and realised... how much he looked like you.”

“...”

“Are you there?”

“Yes.”

“I lthought back on all the rebounds and they all had one thing in common. They all reminded me of you. I never saw it. The way they dressed, the way they parted their hair, the way they talked. Hell, my boyfriend even has a motorcycle.”

“Mino…”

“Did you… can you… Can you imagine how ing frustrated that made me feel? There I thought I had finally moved on, that your ghost was no longer following me everywhere but I was just fooling myself...

I was looking for you in every person I meet.”

“I don’t want anyone else either Mino, I was wrong. I know I keep making mistake after mistake and I know you have given me enough chances but please, just this once, please take me back.”

“How did I ever think I could get over you?”

“I don’t ever want you to get over me.”

“I hate you so much.”

"I know I know. I hate me too. Mino, please, can you forgive me, just once more. I promise I will spend my entire life making it up to you.”

“There’s nothing to forgive because I love you, and I never stopped loving you.”

“I’m coming home.”







 

 

 

Mino waited for the sliding doors to open with bated breath. What he did not expect was for Taehyun to be the first out the door. As soon as he saw Mino, he abandoned his luggage and came running towards him, hurtling himself in the air into Mino’s arms. When their lips met, for the first time in so long, Mino thought he heard the sound of people clapping. He ignored it, chalking up to his romantic comedy dreams and concentrated on welcoming Taehyun with his whole body, mouth, tongue, teeth and all.

“You’re really back!” Mino couldn’t believe it. He was holding Taehyun in his arms again. He felt solid, real. Not an apparition, obviously.

Taehyun was smiling at him through weepy eyes. “Did you doubt me?” he asked, pulling him in for another kiss. Mino couldn’t let go of his lover’s body, he needed this too much. It had been far too long.

“I would always be worried,” Mino replied, after they broke for air. “I could never take anything about you for granted.”

“My world,” Taehyun said, looking at him like he was the only thing that mattered in existence.

“My universe,” Mino replied, looking just as smitten and refusing to be outdone, because that was what Taehyun was. They both laughed out loud, realising how cheesy they sounded, It didn’t matter though, because they were there now, together, and Mino only needed to take out the square velvet box in his pocket to seal their fates together forever.
 

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Aeriincircle #1
Chapter 1: Love<3
taekiwin #2
Chapter 38: This fic is one of my favorite Namsong fics, I always comeback to it from time to time :'( good to hear from you and I'm glad you're okay<3
Please invite me, I'll make sure to read your new works!
fic_reader
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Chapter 38: Oh girl! you said "I will never stop shipping Namsong"! and suddenly I felt sooooooo happy that still THERE IS someone who has feelings for Namsong. I'm glad! ^_^
please invite me for you new story and ALL STORIES YOU WILL WRITE FOR NAMSONG.
and btw; I'm still waiting for a sequel for this story :(
pxmxi27
#4
I had so many mixed emotions reading this story it is really beautiful.

I still don't get over the ending, I hope one day to read a sequel. T T
Maerinosong
#5
Chapter 36: Wow yeaaahhh omg. Almost 7 years since the 1st time i read this fic. Like this is my first namsong's fic i've read when I joined the ship. Like omgggg i feel so emotional right hete. Cant believe it'll be ended beautifully (for me tho) andddd congratulations finally you finished the story author nim. I always been your fans ^^ i hope for a sequel but then it' s up to you. Dont worry. Namsong's hoe will stay loyal forever. Just like me. Thank you so much for finishing this precious story. Im really glad of that. And i hope you always be healthy so we can meet again in your new story author nim. Thank you so much once again. I love you ^^
fic_reader
#6
Chapter 36: I loved this fic a lot really, but the ending is sad for me. I wish there was a sequel for this. But even if there is not (a sequel), I’ve already imagined my favorite end ^^
fic_reader
#7
Chapter 1: Rereading again this fantastic story. Tnx for completing it. Hope to see more NamSong fanfics ?
sunmino
#8
Chapter 36: first off, yeaaaah!!! you finished congrats!! It took a long time but it was well worth to see how this story came to an end! Though I believe you deserve more recognition, I’m still happy you were able to complete this story and glad to have been able to discuss this fic with you!! Always been a fan of your works ♥️

I feel like I might have to go back to the doc you sent to see where the changes are absjdja I can’t say I didn’t see any major differences, though that was almost a month ago so apologies for my poor memory. Nonetheless I still enjoyed this fic and the ending! Ofc I’m a er for good endings but this doesn’t feel like a bad one even with their little thoughts calling out for each other, it gives it a realistic touch. To me, they’re simply embarking on a new path together and though it’s a little scary and will be challenging, it can work if they put the effort to make it work.

Once again thank you! (hopefully I can get out the last chapter to my own soon ?...I did say in June but things came up)
sunmino
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Chapter 35: you’re almost to the end ♥️♥️
sunmino
#10
Chapter 32: dhsjsksf surprised to have a zico-centric chapter but honestly that wasn’t bad at all! I mean it’s hard for me to wrap the idea of Zico and Danah but it still was enjoyable nonetheless, the way we got to see some insight of Zico's thoughts on namsong were nice and Danah is just as charming as her brother so can’t blame him!