YOUR POV

I went to school in the worst mood possible. I was such an idiot. I am shameful. Hongbin told me about his feelings and now everything just went downhill.

I leant against my locker as my thoughts of mentally kicking myself ran through my mind. 

"Hey babe" Hyuk, the hottest boy in school -apart from Hongbin of course- came up to me and kissed me on the cheek

I wasn't able to react properly as Maya came out of nowhere screaming like a maniac

"You cheating, two faced !" She stopped in front of me "At first you don't like Hongbin, so you get with this idiot" she said pointing to Hyuk "then you practically pour yourself onto Hongbin when you get tired of this one. What type of wife are you?" 

I felt like I was getting slapped in the face.. But I guess I deserved it. 

"You know Hongbin made an effort to be a good husband" 

"You think using me to make you jealous was being a good husband? I actually do have feelings for Hongbin!" I screamed just letting everything out

"yeah but whilst all that was happening your beautiful boyfriend here was getting cheated on and you're HONGBIN'S WIFE" Maya emphasised her last words

I sighed in defeat. I was torn and heartbroken but I had made mistakes too it wasn't entirely Hongbin's fault or Amaya's fault. 

"Even though it was an arranged marriage I actually thought we could make it seem real" Hongbin came from the corner with sadness in his eyes

"No Hongbin. Listen to me. Yes I didn't like you at first but" 

"save it. You two make a great couple" He cut me off and turned to Maya "I'm sorry I broke up with you..."

The two walked away from me and I slumped against my locker as all the students who gathered even Hyuk went away from me.

It was such a stupid decision to go out with Hyuk. He just left. He doesn't care about me. I only said yes to dating him because it was the first time I got noticed. It was the first time I got asked out. It was the first time I felt I needed a change from my life... Something spontaneous. 

...and now I'm here. In an arranged marriage that was going fine until I freaking made the wrong decisions

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hello readers. Just a short update which is also not edited so I'm sorry for that. Think of it as a Christmas present. Merry Christmas to you all ^^ thank you for supporting this story 

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