YOUR POV

"Ah ..." He muttered." I think I've fallen for you" 

As Hongbin's words settled into my mind, my heart dropped and I slowly walked back

"you weren't supposed to fall for me....not like this, not right now." I whispered in sadness still walking backwards

Hongbin came closer with a confused look on his face "not like this? Not right now?" He said repeating my words

"______-ah what's wrong?" 

I quickly ran for it as Hongbin looked up in confusion. I just ran... I ran out of the shopping centre and crossed the road...I didn't know where I was going....but I just ran out of Hongbin's sight

I soon arrived at a park, out of breathe and my hair in a dishevelled state. "Not right now" I said sitting down on a park bench with tears streaming down my face

He wasn't supposed to fall for me like that... Not because of revenge for Maya....and he wasn't supposed to fall for me now. "I'm so stupid" I mentally kicked myself.

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After a few hours at the park, in my messed up state I decided to go home and face the truth. As I opened the door to the house Hongbin immediately sat up from his position on the couch.

"________-ah you don't have to give me an answer now... Just tell me why?" He spoke slowly 

"Why what? I asked truly confused

"why...not like this...why...not right now" he spoke in a troubled manner

I kept my distance from Hongbin I really didn't want to tell him the truth. He had been so kind to me and all I did was make the wrong decisions...

"Hongbin...I" My voice drifted off as tears formed

"shhh" he quietened my sobs as he came to pull me into a hug

My head fell to his chest and I could hear his heart beat. The soft sound made my sobs come to an end but the tears, sadness and guilt still remained.

I cried more as those words came from his mouth as I slowly realised what he just said. "Your kindness is making me feel guilty" I said pulling away from his warm embrace and leaving the room with my head looking at the ground. He didn't deserve me as his wife even if it was an arranged marriage. 

HONGBIN POV

'your kindness is making me feel guilty' these words kept running through my mind as I laid down on my bed. She seemed pained to hear me realise my feelings for her. "What's the back story to all this pain?" I whispered to myself "I need to know _______-ah" 

"A few days ago we were happy being friends whom were made to marry by our parents. Now I've just ruined it."

I threw my pillow at the wall in frustration. If only I had known earlier about my feelings....

YOUR POV

I slid my back against the door to Hongbin's room. I could hear him talk to himself "now I've just ruined it"  I heard him say. 

"It's my fault. Not yours" I thought to myself 

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short chapter but I hope things are starting to become more interesting. Sorry for not updating in a while. Enjoy. I wonder what's happening to you....

PS. Sorry for any spelling or grammar mistakes

PPS. Still over the moon about Vixx's 1st win. N promised chicken so where's my chicken? Hahaha