Chapter 15 - The Uneasy Feeling

Time Flies

Next Morning. Lee’s Main House.

“Omma. Have you told the ahjussi to pick Yo—OH! You already here????” Jonghyun, who just went downstairs, looks ready to go to school, seems very surprised when he saw that Yoona already there in his house, sitting on the couch while taking with his mom happily. They both turned their gazes at Jonghyun and smiled. Jonghyun approached them in a hurry. “You’re here already! Why you didn’t tell me???”

“I already told you when I’m dragging you to the bathroom, adeul…” Lee Ha Ni said while smiling. “That the driver was heading to Yoona’s house that time…”

“Well, I think I was still sleeping that time.” Jonghyun said nonchalantly and took a seat beside Yoona. “Why you’re wearing a uniform? Don’t tell me that you’re planning to go to school?” he squinted at Yoona.

“Of course I’ll go. Wae?”

“Andwae!” Jonghyun frowned at her. “But you still couldn’t move your right leg!”

"I can… a little…”

“No!”

“Jongie—“

“No!”

“Jongie…”

“No! Ignore my words again, huh?” Jonghyun turned his sharp gaze at Yoona. “Fine. Just go to school! Only you!” he folded his arms and leaned on the couch. “I’ll absent for today.”

“Aniiya... I’m not ignoring your words…” Yoona softened her voice, trying to convince him. “I just don’t want to miss any lessons… and you should not too…”

“Then let’s just ask an extended class in other day.” Jonghyun said as he took off his blazer and his shirt, showing a white casual t-shirt that he wore inside these all. “I’ll ask the headmaster about this matter… I’m sure he will give us an extended class…” he added. “Go change your uniform into a casual one, Yoong. Some maids will help you. I’ll talk with Mom for a moment.” He ordered and after Yoona went into the room with the help from maid, he then went to the kitchen, where his Mom was preparing the breakfast for them all.

“Oh, cancelling your plan?” Lee Ha Ni asked when she saw Jonghyun is approaching her. She asked in light voice, seems like she already expected the situation beforehand.

“Nee, omma…” Jonghyun answered while taking a glass of milk and drink it in one gulped. “Omma can you please call the school, telling them that I and Yoongie—“

“Will absent for today because of some personal reasons. Already, dear. And I already asked for extended classes for you two, too..” Lee Ha Ni completed his son’s words. “This afternoon. Here.”

“Here??”

“Yes, son. Here.” Lee Ha Ni smiled towards his son. “It’ll be hard for Yoona to walk around, right? So, I’ll ask the teachers to do the private class here for you two.”

“Woah… how could—ah, right… Appa…” Jonghyun didn’t finish his question because he just realized the answer. Right. Dad… Actually sometimes I forgot that Dad and  even Haraboji is the Chief of School Foundation…

“Well since your ‘school-problem’ is already solved, then can I ask you something, adeul? While waiting for Yoona to have a breakfast together with us…”

“Sure. What’s that, Omma?”

“I heard there’s a little incident when you were in Japan… that makes you angry… Is it right?” Lee Ha Ni asked curiously.

“About what, Omma?” Jonghyun asked back nonchalantly while turning on the TV, looking for a morning news, while waiting for Yoona.

“About you were being angry towards a girl…”

“Hm? Nugu?” Jonghyun furrowed his eyebrows, but then in a second, he finally understand. “Ah… that girl…”

“Yes, that girl.” Lee Ha Ni sat on the chair in front of his son while smiling. “What did she say about Yoona?”

“Ugh… just remembering it makes me annoying! She said that Yoongie is not good enough to be on my side!!”

“And why you’re angry because of that? Are you saying that you disagree with her?”

“Of course!!”

“Then it means you won’t accept other girl except Yoona?”

“Accept the others to be on my side? Nah I think I won’t…” Jonghyun said nonchalantly. “Why, omma?” he asked as he noticed his Mom is remaining silent while staring at him.

“No… Uhm… Can I tell you somet—ah, Yoona, come here dear.” Lee Ha Ni didn’t finish her words as she saw Yoona was approaching, after changed her uniform into a casual one.

Jonghyun spontaneously stood up and helped her to walk and sit beside him. “What are you going to ask before, Omma?” he asked as they started to have a breakfast together.

“Well… son, you know… Actually, I, your Dad and your Grandfather… uhm…” Lee Ha Ni looks hesitant for a while. “We… actually we want to introduce you with someone…”

“And who is he, omma?” Jonghyun still asked nonchalantly.

“Not… Not ‘he’. I mean… a girl…” Lee Ha Ni said while glancing nervously at Jonghyun and Yoona.

Jonghyun, who was busily eating, suddenly stopped and looked at his Mom with furrowed eyebrows. “A girl?? What for?”

“Well… son… you know… just a casual dinner between you and her… this weekend.”

“And what is that casual dinner for, Omma?” Jonghyun’s voice turned firm.

Well, Yoona have to admit that although Jonghyun is been well known as a warm hearted and kind guy, but when he turned serious, he can look so scary. You guys remember how’s him when I fell yesterday right? Ugh…

“Just a casual dinner. You know, such as an arranged meeting between you and that girl…” Lee Ha Ni tried to explain.

“And who’s that girl? Why I should met her?” Jonghyun kept asking. Totally ignoring his breakfast.

“Just an acquaintance… She’s a nice girl. Your Dad and Your Grandfather even like her when first time they saw her. Would you, son?”

“Is she a daughter of Dad’s friend?” Jonghyun frowned.

“Well… you can say yes. She is a daughter of Dad’s friend…”

“Then Dad’s friend will come along too?”

“Yes…”

Jonghyun exhaled loudly as he leaned his back on the chair. Suddenly he felt that he already lost his appetite. “Then it explain that the dinner won’t be just a casual dinner. What is this about, Omma? A meeting for the ‘future’?”

“Ah adeul… we didn’t think for that matter, yet…”

“Then why I have to attend the dinner?”

“I just want you and her to interact… and get closer…”

“As?”

Lee Ha Ni couldn’t respond his son’s question right away. Especially when his son’s eyes were staring at her profoundly. She looked at Yoona with pleaded eyes. Asking for help.

Yoona cleared as she noticed that Jonghyun’s Mom needs her to convince Jonghyun. She didn’t let out any words since beginning because she knew that the conversation is something that other people shouldn’t interrupt. Although hearing this makes me feel… I don’t know… I couldn’t describe it… She looked at Jonghyun, who was putting a scary expression on his face. “Jongie…” she started to call her name softly.

“No. End of talk. The answer is no.” Jonghyun still looked at his Mom. “Omma hear me, right?” he put down the fork and left the table without saying anymore and straightly heading to his room upstairs.

Yoona stared at Jonghyun’s back until he finally disappeared. Okay… this is getting awkward… This is the first time I saw him against his parents…

“Forgive me, Yoona. For getting you into an awkward situation like this…” Lee Ha Ni apologized as she saw Yoona’s expression.

“Ah, no Imo… Please don’t apologize. Beside, I was the one who came to this house so I apologized if your conversation with Jonghyun became awkward because of me…” Yoona bowed her head. “Uhm… Imo… can I finish first? I think I should talk with him…” His mood must be seriously bad right now…

“Sure, dear. Actually I’m about to ask for your help just now. You know… he usually can be very diligent towards your words, Yoona. Talk with him please, Yoona?”

And why the idea of that dinner gives me a strange feeling… I don’t know… it just feels so… molla… But then she finally nodded. “Ne. Please excuse me, Imo.”

“Gomawo, dear. Ah, let me help you to go upstairs. Your leg must be still hurt, right?” Lee Ha Ni got up quickly and helped Yoona to walk. “You know, I remembered when Jongie was in 1st year of Junior High… he was having injuried in Judo tournament, he couldn’t move his right ankle for almost two weeks. And it makes me cried everyday because seeing my precious son was in pain. But he insisted to go to school, just like you…” she smiled. “I told him that he can have an extended class in other day and he diligently follow my words. Actually… you know Yoong, this is the first time that Jongie was against me… Usually he won’t complain anything…” she sighed. “So, please help me to convince him, Yoona. Can you, dear?”

If only there’s another choice… I prefer to choose the other one rather than this… I don’t know what happen to me… this is the first time I feel uneasy to help Imo… Although I feel bad but still I just couldn’t erase my strange feeling… “Ne, Imo… I’ll try…” Yoona gave Lee Ha Ni a reassure smile and waited for Jonghyun’s Mom went downstairs until she knocked Jonghyun’s door. “Jong… can I enter?” she asked softly and within a second, Jonghyun already opened the door with worried expression on his face.

“Yoongie, mian!! I  forgot that you couldn’t walk by yourself… I just left without waiting for you…” Jonghyun blabbered as soon as he saw Yoona. He helped Yoona to enter his room and make her sit on his bed.so Yoona can straightened her legs. “Done with your breakfast?”

“Yes, but you haven’t. Why you suddenly left like that?”

“I lost my appetite suddenly…” Jonghyun answered while sitting on the floor, beside the bed. “Omma’s request is seriously daebak…” he grumbled as he was playing his phone randomly.

Yoona glanced at Jonghyun’s phone and she couldn’t help but formed a happy smile as she saw that the picture on Jonghyun’s phonescreen is still her picture. But then she remembered again that she should back to the topic. “Why? You don’t like the idea?”

“Of course! Seriously, this is the first time Omma asked me something like this. And why she had to ask me to do it when she already knew that I’m very against that kind of thing…”

“But Jong… it’s just a common dinner…”

“No, it’s not! Yya Yoongie… I might look so stupid, but don’t think that I didn’t know what’s the reason behind that dinner later…” Jonghyun looked at Yoona while pouting his lips. “You must be know it too, right Yoong?”

Of course I know… That’s why I have this strange feeling right when I knew about that… “Hey, who said that you look so stupid? You’ve got the top result in all of lessons and also in mid exam before. Who said that you look stupid, hm?” Yoona asked as she ruffled Jonghyun’s hairs. Gosh… how can he looks so cute when he was nagging like this…?

“Then why Omma keep saying that it’s just a common dinner when actually she knew that it’s not that simple?”

“Imo is just trying to tell you in better way, Jongie…” Yoona said in convince tone. “Your family just want to make you and that girl become friend and getting closer…”

“But I don’t need any girl to be close with, except you!” Jonghyun spontaneously said. And of course, successfully made Yoona’s face turn blushed.

But you have to focus Yoong… Remember that Imo was counting on you… Put aside your feeling first… “Then is it mean you won’t attend the dinner?”

“I won’t. Absolutely.” Jonghyun said stubbornly.

“But she’s a daughter of your Dad’s colleague…”

“And?”

“And? You want to cancel the plan that your family already made for you? You wanted them to be disappointed because of you?” Yoona started to get through Jonghyun’s weak point.

Jonghyun pouted more as he know he couldn’t answer Yoona’s question. Make his family disappointed of him is the last thing that he wanted in his whole life. But still… I really don’t need any girls for being introduced to me. Seriously, no need at all. I really hate girls. I don’t have any interest to  become friends with them all especially if it will  develop into another stepforward such as an arranged ma—molla! The point is, I don’t interest with any girls. Except one. And I already found her. So what is the purpose of that dinner???

“Do you want to embarrass your Dad, your family, in front of his colleague if you didn’t come to the dinner?” Yoona kept bombarded him as she saw Jonghyun is having a battle in his mind. “Jong, it’s just a dinner. No matter what’s the reason behind it all, but then, you’re the one who decided what will happen later. If you don’t want to go further, then I bet your family will understand. But, Jongie, at least, just attend the dinner first. You can decided after you saw her. If not, then it will be unfair. You really dislike something unfair right? So, come on Jong… attend the dinner. Then the decision later will be fully on you…”

“Jinjja? How did you know?”

“Imo told me…”

“When?”

“Actually… before you went downstairs, Imo already told me that she wanted to ask you to attend the dinner with a daughter of your Dad’s colleague…” Yoona grimaced.

“Mwo? Ah… that’s explain why you just remained silent when we’re having breakfast before. You’re already stand on Omma’s side…” Jonghyun pouted again. “So you agree if I finally decide to attend the dinner?”

If only I can tell you my truth feeling… Yoona silently sighed. “I’ve promised Imo that I’ll try to convince you to attend the dinner. So… yes…” She said with slightly hesitant. “But why you need my agreement?”

“Don’t know… just want…” Jonghyun mumbled. “And honestly I hope you told me not to attend that dinner…”

“Eh… museum seoriya?” Yoona seems like couldn’t believe what she just heard from Jonghyun. “Why did you hope like that??”

“Don’t you have any feeling as you know that my family is setting a blind date-or-you-can-call-it-dinner for me?” Jonghyun stared at Yoona. “Such as… jealous…”

Oh! Since when he has a good sense??? “Why do you think that way?” Yoona tried not to answer the question right away.

“Because sometimes I had that kind of feeling…”

“To me?”

“Yeah… Who else do you see here?” Jonghyun looks slightly annoying as Yoona kept asking in disbelief tone.

“But I never had any special meeting with a guy before…” Yoona tilted her head, confused.

“Yes, but sometimes that situation came across my mind… And even if it still never happened since right now, imagining that you will meet and have a special meeting with other guy except me is seriously makes me feel so annoying… And I don’t know why…” Jonghyun said bluntly. “Don’t you feel the same right now?”

Yoona just stared silently at Jonghyun with surprise eyes for a while until she finally managed to answer. “Well… uhm… actually…when Imo told me about this matter… that your family want to introduce a girl for you… Honestly… I feel the same that you said…” she finally blurted out. Well… He’s being honest… I feel bad if I kept hiding my feeling from him… “Yya, why you didn’t respond my words???” she felt that her cheeks were blushing as she saw this time, Jonghyun was the one who stared at her for a while without any responses.

“No… I was just… surprised. It means I’m not the only one who feel this strange feeling, right? Thenif you felt the same, why you kept telling me to attend that dinner, Yoongie??”

“Because I already promised to Imo that I’ll try to convince you, Jongie…” And it means I should put aside my feeling first. “And I don’t want you to against your parent’s will… Tell me, don’t you feel bad with Imo right now? After you against her words and left her…”

“Then what am I suppose to do, Yoong?” Jonghyun asked in childish tone. “Can I just bring you to the dinner to please?”

And why he’s putting those puppy eyes… It’s so irresistible! “You know it’s impossible, Jongie…” Yoona ruffled Jonghyun’s hairs. “Just meet that girl first. Then if you’re not interest---“

“Of course I’m not and I won't!!”

“Let me finish my words, first!” Yoona glared at Jonghyun and softly patted his head. Made Jonghyun pouted and shut his mouth. “Then if you’re not interest, you can tell your family honestly. They will understand for sure. Aren’t you saying that they always granted your wish and your requests at least its all reasonable? If you already rejected without attending the dinner, then it’s unreasonable. But if you attend the dinner first and you found that you’re not interest to go any further, then it’s reasonable enough. And your family will listen to your words.”

“Then how about you?”

“Well… I don’t have any rights to tell you not to do it…” Yoona muttered while looking away. I’m not okay with this situation, of course! But what can I do????

Jonghyun ruffled his hairs frustratingly. At one side, he felt bad towards his Mom because of his rude act before… and also because of Yoona’s words, he feels that he’ll consider to attend that dinner, of course with a note. But in other side, he don’t know why but he feels like he’s betraying Yoona if he attend that dinner. But betraying what??? I don’t know to… This is so confusing!! He thought for a while until his brain finally worked properly. “Yoong, then do you have any planning this weekend?”

“Huh? I don’t know… Why?”

“Do you want to go with me? Just having fun around…”

Yoona frowned. “Yya, shouldn’t you attend the dinner that time??”

“Well, we can meet after that dinner. I bet it won’t take too long. Let’s go, Yoongie, okay? I’ll fetch you as soon as I left the dinner…”

“Are you sure…? Why you didn’t want to attend the dinner fully?”

“Because it will be bored.” Jonghyun grimaced. “Cmon Yoong… We never went out together at night before right? It sounds so fun…” he looked at Yoona with pleading eyes. “Yooooong…”

Yoona thought for a while until she finally sighed. “It’s up to you then. But with one condition…”

“What is it?”

“If you satisfied with that girl later, then just forget our planning and just show your best to her. Okay?”

Jonghyun pouted as he heard Yoona’s rule. “What a very annoying rule. Nevermind, then. I’m very sure that I wont feel any interest nor satisfy feeling with that girl…” he shrugged his shoulder nonchalantly. “Then, it’s a deal, right? That you and I will have a date this weekend at night…”

“I said it’s up to you, Jongie…”

“Arasseo. Just wait and see, Yoongie. I’ll arrive in front of your house at very early night.” Jonghyun said with full of excitement and stood up.

“Where are you going?” Yoona asked.

“Apologize to omma. Somehow I feel very bad after getting mad at him and even against her words…” Jonghyun said. “Can you wait me for a moment, Yoong?”

Yoona couldn’t help but smiling upon hearing his words. What a very nice son… “Sure, Jongie.. And don’t mind me. I’ll wait you here as long as you want to take your time to apologize to Imo…” she smiled again as she saw Jonghyun nodded. But then, her face turned slightly worry and uneasy once again when Jonghyun finally left the room. Honestly I wont expect too much with your planning for us this weekend… I don’t know why but I think what will happen later in that dinner  is totally different with his planning… I think it will so far from what he just expected… And it really makes me feel uneasy… She sighed loudly as she grabbed her phone and typed a text.

Yul unnie, I need your help for this weekend…

 

* * *

 

It was already late morning when they were chilling out together at the backyard. Jonghyun said that he wanted to swim on the pool before the teachers come, and since it’s impossible for Yoona right now, so she just sitting on the sun lounger beside the pool while reading some manga, totally relaxed.

“Yoong, do you already have a plan after we graduated from high school?” Jonghyun, who just finished swimming and put on his clothes back after he took a shower once again—sat on sun lounger beside Yoona and suddenly let out an out-of-nowhere-question—as usual.

“Huh?” Yoona put down the manga and looked at Jonghyun. “What’s with your sudden question?” she asked confusedly.

“Nothing…” Jonghyun shrugged his shoulder. “Just suddenly want to know... Do you already have a plan which major that you’ll take in university…?”

“Of course…” Yoona smiled. “I think I’ll take Fashion Design Major…”

“Oh?! Jinjja?” Jonghyun took off his sunglasses and looked at Yoona with surprised eyes. “Fashion Designing?”

Yoona nodded. “Why?”

“No… Well… I just didn’t expect that you will take that major. I never saw your designs. Do you have some?”

“Actually I have a lot… but all of them are so poor that’s why I never have any confidence to show it t other people…” Yoona grimaced. “That’s why I want to take that major… so I can learned to become better…”

“So you’ll plan to study abroad?”

“If my family agreed… then I think I will… but it means I have to study very hard… The university that I want to attend is one of top design schools… it must be so difficult to become one of student there…”

“Let me guess… Parson School of Design?”

“Oh!” Yoona got up and sat straightly while looking at Jonghyun in surprised. “How did you know??”

Jonghyun just grinned. “Just a random guess. So… it’s Parson, hm…?” he commented while seems was thinking of something. “It’s about 170 miles, then…” he mumbled.

“170 miles from where?” Yoona asked as she noticed Jonghyun was mumbling something.

“Hm? Nothing…” Jonghyun shook his head and flashing a smile. “Hey Yoong, can I take a look at your designs?”

“Huh?? But—“

“I promise I won’t laugh…” Jonghyun looked at her with sincere eyes. “Can I?”

And your eyes are seriously irresistible… What is your purpose of seeing my designs actually…? I can’t understand… “Well… then… I’ll show it to you later…” Yoona finally gave up. “Then how about you, Jong? Will you attend Business School?”

Jonghyun sighed as he leaned back on the sun lounger. “I don’t know yet, Yoong… My parents let me to decide what major that I want to take… honestly I want to attend the same university with you…” he said bluntly.

“Eh?? W—why…?”

“Hm? Because I need to see you every day…” Jonghyun glanced at Yoona and smiled. “Yoong, you’re someone that I’ve been searching for ten years… Do you think after I found you, I’ll only satisfy just by spending two years in high school with you? Or are you already feel satisfied?”

Yoona felt that the blood rushed to her cheeks as she heard Jonghyun’s firm words. “But it doesn’t mean that you’ll take fashion design major too right Jongie?”

“And you didn’t answer my question…” Jonghyun stared at Yoona profoundly. “How do you feel if you couldn’t see me for a day? Or for a week…?”

Why he suddenly have a good intuition today??? “Well… I think I’ll miss you…” Yoona muttered while looking away, hiding her embarrassment.

“And so do I…”

Oh heart… please don’t beat too fast! “But it doesn’t mean that you’ll take the same major with me too, Jongie, right?” Yoona repeated her question. Trying to get rid from the topic before as soon as possible.

“Of course I won’t. Let’s just say that my goal is to be accepted as a new student in one of university in Ivy League…”

“Wow…” Yoona exclaimed in amazed. “Honestly I already expected that you will choose one of them. And I think it will be easy for you. After all, you’ve got the top result in all lessons. So what’s that? Harvard Business School?”

“If you choose Parsons, then I think I’ll choose the nearest one. Harvard Business School is about 170 miles from Parson… It means just about thirty until fourty minutes by plane…” Jonghyun flashed his chic smile to Yoona. “Sounds good, right?”

“Are you… serious? I mean, not about Harvard—since I think you’re perfectly fit to attend it—but are you seriously thinking about… us?” Yoona hardly to finish her words as she couldn’t stand her embarrassment feeling too. I don’t know but why I feel like this kind of conversation is actually fit for couple… while we are… not… uhm… can I add… ‘yet’…? OMO!! My brain is going crazy!

“Of course.” Jonghyun nodded. “I just don’t want to be separate with you. So, wherever you want to study, I’ll try to always be with you although we will be not in the same university. Or should we just living together?”

“Mw—Mwo??? Living together????”

“Yes… living together when we're studying in abroad... Wae? Is there something wrong with that idea?” Jonghyun asked innocently.

OF COURSE!!! IS HE BLIND OR WHAT??? “Of course there is!”

“What is that?” Jonghyun frowned. “Aah… I know. Should I marry you first, Yoongie?”

Yoona’s jaw dropped as she heard Jonghyun’s question, especially when he asked it with casual tone. THIS GUY IS TOTALLY CRAZY! Did he think that marriage is an easy thing to talk about… and to do????!!! And why he suddenly talked about marriage when we’re even not a couple!!! “Yya, Jongie… but there’s no reason for us of living together!”

Jonghyun furrowed his eyerbrows at Yoona while his face turned serious. “What do you mean by there’s no reason?? Of course there is!”

“And what is that??”

“I won’t let you away from me!”

“Why?”

“Because I need to see you every day, Yoong!”

“Why you need to?” Yoona insisted to ask.

“Isn’t it normal if you want to see someone that you love every day???”

“L—love…?” Yoona agaped. Is he… serious?? I didn’t hear the wrong thing, right??? IS THIS GUY JUST SAYING SOMETHING ABOUT LOVE?????

“Well… that’s what Donghae hyung and Yonghwa hyung said to me…” Jonghyun ruffled his hairs while looking away. Seems like he feels embarrassed too.

“What did they say???”

“They asked me many questions about you… and they said that my anwers are showing that I love you…” Jonghyun mumbled. “Are they right, Yoong?”

“Why are you asking me??? Ask them!” Yoona unconsciously raised her voice, slightly annoyed. If you said something, then make sure before you blurted out!!! So you love me or not, huh????

“Then how about you, do you love me?” Jonghyun kept asking. Seems like he didn’t realized that the girl in front of him is totally frustrated because of his blunt words.

“Molla!” Yoona hissed and looked away. Totally annoyed.

“What do you mean by ‘molla’???” Jonghyun seems didn’t satisfy with Yoona’s answer.

Then how about you??? You’re the one who didn’t sure about your feeling, ppabo! Yoona grumbled in her mind. “This is not important, Jong! Soon, you’ll meet a girl and I don’t want to do anything or say anything which will ruin your meeting with her later.” Yoona finally spoke after she remained silent for a while. Because as I said before I had strange feeling with that dinner…

“What do you mean?? I don’t care who’s that girl! I already told you that she’s just nothing! And you’re the most important for me!!”

Yoona stared at Jonghyun with undescribed eyes. “Don’t be too sure, Jong… You won’t know what will happen later…” I can’t guarantee how’s your feeling towards that girl later…

“Yoong, stop it! Why you dragged that dinner in our conversation?? You know that I really don’t like that idea!” Jonghyun is starting to get annoyed.

“No, you stop it, Jong! Stop talking about us, first! I just don’t want to get my hope so high but then I’ll be the one who was feeling upset later…”

“I don’t know what’s wrong with you right now. This is the first time I feel annoyed when we’re talking. Why you have to drag other unknown people in our conversation? Why you couldn’t understand that the dinner is just nothing? Why you couldn’t understand how important you are for me?” Jonghyun sighed in frustrated. “Fine. Let just stop talking about us and about everything!” he said coldly  as he took one of manga randomly from the table and leaned back to the chair. I really couldn’t understand you… am I the only one who really need you so much? And you’re not…? Seriously? He sighed once again and faceback Yoona. This is so frustrating!

Yoona stared at Jonghyun’s back and sighed quietly. I already told you that you shouldn’t underestimate the girl that you’ll meet at your dinner later, Jong… You should listen to me… I behaved like this for your own good, Jong… Hopefully you will understand later… And please don’t think that you’re the only one who need me… because you didn’t know that I need you more than you do… But once again… We’ll see what will happen later… Right now, I just couldn’t respond anything towards your words, Jong… towards your feeling… I really don’t want to ruin your arranged meeting… Although I’m the one who feel the most uneasy about that… but what can I do? I can’t do anything except just go with the flow… Once again, you will understand Jongie… later…

 

 

 


annyeong^^

well I know some of you guys might think that this chapt is no fun at all. Can I explain it  little why I make the chapter turned like this?

The main point of this chapter is the arranged dinner. I wanted to show how big is Jonghyun's burdened feeling twards that dinner... that's why you can see that he's not that blunt as usual... you can see that he became more serious. Yes, its because he feels burdened with his Mom's request... I hope you can understand :) *hopefully~ :))

and abot Yoona, I think you can see her feeling clearly guys :) yes, she worried alot with the result of that dinner. That's why she kept talking about that ~

and as I said that since the genre is schoollife, so there wont be uch as a very heavy problem between them, BUT it doesnt mean that their life will be so smooth every day, right? hehehe~

I really hope you can bear this boring chapter guys T.T forgive me. really really sorry. I made this bcause I already planned something in the next chapter. ^^ hopefully you can bear it dear. forgive me, once again.

and as usual, thank you so much for my lovely SUBSCRIBERS, READERS, COMMENTS, UPVOTERS, FRIENDS, AND ALL OF YOU WHO STILL SUPPORT AND READ THIS STORY ^^ love u all ^^

and please feel free to tell me if you have any critics, suggests, or feedbacks ^^ i'll accept it all gladly.

see ya next chapt. *please forgive me with this boring chapt. T.T~ Love u.

 

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deerburning19 #1
Chapter 20: I hope you'll update this story unnie :)
cloudyluen #2
Chapter 20: Wow.. nice one.
jjjong
#3
Chapter 20: I feel the last two chapter too flat. I need jongyoon moment
jjjong
#4
Chapter 19: Thank you for update, actually i read updated chapter, nut I don't have time to comment one by one, so I try to give a comment
Well i want to their college life too.
Fidiyoong #5
Chapter 20: Love it,,,, update faster please... thank you authornim
hwaseo #6
Chapter 20: Yoongie should acompanny jongie to sleep, so maybe the nightmare will stop
Hmm, just get married ^^
bluerose02 #7
Chapter 20: Wahhh update,, thankyou author nim... Please update soon..^^
liana70 #8
Chapter 20: Ooooh innocent and blunt jonghyun is always the best.....once again thanks for the update
liana70 #9
Chapter 20: thaaaaaaank you for the update.....
steiyoon #10
Chapter 20: It's good to read your story again! Hoping for your next chapter it will be longer. Thank you!