Disappointment

Bittersweet
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Miyoung took small and weak steps into the mansion. It wa a weird feeling to be at a place so familiar yet unfamiliar at once. She had spent the majority of her childhood here, but her memories consisted of blurry images of her bedroom that was too big for a little child, of the garden she was never allowed to play in, and of the door to the office of her father that she barely dared to open. And not to forget the very vague memory of her mother before the said one got divorced from her father. Vague memories only consisting of yelling and nagging and chiding. At times hitting because her mother had never been one with a lot patience.

It was a huge mansion, she was reminded only now again. The few days here when she had been euphoric to live in Korea with Sehun by her side had affected her perception of everything. But now that the happy and nice bubble she'd been living in for the past two months was popped, her view was very clear again.

And she could see that this mansion was too big. Too lonely.

Sure, there were some maids here and there. But maids are more like furniture than people in a mansion like this. They are here to clean, serve food, and to do anything the people residing here were too lazy to do. Besides, it's not as f they wanted to be here; they were paid after all.

"Your father wishes to speak to you," a maid informed her, pulling the girl out of her thoughts.

Miyoung looked up surprised. He was at home? Bwfore she had left for the trip, he had gone on a short trip to Japan, as far as she knew at least.

Feeling uncomfortable thinking about confronting her father, she mumbled, "Okay."

After the first knock her father already answered, and Miyoung unwillingly entered. Honestly, she didn't feel like listening to a lecture after what had happened with Sehun. she'd probably be unable to keep shut and end up arguing with her father even though an argument with him was one of her biggest fears. Because no matter what he'd always win. Even if to her he seemed to be wrong at first, he'd be right at the end.

"I heard you left the trip earlier than expected," her father began, and at his tone Miyoung already wanted to turn around and leave.

"Yes."

"Didn't I tell you to stay home. You've always been too weak for trips like that. I told you that, but you insisted your health was better. At this age you should know yourself better."

Miyoung bit on her tongue to keep shut. Indeed, it had taken a little argument with her father to go on the trip. But she hadn't lied, she had felt fit for the trip.

"You know that I don't want your frail health to be public. It is a shame that my only daughter is so weak."

She bit harder. Honestly, she just wanted to yell at him, but from years of experience she knew better.

"All this after your medicore results in Germany. You can never do better than this, can you?"

Miyoung took a deep breath when he mentioned the results of the special exam she and Sehun had taken at the end of the trip. It hadn't turned out extremely well for Miyoung because she had often almost collapsed into bed to sleep instead of studying more. But the exam had only been to show them what they had learned, nothing important, so she'd just told herself to get over the medicore results. She knew she could do better if she had studied more and slept less.

Miyoung swallowed the anger and tried to say calmly, “The results... I was really tired most of the time. I did try.”

Her father put her off with a wave of his hand. "Doesn’t matter. It’s your responsibility to take care of your health. If you continue to be like this, you'll only bring shame to this family."

Her patience ripped.

"Continue to be like what? I'm trying my best not to bring shame to this family. Every single day I am trying. You simply can't see it, you old blind old man!" she angrily retorted, immediatel afterward wishing she’d had left out the blind old man part.

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gogogirl26 #1
Chapter 24: i really like this story. Sometimes i wonder what happen with antagonist story. And im someone that hate if sometime main characters always got they want. I know they struggling and other, but being antagonist and being hated its really another story. And their story usually end up in saddening way. Thanks for making this story and showing that antagonist characters also human at all. I really hate Sehun when he offered about ending the relationship cz he found his gf. Like pls you really didnt care about Minyoung at all, i feel you Minyoung. Hope you gonna update this story again :)
Stay safe and stay healthy ^^
againagainagain #2
Chapter 24: Nooo... did not realize this is an ongoing fic. Just got caught up send knowing I have to edit it jarring. Lol


On another note there are two things in particular that I appreciate about this story. 1) The setup of the story seems to suggest that Miyoung and Luhan will end up together. Over at the very least have a deeper and more involved relationship than what typically transpires between teachers and students. I appreciate that you're taking your time to build the musical understanding between them, that they're both 18 point oldest, ie. "Legal", and that you haven't fallen into the trope of a student- teacher romance. Honestly, I hate that setup more than anything. While it's feasible that kids may have crush on older people, it's unrealistic and socially and morally irresponsible for teachers to be involved with students. And if the student is underaged it's even more irresponsible. It's not to be reciprocated. Instead this story presents a situation where the student and teacher are addressing bullying and developing mutual respect and encouraging each other.
2) that being said, this chapter is a turning point. Miyoung is remembering how to be confident and believe in herself again. I think that is this moment she may not be self-assured, but she's truly self-aware.Her and Luhan have resolved to do something about the bullying. But honestly Luhan came across as a bit of an enabler when he more or justified Miyoung's plan to retaliate. I actually think that Miyoung is right to a certain extent that blackmailing makes her no better than her bullies. If they go through with this then I hope that eventually both Miyoung and Luhan will have a moment of reckoning . We can be confident and self-validate ourselves without adopting the same behaviors that make others monsters. I hope our protagonist's cunningness can help her to fight back in a more subtle or indirect way that brings results. I hope she can maneuver in ways that are wise and effective rather than vindictive. That this be a story of blooming self-assurance, rebuilt trust (I believe this is where Luhan comes in) , and maturity. A coming of age story of sorts.


I guess we'll see!
XxOliviaxX
#3
Chapter 12: And the very moment the world of her and mine hits like Bang !
XxOliviaxX
#4
Chapter 8: Why I'm feeling sad ....
XxOliviaxX
#5
Chapter 1: Love it !
claire_bear_
#6
I hope you update this someday, don’t rush though if you don’t want to
sarahk143
#7
Chapter 24: oh my goodness i just found this story again and just realised it's been almost a year since i last touched it!!! still gives me such great vibes. x
VIPgurl97
#8
Chapter 24: I was looking for a story with antagonist-like protagonist and I found this. I love that Miyoung makes mistakes and learns from them. I hope you will update in the near future since I want to see Miyoung and Luhan become closer!
Cat_that_luvs_kpop #9
Chapter 24: Pls update. This story is extremely well written and even though I haven't read ara's pov yet I can tell it will be very good. I really like the way you write. Miyoung is very cunning which makes her a very interesting person. Happy late new year!