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There were two things occupying Miyoung’s mind as she sat in the tent, resting as she was tired from the eventful day: Sehun’s absence and the intern’s help she’d received. She was barely paying attention to the pain in her swollen finger.

Why was Sehun still missing? Shouldn’t he be back by now? Had something happened? Was he injured?

Why had that intern, Luhan, suddenly decided to help her? Had he actually watched her during the complete act of her miserably failing to build the tent? If so, why hadn’t he helped her earlier? Not that I care about having embarrassed myself in front of him, though, she thought, puckering her lips, as she opened her bag to drink a bit water. Definitely not.

When the clear water refreshed her parched throat, her thoughts went over to Sehun again. Earlier, she had realised that he’d forgotten his backpack here. What was he going to do in the forest without his backpack? Wasn’t he thirsty? Or cold? The backpack contained all the important items, and yet, he’d forgotten it.

Of course, he would, she pursed her lips, considering in what hurry and panic he was, earlier.

Truthfully, even if she had wanted to push away all those assumptions about the reason for Sehun’s sudden leave, she had felt this pressure at the back of her head for the whole time, except for the confusion she’d felt when the intern helped her.

What was that Park Ara to him? But Miyoung forced herself not to have too many dumb assumptions before she had any confirmation.

However, right now, Sehun’s well-being was much more important. She stared at her phone. There was no signal here, so calling was no option.

Miyoung furrowed her brows. Had he found that girl? If yes, then the teachers should be able to find them with the tracker in her backpack, right?

In the end, not only Sehun was outside, but she had been out for a long time, too, hadn’t she? She had to be hungry and tired, so they should be found as soon as possible. All assumptions aside, both of them were classmates of Miyoung after all.

To be out for such a long time …

Unable to remain still anymore, she opened the tent and went out, searching for a teacher. She needed to ask, if they had already tried looking for the girl’s tracker. She couldn’t just go on and sleep peacefully, knowing that Sehun was out there without his tracker. Who knew what might have happened?

In the darkness, with only the moonlight illuminating the camp, she could barely make out anything and there weren’t any teachers. They were most-likely sleeping.

How the hell could those teachers sleep when two of their students were out there?!

Miyoung angrily stomped forward, not realising that she was nearing the front of the forest. She halted next to a tree when she had taken several steps into the forest.

Should she go and look for them?

She looked down at her attire, she wasn’t even wearing her jacket and she didn’t have her tracker with her either. Then her gaze wandered to her surroundings. It was dark and cold.

Wouldn’t that be stupid?

It was dangerous and even if she was a classmate to the girl and a friend – and probably-to-be-fiancé – to Sehun, she wasn’t obliged to put herself in danger to help them, right? Besides, being out during the rest period when no teacher was out to watch over the students was already a little dangerous, wasn’t it? There could be thieves or people worse than that. Murderers or molesters. And even apart from that, the forest itself was a bit scary. Miyoung had always been scared of horror movies and this was the perfect setting for one.

However, before the girl could continue worrying about that, the sight of the forest when the moon suddenly appeared as the clouds parted already captured her. And she caught herself thinking that the moonlight graced the trees beautifully. It was a romantic sight, an intimate sight, a magical sight.

A sigh left her lips unknowingly. If he did find her, why weren’t they coming back? Is it because they want to enjoy the night in the beautiful forest with the moon as their protector?

Miyoung wasn’t aware of what she was thinking, too enthralled by the forest’s beauty.

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gogogirl26 #1
Chapter 24: i really like this story. Sometimes i wonder what happen with antagonist story. And im someone that hate if sometime main characters always got they want. I know they struggling and other, but being antagonist and being hated its really another story. And their story usually end up in saddening way. Thanks for making this story and showing that antagonist characters also human at all. I really hate Sehun when he offered about ending the relationship cz he found his gf. Like pls you really didnt care about Minyoung at all, i feel you Minyoung. Hope you gonna update this story again :)
Stay safe and stay healthy ^^
againagainagain #2
Chapter 24: Nooo... did not realize this is an ongoing fic. Just got caught up send knowing I have to edit it jarring. Lol


On another note there are two things in particular that I appreciate about this story. 1) The setup of the story seems to suggest that Miyoung and Luhan will end up together. Over at the very least have a deeper and more involved relationship than what typically transpires between teachers and students. I appreciate that you're taking your time to build the musical understanding between them, that they're both 18 point oldest, ie. "Legal", and that you haven't fallen into the trope of a student- teacher romance. Honestly, I hate that setup more than anything. While it's feasible that kids may have crush on older people, it's unrealistic and socially and morally irresponsible for teachers to be involved with students. And if the student is underaged it's even more irresponsible. It's not to be reciprocated. Instead this story presents a situation where the student and teacher are addressing bullying and developing mutual respect and encouraging each other.
2) that being said, this chapter is a turning point. Miyoung is remembering how to be confident and believe in herself again. I think that is this moment she may not be self-assured, but she's truly self-aware.Her and Luhan have resolved to do something about the bullying. But honestly Luhan came across as a bit of an enabler when he more or justified Miyoung's plan to retaliate. I actually think that Miyoung is right to a certain extent that blackmailing makes her no better than her bullies. If they go through with this then I hope that eventually both Miyoung and Luhan will have a moment of reckoning . We can be confident and self-validate ourselves without adopting the same behaviors that make others monsters. I hope our protagonist's cunningness can help her to fight back in a more subtle or indirect way that brings results. I hope she can maneuver in ways that are wise and effective rather than vindictive. That this be a story of blooming self-assurance, rebuilt trust (I believe this is where Luhan comes in) , and maturity. A coming of age story of sorts.


I guess we'll see!
XxOliviaxX
#3
Chapter 12: And the very moment the world of her and mine hits like Bang !
XxOliviaxX
#4
Chapter 8: Why I'm feeling sad ....
XxOliviaxX
#5
Chapter 1: Love it !
claire_bear_
#6
I hope you update this someday, don’t rush though if you don’t want to
sarahk143
#7
Chapter 24: oh my goodness i just found this story again and just realised it's been almost a year since i last touched it!!! still gives me such great vibes. x
VIPgurl97
#8
Chapter 24: I was looking for a story with antagonist-like protagonist and I found this. I love that Miyoung makes mistakes and learns from them. I hope you will update in the near future since I want to see Miyoung and Luhan become closer!
Cat_that_luvs_kpop #9
Chapter 24: Pls update. This story is extremely well written and even though I haven't read ara's pov yet I can tell it will be very good. I really like the way you write. Miyoung is very cunning which makes her a very interesting person. Happy late new year!