Kyuhyun's POV

I spend the rest of the day tapping my laptop's key board as I write down my first blog entry.. It's about what joy that a quality time shared with love ones gives to us especially when we shared the same taste buds.. People can tell me that this new hobby of mine is insane or shallow but it's what my heart want to do.. 

The company gave me options.. and I choose what my heart wanted the most. To be with her.. the girl that I fall for... 

"It's easy Kyuhyun, choose.. leave her and deny to the public the dating rumors to stay on the stage.. or stay with her and watch your dreams that you built shattered around like broken glasses" 

"How can you say it's easy when you know it's not! please.. let us be together.. I served this company for nearly a decade.." I pleaded trying to negotiate

"Kyuhyun.. please.. stop talking back.." Leeteuk holds my arm 

"Then we will give you time to think.. I'll talk to your shows taht you'll stop filming.."

"Kyuhyun?"  Thea breaks the chain of thoughts that I just had now.. 

"Hmm?" I hummed and she hugged me from my back.. her breath brushes on my nape that gave me shivers on my spine.. I need a little distraction.. my body starts to lead me somewhere.. 

"Why are you so quiet? Don't you like my idea?" She ask me and i shook my head 

"I do love your idea..I',m just anxious on what result will be.."  

"And babe.. stop reading those anti fans' comments.." I added for I caught her crying after reading a bunch of hateful and stupid comments from fans and anti's

"I can't help it.. besides.. I'm still a fan right? And I am waiting for a week for your update.." I laugh upon hearing these words of her and I stood up and spun her around and I hear her giggling sound; my most favorite sound she creates.. 

"Can I ask you something?" Thea asked me as soon as I stopped 

"Sure.. what is that?" 

"About your enlistment.."  She started and I paused.. why does she opened it now.. 

"I'm not doing it.. end of discussion.."  She smiled upon hearing my words and she sweetly hugged me..

"I just want to make sure that you are not doing it.." She whispered 

"I am not doing it prematurely. If they think that enlisting will make the situation die down.. the are wrong." I said and she sighed 

"You are being a rebel.." She sounded guilty as ever.. 

"You are not the reason.. I just want to be with you.. they made an option and I choose you.. Can we just drop the topic? I don;t want to spoil our day.." I lift her chin and saw her eyes glowing with confusion. 

She never wanted me to be derailed off my career.. She's happy I know and sure of that.. But everytime she have the tendency to open the topic of me being grounded from making some group activities..

"I just want you to be happy.. and all these years the I followed all of you, I saw how you molded your group.." She took a deep breath and I smiled at her..

"Alright.. I'll stop.." She mumbled and she walks few steps away from me.. 

 "Hey.." I pulled her closer again and kissed her forhead and she smile.. 

"Stop being so guilty about it.. I need a life on my own and it doesnt mean that they kicked me out.."  I released chuckles trying to lighten her mood up.. 

"I'll try.." She whispered

I woke up with her next to me smiling and gazing down on me.. my heart melt and I automatically wrapped my arms around her, feeling her warmth as autumn