Wishful Thinking

Forbidden Fruit

"Oppa?" You asked, staring at Baekhyun

"What?" Baekhyun asked, looking up from his desk

"Why haven't you told me about yourself?" You asked, wide eyed

"What about you? Why did you lie when you met me?" Baekhyun asked, frowning

"When did I lie?" You asked, confused

"You said you were my friend. Turns out I'm your oppa." Baekhyun said, sticking out his tongue

"Why? Is it that bad?" You asked, wide eyed

"I'm just joking." Baekhyun said, laughing

"Really? That's mean." You said, blinking

"I'm always mean." Baekhyun said, shrugging

"That's true." You said, nodding your head

"What is it that you want to know?" Baekhyun asked, staring at you

"Everything." You said, smiling

"That's a lot." Baekhyun said, pouting

"What about your mom and dad?" You asked, blinking

"They left me a few years ago. I've been on my own ever since." Baekhyun said, looking down

"Me too." You said, looking down

"Really? Why?" Baekhyun asked, staring at you

"I wasn't someone they wanted. They wanted to have fun and travel but I was getting in their way." You said, your eyes blank

"I'm sorry. I didn't know." Baekhyun said, looking at you

"There's nothing to be sorry about. I'm fine by my own." You said, smiling

"Why do you lie so much?" Baekhyun asked, reaching out to grab your hand

"Because it's easier than telling the truth." You said, looking back at him


Chanyeol stared at you, noticing that you wanted him to leave. He nodded his head and walked out, a confused expression on his face. Chanyeol headed towards the door when he noticed his bag was missing.

"." Chanyeol said, sighing

He walked back to the room where the stage was. Chanyeol looked up to see you begin to play, your voice soft and sad. He kept staring at you, watching as your hands moved across the piano, the tears falling down your face.

Chanyeol felt his heart skip a beat as you looked up at him, the tears in your eyes bringing him pain. He blinked a few times as he watched you stand up, your face expressionless.

"You..........wow." Chanyeol said, wide eyed

"Keep it a secret." You said, before running away

You could hear Chanyeol call after you, his deep voice booming across the room. You found your way to the door and stepped outside, the wind blowing. You looked up to see Baekhyun heading towards the club, holding onto your favorite pizza.

You closed your eyes and took a deep breath before you turned around. You ran the other way, avoiding him as he entered the club. You ran all the way home, ignoring the stares and the tears on your face.

You slammed your apartment door open and stepped inside. You grabbed your bag and took out your medication. You opened the bottle and grabbed 2 pills. You swallowed them dry and you walked to your bed. You grabbed your curtains and closed them shut, the room going instantly dark.

You laid down in your bed and closed your eyes. You forced your tears to stop as you soon fell asleep, your medication working. You ignored your phone ringing, knowing who it was.

"Just one day, one day without him. Why is that so hard?" You whispered, tears falling through your closed eyes


"I'm back!" Baekhyun called out, running towards the stage

"Oh! Did you see Na Ri?" Chanyeol asked, looking at Baekhyun

"Na Ri? What about her?" Baekhyun asked, confused

"She ran outside. I thought you would see her." Chanyeol said, wide eyed

"No, I didn't see anyone come out." Baekhyun said, wide eyed

"Really? That's too bad." Chanyeol said, sitting at a table

"Why? Did something happen?" Baekhyun asked, snatching out his phone

"No, she just wanted to get some rest." Chanyeol lied, going red

"Really? I'll call her later then." Baekhyun said, smiling

"Yeah, do that." Chanyeol said, nodding his head

"Let's just eat." Baekhyun said, handing Chanyeol the food

"Alright." Chanyeol said, smiling

Chanyeol and Baekhyun began to eat, making jokes and talking. Baekhyun noticed the way Chanyeol laughed, the way he seemed to enjoy everything he was saying. Baekhyun looked down and smiled, his heart pounding against his chest.

"Chanyeol?" Baekhyun asked, looking up at him

"Huh? What?" Chanyeol asked, looking at Baekhyun

"Why haven't you told me anything about yourself?" Baekhyun asked, wide eyed

"About me? I'm not that interesting." Chanyeol said, shrugging

"I find you interesting." Baekhyun said, smiling

"What do you want to know?" Chanyeol asked, smiling

"Everything. Well, whatever you want to tell me." Baekhyun said, smiling

"Well, I'm the oldest in my family. I live alone and I play the guitar. I can rap but I don't like to showcase my talents all too well." Chanyeol said, laughing

"Really? That's nice." Baekhyun said, nodding his head

"What about you? I don't know much about my best friend." Chanyeol said, smiling

"Best friend?" Baekhyun asked, wide eyed

"Yeah, why? You don't want to?" Chanyeol asked, confused

"No! I mean, yeah sure." Baekhyun answered, nonchalantly

"Good, I don't have many friends." Chanyeol said, laughing

"Me too. It's nice to have a friend." Baekhyun agreed, his heart breaking

"What time is it?" Chanyeol asked, looking at his watch

"Why?" Baekhyun asked, standing up

"We need to practice. Have you decided on your song?" Chanyeol asked, looking up at him

"Yeah, do you want to hear it? It's new." Baekhyun said, smiling

"Yeah, go ahead." Chanyeol said, waving at him

Baekhyun got up on stage and grabbed the microphone. He pressed play on the cd player by the floor. He began to cough and take deep breaths, his heart pounding as he prepared.

"Yeah! I LIKE THAT!" Chanyeol yelled, clapping

"I haven't even started singing." Baekhyun said, frowning

"My bad." Chanyeol said, nodding his head

Baekhyun looked down and stared at Chanyeol, his eyes shining. He took a deep breath and began to sing, his voice powerful yet gentle. The room filled with his love, desperate to show it to Chanyeol.

Youre perfect to me, I imagined
How would it be if we were together?
If only you say okay, everything is perfect, oh baby

I lost my mind, the moment I saw you
Except you, everything get in slow montion
Tell me, if this is love
Sharing and learning countless emotions everyday with you
Fighting, crying and hugging
Tell me, if this is love

Chanyeol stood up and clapped, smiling widely. Baekhyun bowed and smiled, jumping off of stage. His eyes grew wide as Chanyeol hugged him, his skin soft and warm. Baekhyun reluctantly hugged him back, confused yet happy.

"That was amazing! You my good friend would be an amazing vocal instructor." Chanyeol said, laughing

"I'm glad you liked it." Baekhyun said, smiling

"Yeah, I can't wait for your girlfriend to hear it. Well when you get one." Chanyeol said, laughing

Baekhyun looked at Chanyeol, his eyes wide and blank. He looked down and felt every nerve in his body shut down, his heart shattering into pieces. He looked up and forced himself to smile, fighting back tears.

"Yeah, me too." Baekhyun said, nodding his head


A/N: Sorry for the long wait. I somehow was lucky enough to get overtime at work (sarcastic laugh), so I might not update as fast as I would like. Don't worry, I will try my best to write. So please leave a comment and subscribe for more :D

Oh and sorry if this update seems short. I'm debating how long the story should be and if it should go faster. My mind is racing because I don't know what to do. So, if you have any comments or suggestions, please comment below :D

 

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I just wanted to say thanks again to all my subscribers and readers for staying with me until the end. Its sad to see this story end but it was worth it.

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Baekhyunsoul
#1
Chapter 28: My eyes are RAW!!! I cried so much for them all but I’m so happy with this ending
xiuminbaek
#2
Chapter 19: Idk but i feel bad for baek
xiuminbaek
#3
Chapter 13: Just tell him that you love him!!!! Oh god
Zaybxc
#4
Chapter 28: I cried at the last chapter. It was a good story
Sey-ra
#5
Chapter 28: Awww this story is so sweet and its heartbreaking.finally they are back togather i thought they will never find each other*cries* in the end i finally let my emotion out.
cuteflower
#6
Great story authornim!! I am not a fan of angst stories.....but I loved this one!! keep writing lot!!
baeklee #7
Chapter 28: So let me tell you a story. "I found this story late night so that's why I thought to myself that maybe I can just finish it the next day. But then I was wrong. I was sooo wrong!!! Ghad! Your story just HIT me! Damn it! Best story I've ever read! You know, Eversince I really really liked reading A- Baekhyun- Fan-Fiction, yeah I've read some that I admit are really great but yourssss was my FAVORITE! I love it! I so so love it! So in the end, I slept at 2:26 in the morning. The end" hahaha Congratulations author- nim! You are great and awesome please don't get tired of making wonderful stories and please don't get tired of sharing wise words. I love it! I love you! Thank you author-nim! Kamsahamnida!!!!!! ^_^ <3 <3 <3
Shirotakashi
#8
Chapter 28: This fanfic just hit me. It was beautiful. Definitely on my favorite list now.
heclgehog
#9
Chapter 28: This was so amazing. I thought it would be a bit cliche from the foreward, but it was so good. This was the first time in a long time that a fanfic made tear up. Can't wait to read your other stories! I hope you get published someday :)