Clarification

Melancholia

Clarification |ˌklarəfiˈkāSHən|

(n) the action of making a statement or situation less confused and more comprehensible

• a statement resulting from this

 

 

Sungyeol stared at his boyfriend… He had all the rights to be mad, except at that point, he was no one for Myungsoo, just a best friend.

“When was this?” his voice cracked. He knew the answer already, but it seems the right question anyway.

“It was long ago Yeol…”

 

 

 

 

Myungsoo was standing in front of the guy, demanding for answers.

“So I heard you had a thing with my friend.” The guy didn’t even flinch or budge, it seemed like Myungsoo didn’t bother him.

“A friend huh?” he smirked, “Good to know you’re nobody for him.”

“Excuse me?”

“He’s too… perfect? No… Good? No… let me find better word to describe him… And I called myself a poet, when I can’t find the exact word. See, he blew my mind when I saw him.”

“You’re crazy.” Myungsoo said.

“No… No… I am not.” Byunghun stuttered, “You see, he talked to me. He gave me his pen…” Myungsoo stared at the guy. It was just a pen, he borrowed it from Sungyeol, “Nobody. No one. No one talked to me before. They called me freak. But he… He didn’t. He even smiled when I read my poem aloud. He didn’t give me any snarky comments or cold eyes. He sincerely listened to every word I said. Unlike you… He doesn’t deserve you!” Myungsoo rolled his eyes.

“This is useless. Go yourself.” he turned around about to walk away.

 

 

“He’s special. Dr.Kang told me he’s special.” Myungsoo head snapped back, “yes. Yes. I know his secret. I did a research in fact, xeroderma pigmentosum huh? I saw him with you, he looked pretty even with that hospital’s robe.”

“You what???”

“I saw him. And you. I saw him with his favorite coffee as well. Ice Americano, on the rock, sometimes with sugar, sometimes not.” Myungsoo had tightened his fist by now, “Cute. He’s too cute, sipping and his beverage. It would be a lot better if he me, or I him.” Myungsoo landed a punch on his face.

“You bastard. What did you do?! How do you know about those stuff?!” Byunghun wobbled and stood up.

 

 

“I know a lot of thing about him Myungsoo ssi. His love towards literature. I wonder why he wants to be with you? You slept when he reads a very good poetry book. If I were you I would’ve read it with him. But I did. You guys left and I borrowed that book. Sungyeol is indeed special… Every book he read was too beautiful. And sadly, you don’t even get it. You sleep beside him for the entire hours!”

 

 

He stalks him, Myungsoo thought, enough to make him punch the guy a few times.

“You… stay the away from him” he growled, Byunghun coughed and laughed.

“Or what? What will you do L ssi?” he landed another punch and grab Byunghun’s hair.

“Don’t call me that”

“Does Sungyeol know about this side of yours? I bet he doesn’t. The way he looks at you with that big doe eyes, sicken me. It was supposed to be me!” Myungsoo made the guy stood up and landed another punch on his stomach.

“You know what. He did choose me. So you can go yourself. I will ing kill you if you get near him.” He spat.

 

 

“How does his lips taste Myungsoo ssi?” Byunghun asked. Myungsoo’s eyes grew widen, “I saw you kissed him when you sent him home two days ago…” Myungsoo still couldn’t get how could he saw all of this.

 

 

“I bet it was sweet… or bitter, like the coffee he loves.” With a swift movement, Byunghun made his way to Myungsoo’s lips. Crashing it. At the edge of his eyes, Byunghun saw Sungjong. Gotcha… he already heard from Hoya, his boyfriend and little best friend who happens to be Sungyeol’s brother is coming. And in a few second, he was on the floor.

“What the …” Myungsoo punched him repeatedly.

“I… can taste traces of his… lips… L ssi.” And by that, Myungsoo lost his control.

 

 

 

 

 

“He saw Sungjong… I was so afraid. You would thought I was doing it on purpose Yeol…” Myungsoo whispered.

“You should’ve just tell me…” Sungyeol said.

“I… how am I supposed to tell you? Someone stalked you; he knows almost everything about you. He even kissed me to ing taste you Yeol! I couldn’t say that… What I need to do was to protect you and keep that away from you.” Sungyeol stared at Myungsoo.

“Is he… gone now?”

“I don’t know. But Hoya and I did beat him up enough to make him stay the away.” Sungyeol nodded, “I’m sorry.”

“For what?” Sungyeol asked.

“For keeping secrets.”

“It’s okay… At least you’ve told me by now.” He leaned closer and kissed Myungsoo, “Can I ask you something?”

“Hmm?”

“Do you still want me to leave?” Myungsoo crashed his lips to Sungyeol’s and started biting it.

 

 

 

 

 

“I think you already know the answer.” He kissed the latter some more, hands roamed around his soft milky skin.

 

 

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tadaaa double updates. my wi fi was being an i couldnt update them at once. okay so next chap... or no ... hmm. still considering a few things anyway... so about 18 july, i heard infinite is making a comeback, from few inspirits accounts. yes? no?

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Sumayeol #1
Chapter 33: I’ve read this at 2022 and i am crying a lot like a can make a river of my tears this just too beautifull
InspiritChinita
#2
Chapter 33: This story really ripped my heart.
I am glad that I had the chance to read it.
It is wonderful.
makemeintelligent #3
Chapter 33: Chapter 32: really the end was something else.. . i can't describe it with my limited words. .. it really ripped my heart.. i can feel myungsoo... it was written soooooo beautifully that at some point i thought like i m the myungsoo of this story and i m sungyeol too... so far you've been the best story teller...

what i write yar... u know i m not expressive at all and i have never regretted it .. but now i m regreting that... its like i can feel the story but I can't tell how i felt... i hope u can understand my blabbering.... u were awesome, fantastic, best,and whatnot..... salute to you and pls write more stories like that... thanks for this wonderful story...

ps: myungyeol is my fav and only otp maybe thats y i can feel more ( and came across this story) ... but u have really written it so well... congratulations on your writing.. and all the best
Feby_Febiana #4
this is my nth time for me to read this amazing ff.. everytime I need myungyeol,I Will just go search this title and read it once again. i cant stop my feeling and giving you all of my thumps up for this author Nim..daebaakkk!!
khasabat #5
Chapter 33: You make me cry like crazy in the morning, how could my yeol gone?
Great story, I really like your story
YeoLalaland
#6
Chapter 33: I just found this, like, in 2016. u Im cryinggg
TEENTOP10031996 #7
Chapter 33: I literally cried, this is so sad
aena93 #8
Chapter 33: omg...this so ing sad... damn.. i was crying when reading this especially the last few chapters... it's tragically beautiful.... it bring out a various kind of emotions... i like they way you described their behaviour, characteristics and you did an amazing job on describing yeol's disease...the explanation did help though... the plot is also well developed... all i can say that this is amazing and beautiful... :)
pbpandaa
#9
Chapter 33: WHY'D YOU DO THIS TO ME AUTHORNIM!!!! MY TEARS WON'T STOP FALLING WAAA HUHUHUHU MY yeollieeeeee and myungsoo T.T very well its still beautiful!! And it hurts like a lot!! :'( i love myungyeol so much! :(( but then thankyou for writing this one! It inspires me really :) hwaiting! Hope you'll write more myungyeol fics! <3
AFFLover92 #10
Chapter 33: Hi there....
I'm here again.... crying again....T^T....TToTT....
Thank you for writing this amazing, wonderful story...