-back stage of Star King -

" Angysayo Sica! "

" Oh angysayo my pretty boy generation! Didnt know you were going to be here "

 Key : " yea it was suppose to be the boys of 2pm , but they couldnt make it ... "

Yuri : " aw.... ahaha just kidding! Lets go get a seat ! "

Jonghyun : " Sica! We havent talked in awhile , maybe we should go for another run "

" I know ! Our schedules have been so busy. I think i have time after this we should get coffee and lunch."

" yea i think i have time aswell . By the way, I need to ask you for a favour , but lets wait till after the show "

Favour? What could he possibly want to ask me ... Thinking about it , i feel kind aof guilty. When i was hurting about Donghae , Jonghyun let me lean on him but now that me and Donghae have sorted it out , me and Jonghyun dont even talk.

 Kang Ho Dong : "Has SNSD ever been kissed ? "

I look towards YoonA wondering if she would tell the truth or not.

YoonA : "ne..."

Yuri : " ne.."

"nooo..."

KHD: Jessica, your the only one who hasnt ?!

"yea..."

YoonA : " Its cause shes to good."

KHD: " explain ? "

Yuri : " Its not only that Jessicas to good , its because shes like the only one in the group that doesnt like anyone. Like we'd have these talks in the dorm ,and tell everyone who we like so that no one likes the same person, but when it gets to Sica , its quite. ahah"

" Agreed, and its so weird though because so many guys have confessed to her , but she doesnt even choose one. For a while the other girls were mad at Sica, they thought Sica refused to tell them because she didnt trust them ."

KHD: " but you all forgave Sica right? "

" ne ! "

KHD: " Sica whos your idel type male ? "

" ahaha the thing is my list of requirements are very long .... thats probably why i havent found anyone... so ill just say someone like ... Jonghyun ! Jonghyun is so nice to me, mostly when i need him, so a guy like him would be really good for me."

Yuri : " AHA SICA! A GUY LIKE HIM? why not just him! look jonghyuns blushing! "

" no im not! "

- after recording-

" good job Jessica!"

" thankyou! "

That was such an akward recording , i feel like all of my secrets have been revealed . Then again i lied about a few things... my ideal type, Jonghyun - the guy i like Donghae.

"ready to go Sica? Lets walk to this really good coffee shop i know."

"okay!"

Me and Jonghyun are walking side by side down the streets. Fans are getting the wrong idea... All the fan girls are giving me dirty looks ! Which is so dumb, you dont own him!

"so about the favour? "

" O yeah , so i know you might be busy with your own performances, and then your performance with Krystal , but by any chance would you perform a duet with me for the SM concert ? --- Its okay if you dont want to , I'll just ask Tiffany ."

"no! dont! ahah I really want to perform a duet with you, Its going to be hard to find time to practice but im sure I can arrange something."

We talked and laughed for an hour. Until i got a phone call from my manager telling me to get back immediatly since I was so late. Jonghyun walked me home . He really is my ideal type , he gave me his jacket just in case id get cold. As Jonghyun leans in to give me a friendly hug , I look up to see all the girls and suju staring out the window from the practice room . Aish! Donghaes there... Me and Jonghyun in the end we just pat eachother on the back and part ways. The girls are never going to let this go. As I enter the building the girls come questioning instanly .

" soo Sica, you said Jonghyun oppa was your ideal type , didnt know he was also your boyfriend ! ahahahaha! "

" Yuri ! Hes not my boyfriend , cant we go out for coffee without any suspecions ?"

"ahahahaa Sica, you just described a date ! And you guys hugged!"

"Tangoo! It wasnt a date, and no we didnt hug , It was to embarissing to hug in front of you guys . "

"it was a typical date Sica baby . Even ask Donghae , we've been on a few of those. "

"...... Oh yeah .. it was a date . Lets just get back to practicing "

"agreed... lets just drop this and start practicing .

I think Donghae was upset over something. I kept on glancing his way every few seconds to see if his emotion had changed but no, he seems so mad or upset. I sent him a text to meet me outside. I get up and leave first.

" So you wanted me to come out. why ? "

"Oh Donghae... uhm nothing really . I just wanted to ask if you were okay you seemed angry ... "

" Im not mad. Why would I be mad. "

" Im sorry ... I was just worried . "

"... So your just going to go on dates with Jonghyun . Even thought me and you are trying to figure something out? Like can you make up your mind ? who do you like. Its especiaaly fun when i walk in on the girls gossiping about how you and Jonghyun are so cute, and like how hes your ideal type. Its cute. Real cute. "

" I'm not doing anything wrong , I'm not dating you , im not dating anyone. Your DATING someone Donghae. Dont tell me that I cant go out with my friends, while you are dating someone. Why dont you make up YOUR mind ? "

I start walking away, I dont need this and i dont deserve this. Its a double standard. Regardless of if hes jelous or not .

"Sica wait. Im sorry, i lashed out. Your right, im being dumb, i am dating someone . But i need time to figure things out,and thats why we have this week . If you like Jonghyun and if you wan to be with him , we can end things here. "

"no , im not so sure if i like him or not , but i really dont want this to end. We agreed on a week. "

"ill see you tonight then."

-later at night -

Sooyoung : " Sica , have you invited SHINee ?"

"was i suppose to ? "

" hes your boyfriend! Of course you are! "

"SOOYOUNG!! "

"fine fine. but please invite them. pleeease ? "

"fine."

- text to jonghyun-

Hey oppa! SNSD is inviteing you and SHINee to go clubbing with us! meet us at the Star bar in 10 mins!

-Jessica

"YURI!"

" yes Sica? "

" what do i wear ? Are we doing a y thing ? "

" no Tangoo says we do the whole ual thing to much. We're going to be pretty ... y.. girls tonight!"

"okaay. thankyou!"

-at the club-

"very pretty Sica!"

"ahah thanks Heechul"

"Do you have any schedules tommrow ?"

"of course , lots , but im free in the morning till 12 . "

"okay thats good ."

"why?"

" I want to treat you to a couple drinks !"

" no! nonoo.... fine."

"Oh look SHINee just came, be right back im going to find more people to join our drinking party ."

" Oh hello my pretty Sica "

" hello my pabo fishy ."

" so are you going to be joining mine and Heechuls drinking party ? "

"hmm... no thats alright, I'll just stay sober so I can drive you and your drunk self home later ."

"As you please . "

Heechul returns and me , himself, YoonA , Yuri , Sooyuong, Eunhyuk,  Hyoeyeon, Minho, and Onew go find a table to order drinks. Donghae follows but refuses to drink with us.

-5 drinks later -

" ahh look at that Sica, Its just me , you , and YoonA , everyone else is passed out."

" ahaha Heechul your going down. ---  OH HI JONGHYUN! when'd you get here? I... am... not ... drun--k so dont worry!"

"aha thats funny, now both me and Sica both have our boyfriends here watching over us. Wheres yours Heechul?"

"not my boyfriiend! but i wouldnt mind if he was! "

"ahaha Sica ... " - Jonghyun

- 2 more drinks-

"ahah heechul loses! YoonA , i think we should stop now. We still have schedules tommrow ."

"agreed!  but before we leave Sica we should do something crazy. "

" you first"

" DONGHAE!!! SARANGHAE!"

"ay YoonA , thats embarrassing for the little fishy ! Your not the only one who loves him.... "

" OKAY! Time to go girls , I'll drive you back. Here Sica give me your arm "

" Oh Donghae... I'll take Sica home you can take YoonA."

".... but ..."

"she is your girlfriend ... "

" hahah Donghae hes stealing me away from you! byebye fishy!"

"sica your druunk . Get back safely."