" Sica, Sica!!  Wake up! You have an apperance on Strong heart!"

"Sooyoung , unnie letme sleep ! "

" And this is what you get for drinking to much. You and Yoona... anyways here take thses vitamin pills and drink some water, it'll help with your massive hang over . "

"thankyou, okay ill get up."

- in the car-

"Sica? You look terrible . you shouldnt have drunk so much ! "

" Aish Sunny , your such a goody good . Anyways where are the rest of the girls doing? "

" their all going to practice with suju , and shinee . After this is our performance pabo! So you better get yourself together ! "

-at strong heart -

KHD : " So earlier on star king Sica said that shes never been kissed. Jessica tell us how your ideal first kiss would go ."

" ahah I would want to be wearing a scarf and it to be winter. We would be standing outside of the dorm and he would slowly remove my scarf and then kiss me."

KHD: " Lets try this you adn Lee seung Gi "

Audience : "AHH "

Sunny : "That was cute but Sica already has a boyfriend! "

LSG: " What ?! she does? Who?"

" I dont have a boyfriend, just a friend. The girls are all jumping to conclusions ! "

KHD: " Is it Jonghyun ? ?"

Sunny : " YES!"

" not funny sunny!! "

"fine. Hes her friend, but i totally ship this couple."

LSG : " Jessica-shi have you ever been in love? "

".... Im not sure"

KHD: " not sure? "

"Is it love if its one sided ? " (teary)

Sunny: " Lets end this conversation here... "

-in the car-

"Sica what was that? "

"what was what sunny ??"

" Your in love with someone right?.. Sica?

 " I'm not sure... maybe , possibly."

"do i have permisson to tell the rest of the girls?"

"yea sure."

- @ music core-

" Anghysayo ! Sica your here!"

" Yea, i just got here Heechul."

" Hows the hangover? "

"not good. "

"I here your in love with Jonghyun "

"No im not ...  who said this ?! wait does... everyone know.."

" Idont know i heard the girls telling the suju members."

How could someone spread such a rumour ! I dont love Jonghyun !  He's my friend! I hope he doesnt find out ! I wouldnt want him to be lead on. And if Donghae finds out... he'll be so mad... but truthfully he doesnt have a reason to be mad, hes dating YoonA . Im the only one being led on this way...

YoonA : "Sica we need you on stage , we're starting the performance. "

"okay"
 

-end of performance-

"Great work everyone! "

"ahah you to Sica!"

" Anyone want to go out for a drink?.... Just to celebrate."

"Aish Heechul, we like just went clubbing. "

" Dont be such a sissy Leetuk! Fine, lets just go to dinner ."

" Okay lets go."

-entering restaurant-

"Sica. We need to talk."

"okay Donghae...."

" i heard things... "

"dont tell me you honestly believe im in love with Jonghyun..."

"no its just...look if you love Jonghyun then i things should end..."

" thats the thing Donghae , theres nothing to end. Its the same for you, If you love YoonA then this should end. Whatever it is. Stop making it a double standard. I dont understand why i agreed to this , im just being led on."

"Sica... Its diffrent... "

"its not diffrent! Its just more difficult on my part. I'm not dating Jonghyun so lets end this conversation. I actually want to see where this week takes us. Theres only 3 more days to go."

"okay . Tonight meet me at the movies."

- in the resturant-

" Aish while we wait for the food, we should play a game,"

"Fine , Heechul what do you want to play?"

" lets play truth! It simple someone ask a question the other must answer the question, then ask someone else. - Ill be first, Jessica! Do you Love Jonghyun ? "

"no.  -- i go next, YoonA , who was your first kiss with ?"

" ... uhmm .. Donghae oppa.. "

Sunny : " Donghae do you love YoonA ?"

I would really like to hear this. I stare at him, hoping that he would say no , and love me instead but i know thats not true, and never going to happen. He stutters and goes silent...

" it shouldnt be a hard qustion Donghae... "

" I know, sunny , but ... "

" Guys its embarassing for him,lets stop." - yoonA

That was the most akwardest dinner ive ever had. The girls were all very mad at Donghae for not being able to answer the questtion of wether he loves YoonA or not. YoonA seemed upset during the dinner aswell.I really thought that i could last a week , but i cant. Seeing YoonA upset makes me upset. I might love Donghae, but YoonA's so much more important to me then a boy. After the dinner , i walk to the theatres that i agreed to meet Donghae at.

" O Sica, your here. Okay lets go buy the tickets"

"No...I already bought the tickets. Here are the tickets."

" why are you giving them to me?"

".... Donghae... I thought i could do this for a week but i cant. I cant watch people I love hurt. So take the tickets adn call YoonA out "

" so you want to go back to how things were before? Both of us not knowing eachother? "

"yes. I just cant do this. "

" Jessica... I cant let that happen, I care about you to much. The week hasnt ended and im still unsure why i care so much about you"

"donghae, im going to leave now. Call YoonA:"

As i start to leave he grabs onto my hand , pulls me close and kisses me. I dont know if "spark were flying" but i know that it was so special . This was definietly longer then YoonA and Donghaes kiss , i wanted to pull away. I wanted to push him. I wanted to scream. But i couldnt , I just went a long with it. He pulls away and his expression is shocking. He looks like he really regretted what he just did.

" jessica... I-I... I'm sorry, i dont know what happened."

" why...why.. did you just do that . Your dating YoonA !"

"whyd you go along with it ?"

" I dont know... "

"it looks like we might need the rest of this week after all . We need to figure things out Sica. I dont know why i did that, it just happened. "

" I'm going home now.  I dont know whats going to happen now... "

" Sica, dont tell YoonA . dont tell anyone. "

I wont. I coudlnt.