[9] lxilyn: I Made It
Dear Diary [One shot shop CLOSE!]Title: I made it
AFF Username: Ixilyn
Story by: SweetPoison
Poster by: SweetPoison
Genre: Cute and Romantic
Pairings: Reader and Kim Jonghyun (SHINee)
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“Waaaah! Jonghyuniee! Give that back!” I called as I chased Jonghyun all over the house
He just laughed; waved my scarf up and then he headed towards the stairs.
“You have to catch me first, Slowpoke!” Jonghyun laughed
As I reached the stairs, I felt my heart jumped and my breathing became heavy, I cling unto the stairs handrail because I can feel that I’m about to fall, as I regained my balance I slowly curled up into a ball, I clenched on my chest because it feels like its about to burst out of my chest and there I found a chance to utter Jonghyun’s name.
“J-Jonghyun…” I called
He turned to me and I can see that he’s rather shocked. He rushed to me as he fanned me with his hand.
“A-Are you alright?
“I-I don’t wanna die…” I sobbed
I don’t know what came into me by saying that but all I know is that I want Jonghyun’s attention that time and the weirdest thing of it all is that my tears are real, they kept pouring out of my eyes like a river…I don’t know what’s happening anymore.
“I-It’s my entire fault…” Jonghyun said as he gave ma a hug and then he gently wrapped me with my scarf
“J-Jonghyuniee…s-sing for me please?” I said
“Stand by me nal parabwajwo ajik sarangeul morujiman Stand by me nal jikyobwajwo Ajik sarange sotul-jiman Noreul bulsurok kibuni chohwajyo Nado mollae noraereul bullo Han songi jangmireul sago shipojin Iron nae moseub shingihande Nae ma-eumi noyege dah-neundeuthae I sesangi areumdawo Iron solle-i-meul nodo neuggindamyon Budi chogumman kidaryojwo~” Jonghyun sang
“You really have a beautiful voice Jonghyuniee…you should become a singer one day…” I smiled
“Don’t worry I will and when I passed the auditions I’ll make a song especially for you so that you’ll feel better…” Jonghyun said “But in the mean time…I’ll stay right here next to you…”
“T-That would be great Jonghyunniee…” I smiled as I felt my eyes became heavier
The next thing I knew is that I was in the hospital and is confined for 2 days it seems that after I’ve fainted Jonghyun called my mom and then they took me to the hospital. I looked around and saw my mom sleeping at a couch near my bed, but Jonghyun’s not around.
“M-Mom…” I started
Mom snapped her eyes open as she quickly pulled her head up.
“Thank god you're already awake…” Mom said as she ruffled my hair
“Where’s Jonghyun?” I asked
“Honey…Jonghyun already went home…” Mom replied
“When is he coming back?” I asked again
“H-He’s not coming back
“B-Bwoh??” I asked
“I’m sorry
Silently, I started to cry. 10 years have passed since then, I’ve never saw Jonghyun after that and yet I’m still hoping that we’d meet once again. But I already saw him; it seems that he’s already the lead singer of the famous group called SHINee; I’ve been supporting him silently since then, and only I know about that but I think that he already have forgotten about me so I think it’s better if I don’t show myself in front of him anymore. But then fate seems to have its way through; I’m sitting on my desk that day and time seems to drag on. I’m starting to feel bored because our professor still hasn’t shown himself for class. I slumped on my desk hoping that time would pass by quickly, but then a voice came from my side. I looked up and saw Iseul and Gwiboon; my friends, staring at me weirdly.
“Hey
“Waeyo?” I asked
“SHINee’s back…” Iseul smiled
“B-Bwoh?” I asked again
“They’re gonna perform here in Seoul; SHINee’s back” Gwiboon answered
“Tss. And so?” I replied as I slumped on my desk again
“Oh come on
“Maybe he’s back because he wants to see you again…” Gwiboon added
“Yeah, right. He did not show himself for 10 years and now he’s coming back to see me? As if that’ll ever happen” I scoffed; irritated “Plus, I don’t have money right now, so I’m broke. I can’t afford a ticket even if I wanted to”
“That’s the catch, my uncle is the one organizing the concert so he said that the three of us can have seats nearest to the stage for free; so what do you say huh?
“B-But…” I pleaded
“What’s the harm? It’s only a concert and it’s free…how can you pass on to an offer like that?” Gwiboon added
“A-All right…” I replied
“Yay!” the two cheered
After 2 days the SHINee’s concert will be held at the concert grounds at the mall. My day started with the ringing of my alarm clock in my room, I stood up in the laziest way I can. I went to the washroom and then I went down, I saw mom preparing some breakfast.
“Honey…here is your breakfast…” Mom smiled as she placed a bowl of cereal on the table
I sat on a chair and then I started eating
“Mom…” I started
“Yes? Mom answered
“I’m going to a concert today…” I said
“And?” Mom asked
“Jonghyun’s—concert” I said
“…”
“Am I supposed to go? or not?” I asked
“Well, Jonghyun’s your friend after all so why not?” Mom replied
“Mom, he broke his promise…he said that he’ll stay by my side but before I even woke up, he’s gone…” I said as I started playing with my cereal
“You know what
“B-Bwoh?” I asked
“Before he left 10 years ago he whispered a promise to you when you're asleep; Jonghyun must've thought that I’m at the hospital’s corridor but actually I’m in room’s washroom so I heard the whole thing; he said “
“R-really? H-He said that?” I asked
Mom nodded. Ive got my feelings mixed; he DID keep his promise, all along I’m the one that didn’t think he did. I stood up, hugged my mom and then I ran upstairs. I quickly bathed myself and then I pulled out a shirt and tight jeans out from my closet. I called Gwiboon after I’ve finished.
“Jonghyun…wait for me…” I thought
--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------(Jonghyun’s POV)
At the dressing room before the concert:
“Ya hyung!” Taemin called
I snapped my eyes open as Taemin slugged my arm.
“W-Waeyo?” I asked as
“Your shirt is buttoned wrong” Taemin said as he pointed on my shirt “The 5th button is in the 4th hole, what’s wrong with you?”
“I-It’s nothing…can’t I make a mistake once in a while?” I scoffed
“Oooh~ it’s about
“N-No…” I answered as I redo my shirt
“Yeah, right. You’ve been babbling about her since like forever telling us about your promise and all…you sure it’s not about her?” Minho chuckled as he combed his hair
“Well—” I paused as Onew hyung covered my mouth
“Don’t deny it already” Onew said “Just confess to her in this concert…girls love that stuff”
I slapped Onew hyung’s hand from my mouth.
“Yeah right. As if she’ll watch this concert after I’ve left her for 10 years…she hates me now…” I said
“It won’t hurt to try right? So give it a shot” Key added
“O-Okay…” I replied
A couple of hours later, the concert started; the whole concert ground is filled with screaming fans.
“Y-Ya…you think I can find her in a place like this?” I asked
“Don’t lose hope hyung!” Taemin said as he gave me a pat at the back
“K-Komawo…” I replied as I turned to the audience
I took a deep breathe as I started the concert.
“Ring ding dong~”
“Forever or never~~”
“Our love should go on~~~”
“Hyung…It’s time…” Taemin said as they all went backstage
“Y-Ya! Wait!” I said as I tried to follow them
“Ya, you have to tell
As I turned around I saw a thousand pair of eyeballs staring at me; no one was talking, in fact the silence came to have been deafening for me. I started to fidget ; my sweat is cold and my mouth can’t utter a sound and that’s when I knew that I’m nervous.
“A-Anyeong…” I started “Thank you all for watching this concert but I would like to take this chance to thank one special person that helped me achieve this dream of mine…”
The fans still stayed quiet. It made me nervous even more.
“
The fans went crazy and started awing.
“Where is she Jonghyuniie??” A fan asked
“H-Huh?” I thought
“We wish you two, good luck!” a fan cheered
The other fans repeated the same sentence over and over again.
“But where is she Jonghyuniiee?” One asked
“Yeah…where is she?” I thought
Total silence was heard after that. I started to feel restless as I scanned the crowd.
“
Just then I saw a familiar figure right in front of the stage, she smiled at me. And that’s when I knew that I’ve already found her.
“Stand by me nal parabwajwo ajik sarangeul morujiman Stand by me nal jikyobwajwo Ajik sarange sotul-jiman Noreul bulsurok kibuni chohwajyo Nado mollae noraereul bullo Han songi jangmireul sago shipojin Iron nae moseub shingihande Nae ma-eumi noyege dah-neundeuthae I sesangi areumdawo Iron solle-i-meul nodo neuggindamyon Budi chogumman kidaryojwo~” I sang
I saw her face that moment, her eyes are tearing up.
“
She smiled back.
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