Good morning Diary-nim. I think you’re really great. It’s like you got the power to turn bad things into good things. Is this a magical book? Keke.

Sorry I didn’t finish writing yesterday… Jessica came over. We talked calmly about our argument and of course without the need to say it we forgave each other. However she asked me to make a decision to follow her to where she is gonna study at.

You must be curious of my plans… I know my result isn’t that good. I’ve always planned to be an athlete. Now it’s impossible. I couldn’t get any scholarship anywhere and I don’t want to burden my parent to send me to school anymore. I chose to work instead. Of course my parents were reluctant but they understood my feelings and let me do as I want.

To follow wherever Jessica goes, I’ll gladly oblige however leaving my family’s side is what I’m worried about. For as long as I could live I would want to take care of my parents and of course to lessen their worries too. I’ll have to discuss with them about it.

My family is one thing and the other… I thought we could slowly grow apart but a big part of me wanted to stay with her until the time comes… I’m just being selfish aren’t I?

She stayed for the night yesterday. How great would it be if I could wake up to this angel every morning? I would be in heaven already. Although I’m pretty sure I would go to hell for the crime of kidnapping an angel.

She is still sleeping on my bed now. Soundly. Only her breathe could be heard if I listen closely. I never noticed this before but I started to like the sound of breathing. It’s goes by unnoticed but yet so significant. Listening to it is like the sound of waves. It’s so beautiful. However… The more beautiful it gets, the more I felt uneasy.

I’ve changed in many expect and how I see the world after I know about my heart problem but I’m sure of one thing that I’ll never change. My love for her.

I love you Jessica Jung Soo Yeon.