Today is a big day for me. A very big day that going to happen once in my life. Today, I'm gonna be her wife. A wife to the greatest lover. A wife to the amazing girl that I've ever known my whole life. Today is the day I give her my all and my everything. And today, I swear to God, I will die as her wife as how I feel so alive because of her love. Lee Chaerin, I swear to you starting today, I'm all yours and will forever yours!

I sit on the bed, biting my nail. The things that I always do when I can't handle my own nervousness. I've never been this nervous my whole life. Never! My hands shaking. I'm sweating even I felt cold inside. I took my phone with my shaking hand. I need Chaerin to calm me down. I need her sweet and y voice. I've been missing her since a week ago. I know it's silly but that's her idea to not seeing each other a week before our marriage day. For the sake of today, I had to agree with her stupid idea. A week ago she has moved out from my house to her own flat that she's been renting years ago when she's a cop.

The chaos from downstairs making me even more nervous. Their happy laugh and there's a lot of voices talking to each other very loudly but none of those voices could calm me. I just need one voice. Her voice.

"My precious...." She answered her phone making my butterflies frozen for a moment. I wanna say something but my voice won't come out, maybe because I'm so freaking nervous. She still on the line, I could hear her breathing. Gosh! I wanna kiss her nose while she's breathing like this! As usual, she's still silent waiting patiently until I could say something or at least calling her name.

"My precious, you've been silent more than 5 minutes. This is the longest. Tell me my love, are you okay?" Her soft voice finally making me crying. I don't even know why am I crying. I feel so stupid now. What's happening to you Dara? What was that tears for?

"Say something love, or at least call my name." I can feel her anxious and worried breath through the phone. I rub my nose and took a deep breath.

"Baby..." Finally.

"Yes my precious?"

"I love you." Those precious words slipped out of my mouth.

"I love you too." Chaerin answered me so patiently and calmly. "Why are you crying?" She ask.

"I miss you. Come to me now and kiss me. I need your kiss." I whined.

"15 minutes left my precious. Can you hold on till that?"

"Please....come here. I need you." I burst into tears again. Chaerin silent again as she letting me crying and letting anything that I felt right now fading away. She spoke again as she knows that I'm a bit calm.

"I need you more than you do my precious. That's why,this day has come. A day to make you mine and I'm yours. If you can't even wait for 15 minutes, do you ever know how I feel waiting for you for so many days, loving you silently. We are close but yet we're so far. Just 15 minutes my precious then I will kiss you all you want."

I went speechless. Chaerin is just so perfect in everything. She is very understanding. When she say a word, she say it slowly, softly and calmly. She knows how to touch my heart. She know it very well.

"Feeling better now?" She ask with her very concern tone.

I smile like she's in front of me. "Yes. Thanks baby."

"Thanks to you instead." She said making me frowning.

"Thanking me for what?"

"For that precious smile that you just wrote on your sweet lips." I stood up and looking around the room. Seatrching for her glimpse but I found none.

"Where are you?"

"I'm close to you. Very close. Close to your chest. Inside your heart."

"Baby please....." I said with my warning tone as I know she wanna tease me.

"I'm at the porch inside one of the car. Near to your window. Your reflection on the mirror making me could see you so clearly." I walk out to my veranda quickly. Looking down at the porch but there's so many cars there. I'm not sure which car she's in.

"You look beautiful my precious. So beautiful. Even more beautiful when you're in white. I can't wait to hold your hand and kiss your lips on the aisle. The demons gonna envy me when I put the ring on your finger. The moon and the stars would be jealous of your beauty when you inside my arms everynight. I promise you my precious. This arms of mine, gonna hug you all night long until you're awake. This arms gonna keep you safe even in your beautiful nightmare."

I can't feel my knees. Those sweet whisper from her making me stuck in my own world. A world where it just me and her. My world that just filled with her love.

"No more crying okay? You're going to ruin that make up. Your stylist will not stop nagging if she see a mess on your face. 8 minutes more my Sandara. I'll see you at our heaven. I love you so much, stupid." With that Chaerin hung up the phone.