1 day. 3 days. 1 week. 2 weeks. Yeah 2 weeks hell. I'm staying at this Palace. Feeling alone. Lonely. I feel it again. The scary loneliness that haunting me. No one need me. No one wants me. That's how scary the loneliness is.   Chaerin? As I said before. She is just that bastard who always saying some bull but never once mean what she have said. After the incident 2 weeks ago she really sitting on the door. Harin even told me Chaerin didn't eat and just sitting there and not sleeping. I'm happy knowing that Chaerin still on the door even its dawn. I'm bad..I love to torture people that's why I'm happy but my happiness didn't last long when on the next morning Chaerin is no longer there instead she making all up with her young fiancee. I though she's really going to wait until I open the door but nahh.. She has changed. That's all I can say. She being cold on me. Sometimes she didn't even look at me like I never exist in front of her. Don't ask me why, I don't even have the answer!   Since the day she start acting cold, Eun Joo and her mom taking advantages over it. I have to bear it alone when they mocking and insulting me whenever we gather together on the dining table for breakfast,lunch and dinner. Everyday since 2 weeks ago! Sometimes Mama Lin and Harin backing me up,they still treating me as good as before or shall I say they treat me much better than before while Chaerin,whenever Eun Joo and her mom bashing me she just silent and eating without expression. Her protective side is totally vanish.   I can't defending myself since now I know and realize that without them, I have no place to go. I'm still grateful that they didn't expel me out from the Palace. But I can't stand another day of living here. Chaerin's changes is hurting me. I prefer when she keeps scolding me with her gross words instead of this situation where she totally ignoring me. The protective Chaerin has changed! That's it!   "What with that long sigh,Sis?" Harin voice making me realized that I'm not alone. Yeah I still have Harin and Mama Lin to holding onto but it doesnt same as how I'm holding on to Chaerin. 2 of them can't replace 1 Chaerin. My heart getting weird day by day when it goes to Chaerin.   "Sis,u spacing out again. This is the 28 times u're spacing out in 1 hour." I finally chuckle. Harin take a sit next to me on the bench while grinning. Hanging out at this Palace Park at this hour is the only one thing that make me calm.   "Hee..I miss that smile.." She said and pinching my cheeks. Grinning again. "Sis,what ever did those 2 witches said to u just don't put it into ur heart. They just spouting some rubbish."   I laughed again when I heard Harin addressing Eun Joo and her mom is witches but then my laugh dead immediately when I saw 2 glimpses walking on the park not far from us. They smile and laughing to each other. The scenario torn my heart.   "Sis, I know how u feel when Chaerin unnie changed suddenly. I feel bad too but we can't do anything. It's for ur own good." Harin said as she look at the same direction.   I look at her and frowning. "What did u mean her changes is for my own good?"   Harin held my hand. "Actually I have promise to Chaerin unnie that I wont tell u about this but I can't. I'm not good at keeping a secret that related to u and Chaerin unnie. The next day after u both got 'caught' she talking with Mom and then they go to the Palace assembly point. I trailed them because I was so curious. When I peek through the door I saw Eun Joo crying and Auntie Soo look so mad. She yelling to Chaerin and Chaerin yelling back to her madly. They talked about u. Auntie Soo said she want to expel u from the Palace but Chaerin unnie against it she said they don't have a right to do that since the Palace is under her. Then Mom come out with this crazy idea. She wants Chaerin unnie to making up with Eun Joo and let the guards guarding u since u inside this Palace and Auntie Soo added the most ridiculous things,she doesn't want Chaerin unnie to get close to u if she want u to stay here. As a daughter Chaerin unnie had to agreed even it's against her wills. That's why she's ignoring u."   Harin long explanation make me clear about everything. She still did anything for me. Still for me. I felt relieved but just for 1 second. When I switch my gaze to them I saw Eun Joo on top of Chaerin on the ground. They are kissing or more like making out since Eun Joo hands inside Chaerin shirt. I feel like hell again. My breath stuck on my chest. I wanted to cry but my tears won't go out. I try to look at other direction but my head seems glue on them. My heart revolt. She is the greatest liar! Had to agree or she really like the idea because she's in love with Eun Joo?!   Harin takes my cheeks with her hands and turn my head to her. She smiling but it's bitter. She safe me from got eaten by my own weird emotions. "I don't know if u eat Kimchi but I know some place,it's more like a roadside eatery that own by a South Korean lady. She's staying here for 12 years. Do u wanna try some sis?"   I nodded weakly. I try to look at Chaerin but Harin held my cheeks tight that I can't move my head. She knows something on me. Something that I don't even sure yet weird. We heading out from the Palace but Chaerin caught us on the front door. I sigh. Annoying. I didn't wish to see her face for now. I walk in front of her and she held my wrist.   "Where are u heading to?" She ask coldly. I didn't answer her not even look at her.   "Unnie,we going to Auntie Jang store. We craving for Kimchi." Harin said a bit stammer.   "No." Short but firm answer from Chaerin. My temperature rise suddenly.   "The hell! U know what, u make me pissed day by day! We going to eat Kimchi and u didn't allow us to go?! Bull with ur permission! I don't need it! Come Harin." I dragged Harin toward the exist but Chaerin manage to stop me by blocking my way.   "It's dangerous out there." She soften her voice.   I chuckled sarcastically. "Look at my face Lee Chaerin, do I care? And the most important is ask urself, do u care about me? Since we are here,since that day u didnt even look at me in the eye. U don't even know if I poisoning myself inside the room and yet u still said 'it's dangerous out there'! Even if I die and got shot or whatever happen to me out there it's NONE of ur business. Just mind about ur fiancee and not me!" I burst out my anger that I keep for 2 weeks.   "U know what...to me, u are more dangerous than those monster and demons! That's why... that's why I need to get out from this hell because of u! Don't get surprise when u didn't saw me going back to this Palace with Harin later. I'm sick of u! U make my life in messed!" I try to hold my tears. I dont even care if what I'm saying is right or wrong or weird. I just burst anything that inside my mind.   "Get the hell out of my way!" I said and push her roughly.   "Guard,follow them!" Chaerin shouted. The guards running towards us. I stop again and facing her. I pulled something from my waist. And point the black metal to my head. Her eyes widen once she saw the pistol on my head.   "I'm going to shot myself if u let ur bodyguards follow us!" I threatened her.   "U're crazy Dara! Where the hell u got that gun?!" Chaerin yelled while Harin is panic.   "Ask ur stupid guards to back off!!" I threatning her by pulling the trigger a bit. Now I can see the panic on her face.   "Princess..." One of the guard calling her,panic too.   "Back off!" She command and the guards obey. "My precious,put the gun down. Okay. Okay. I let u go with Harin but promise me u be back to the Palace again okay? Don't leave me and please take care okay? 3 hours. If I didn't see u inside this Palace after 3 hours. I will haunt the whole North just to looking for u. I will kill everything that take u away from me even God! I swear! Please...."   Her eyes is teary but it didn't make me touch. Just a fake tears to convencing me! I put the gun back to my waist and without any words I dragged Harin to the exit.   "Sis...u..really insane!" Harin complaint while we make our way to the store. I chuckled. "Yeah I know. This is the only way to make ur stubborn and demanding sister weaken."   "Yea