"I'm sorry.."   The first word that I heard once I'm awake. She's apologized after our 3rd days of war. I just staring at her blankly. She sitting next to me with her messy hair. Through her eyes I can tell that she still didnt have a good sleep. I stood up and grab my towel. Ready to walking out from the room and take a fresh shower.   "Dara,please..." She plead softly. It melt my heart but I cant give up this easy. She  have hurt my heart badly with her words.   "I'm sorry. I didnt know what am I saying that day because I was just too mad. Please.. forgive me. Sometimes I cant even understand myself. I'm being too sensitive with every words that come out from u. But to be honest all that I do is I just want to make sure u are safe."   "Ur sorry wont cure my wounded heart,Chaerin." I finally answer coldly without looking at her. Facing my back to her while trying to calm my breath. Then I saw her shadow stand up and approaching me until I felt a hand on my shoulder.   "I'm really sorry. I'm just mad. All I said that day is just a lie. I didnt mean it."   "I cant trust u anymore. I didnt know if this is true or just another drama from u."   "I am really sorry. I swear this is true. I didnt think twice when I said those words. All I think about is I just want to hurt u with my words but in the end I felt hurt too with my own words. When I hurt u the pain that I felt is more that u felt. I dont know... I..... Arggh!" She grab her hair roughly,frustrated. For God sake,this is the first time I saw her acting like this.    I walked towards my painting board. Staring at the empty white paper.   "Since that day,the paper is still empty." Oh..she notice it too.   "As empty as my heart."   "Dara,please forgive me. I am really sorry. I take back what I said." She apologized repeatedly.   "What had u said u cant take it back. The fact is u have said it and its hurting me."   "Sorry. I'm really tired. I have a lot of responsibilty and it make me insane! Ur pressence here its really meaningful to........my people. Every second of time I'm worried about u thats why I didnt allowed u to seperated from me even a inch away."   "U know what I felt while I'm here? I felt really lonely! A loneliness that killing me softly! I dont have friend to talk with,to tell them how I felt. I just have u! But we always arguing to each others! None of our day going smooth without yelling and screaming to each others!"   "I'm really sorry. I can be ur friend if u want to. But a professional friend. Bodyguard still my priority. U can come to me whenever u need someone but please... Since I'm willing to be ur friend,please dont climb over my head. Dont taking advantages on it."   Our eyes met. I can see a pain inside our eyes. A deep pain that no one would understand. Then she run her sight to another side. She always being like whenever our eyes meet. Am I not interesting to be stare at? My cold heart start melting. She is really guilty. No matter how crazy we are trying to fight with each other I got to admit that I need her by my side.   "Chaerin...."   Our eyes meet again. I can see a sadness in her eyes.   "Forgive me? Forever?" She apologized again. I smiled and her expression change. "When I see u smiling like this..I know ur mind up to something.. ur naughty smile." She can read me.   "I will forgive u if only u allow me to make over ur face."   Her eyes shock. "No. I dont like make up."   "Then I wont forgive u."    She smiled. A smile that make the died butterflies back to life. This is the first time she giving up and not being stubborn. I took my make up kit and take my red lipstick,put it on my lips and kiss the white skecth paper.   "Now,its ur turn." I said and trying to put the lipstick on her lips. Chaerin trying to avoiding it but I hold her chin. Half done,she grab my wrist. Our face just close enough to feel each other breathing. God! Dont make me kiss her! This is something that I cant resist!   "Promise me after this u will never disobey me?" She said between her irregular breath.   "I promise after this u will meet with a new Dara who will always listen and obey u."   "Good." Then I continue my work with my shaking hands. Once it done, I ask her to kiss the paper  but she kiss at the same place that I kissed.   "Aissh! Not there. Kiss next to my lips." I said. Chaerin nodded and kiss the empty space next to my lips imprint. I smiled,satisfied. I took out my pen and write the date and signature my kiss. Chaerin do the same while smiling.   "Sealed our past argument with a kiss." She said and our eyes meet. This time her stare is soft and gentle. It spike my heart. This evening we didnt plan on going to anywhere since tomorrow we had to travel a bit far from Sinuju. I grab the 2 small box inside my bag and walking towards Chaerin who sit on the table in front of her house. It just the 2 of us here. Mama Lin and Harin going to neighbour house.   "Chaerin..."   "Hmmm..?" She look at me. I hand her a Galaxy Note II box. She didnt react instead she look away.   "Chaerin. Take it. This is my present for u. I give it with my heart because u always here with me,protecting me. I'm really grateful to have u by my side. I love u."   She look at me immediately. I smile. "I love u as my friend. U're the only one I have here. U make me feel safe and loved."   Chaerin smile and took the box. "I dont love u. I just do my job."   "U didnt love me? Hate me doesnt make u cute okay?" She chuckled. Her cute chuckled that make my heart melt.   "Lets make a peace,shall we? Please love me.. I'm adorable and admireable."   Chaerin shooking her head playfully,smiling while checking her new phone. "U're so easy to say ur love."   "I just say it to u because I know how u are. Come..I show u something." I tab the Note II screen. "I put the special ringtone for us. I know that u call me just through the ringtone without looking at the screen. We use the same ringtone. Its a cool gadget."   Chaerin look at me while frowning. "What song?"   I took out my Iphone and tab on it searching for the song on the library. "Here... Ring My Bells by Enrique Iglesias..." I played the song and we both silent. I start singing along without I realized it.   Sometimes you love it Sometimes you don't Sometimes you need it, then you don't, then you let go. Sometimes we rush it Sometimes we fall It doesn't matter, baby, we can take it real slow. Cause the way that we touch is something that we can't deny And the way that you move,you make me feel alive You try to hide it I know you do When all you really want is me to come and get you You move in closer I feel you breathe It's like the world just disappears when you're around me Cause the way that we touch is something that we can't deny And the way that you move you make me feel alive I say you want, I say you need I can tell by your face you love the way it turns me on I say you want, I say you need I will do what it takes and I would never do you wrong Cause the way that we love is something that we can't fight (http://youtu.be/YqZTm5n9xHw)   "Do u like the song?" I asked while looking away. This song seems like it related to our life. Chaerin-Dara life. Could it say ChaeRa story? It sing my life.   "Yeah but other than that it sound ert." Her answer making me chuckled.   "I understand the song with another meaning instead of . Its seems sing my life." I breath in.   "Why did u like this song?" Chaerin giving me a soft gaze.   "Because of some reason. I will tell u someday. Remember our first meet on the road? Tonight I'm Loving You and we dance at the marching field with Dirty Dancer song? Since that day I start to like all of his song." Chaerin just silent. It make me a bit disappointed.   "Chaerin...."   "Hmmmm..?" I close my eyes.   "Lee Chaerin..."   "Emmm...?" She look at me.   "Am I that ugly for u?"    She smile. "No. Actually u are pretty.."    A naughty smile foam on my lips.