Due to the strong wind last night the class that I'm teaching had to close for a few days. Some of the villagers staying at the church while waiting for their house is done to repair. I went out from my room looking for Chaerin since I didnt see her laying on the thin mattress. Its kinda weird for me when I start worrying about her after what had happened, and now she's disappear even though her wound has not recover yet. I cant sleep the whole night when I heard she's groaning in pain, her wound quite worse making her had to sleep facing her back to ceiling and her face on the pillow.   I had to wipe the blood all night since they dont have any doctor here. I dont know what she ate making her become a strong woman like now. Her face still calm even she's in pain. Its hard to read her heart. She's such a mysterious yet attractive girl.     "Harin,where is Chaerin?" I ask Harin who busy folding the clothes.   "Chaerin unnie going to the river with Matt. Fishing."    "How bout Mama Lin?" I asked as I notice Mama Lin is not inside the house too.   "Oh..Mom going to church helping Father Joo." I just nodded even when Harin didnt look at me. I walked to door and put my shoes on heading to the river. I stop under the coconut tree and roaming my eyes around the river looking for Chaerin and Matt glimpse but all I see is just a fishermans who busy checking their nets and some of them busy checking their old boat.   A bit far from the rigs some of the villagers and kids swimmings and playing. Where should she might be?   "What are u doing here?" I jumped by a voice behind me. I turn my head quickly and saw Chaerin pale face. "I told u dont roaming around alone without me." She continued.   "I'm looking for u." I said with my innocently voice. She raised her eyebrows. "For what?"   "U shouldnt be here. Ur wound still not recover." I blurted out whats crossing on my mind. Chaerin frowning and letting out a small chuckled.   "Look Dara. This is not Seoul. Just because of the wound doesnt mean I cant do any work. I'm still fine. Just stay home and dont go anywhere. I'm going to catch some fresh fish for u. So just wait at home."   She's about to walk away, I quickly grab her wrist making her groaning a bit due to the reflections of her sudden movemment on the hand bones to the back bones.   "Sorry. Chae, I dont want fish. I want u to rest. At least get a couple hours of rest. Please." I almost begging making me look stupid in front of her eyes. But I dont care. I'm the caused of her wound!   She just silent while looking nowhere. "Chae please..." I plead again.   "No. We dont have anything to eat for lunch. I'm sure u doesnt want to be starved the whole day."   I held her wrist more tight. "Okay..okay.. since the class is closed for few days lets go to Pyongyang. Bring Matt, Harin and Mama Lin along with us. We can eat anything at the hotel. U dont have to worried about I'm starving. I want to bring u to the hospital,get a proper medications for ur wound. Please Chaerin.."   She staring deep into my eyes,maybe thinking about my suggestion. "Okay. Get ready by 10am." She finally agreed after a few minutes of silent. I jump happily and was about to hug her but I had to behave myself. I still need to control my vouge.   "Wait..but what we gonna ride to Pyongyang?" She smile a bit. "U will know later. Just get ready by 10." I dress myself simple while smiling. Finally I'm going out from this village after almost a month staying here. I can eat my favorite foods, I can go to shopping. Imagining myself comfortably on the jacuzzi and bath tub. Huh! Finally I could get a proper bath!   I heard some laughter from the outside and I went out. I cant contain my shocking face when I look at Chaerin. Oh my gosh Chaerin! She smile to me. I blink my eyes hoping that I'm not dreaming. She really look like a pirate with those black jacket and shades while sitting on the BULLOCK CARTS!! Harin, Mama Lin and Matt still laughing.   Chaerin jump out from the bullock carts and approaching me. "My precious is really pretty today. My heart almost drop to my stomach when I look at u. Okay my precious. Shall we? This is a new version of Peugeot Pearlescent made from North Korea." She extend her right hand waiting for me like a gentleman. I look at her with my diseblief face.   "Why my precious? Didnt u said to me before ur favorite car is Peugeot Peralescent?"   "Chae, are u kidding me? We ride this ugly things to Pyongyang?"   "Come on guys. We gonna be late." Matt interrupt. He put our things on carts before helping Harin and Mama Lin to get inside the carts. What choice that I have now? Reluctantly I get inside the carts follwoing by Chaerin. Matt sitting at the front a 'driver' the white bullock. A journey from Sinuiju is 3 hours driving but how long gonna it takes by riding this stupid bullock carts?   I look at Chaerin who sitting in front of me with my pissed and annoying face. She just grinning and blew a flying kiss to me. She making fun of me with this carts. Nevermind Chaerin. U will get my sweet revenge later! One hour of journey another bullock carts passing by us. His carts filled with a straw and pottery.   "Chae,what was that?"   "Do u want to know?"   I nodded quickly. Chaerin smile and jump from our carts making me shouted to her. Is she invulnerable? Dont she felt hurt because of the wound? She ran towards the old man that riding the bullock carts. She talked something and the man stop. Matt jump from his 'driver' seat stretching his numb body. I walked towards Chaerin direction.   "This is pottery. I'm sure u know how they made it. This is the famous kitchen items at North. Its cheap,easy and fragile." Chaerin explain. I look inside the carts and saw a lots of pottery been compiled properly and covered by a straws. The old mand hand me a jug that made by a clay. I smile to him and took it. it gently with my palm.    Through my touch I can feel the fineness of his handmade.    "Dara...."   I can feel their sorrowful and suffering life.   "Dara...."   I can feel their pain,their hardwork just to get at least a bit foods to eat for his family.   "Dara..." A soft tapped on my shoulder making me completely awake. I look at Chaerin. All the delicate whisper on my mind disappear.   "Are u okay? U seems drifting, seems unconcsious even ur eyes are wide open."   I hand the jug to the old man. "Im fine. I'm always being like this when I'm touching and oberserving the arts. I can hear the whispers, I can see the situation how it made. I dont know how to explain it to u Chaerin. The jug seems talking to me."   Chaerin just smile. A smile that manage to make the butterflies inside my stomach awake and flying high to my chest after for so long.   "U are very interested in painting. Carving? Arts?"   I nodded to her. "Yes. I'm obsessed with the painting. Everything that related to arts,everytime I touch them I can feel a feeling that been hiding behind those arts." I felt embarrassing suddenly,realizing I open up my passion about arts towards her,my enemy!   Chaerin took the pot and hand it to me. "Touch this. Same like what u did to the jug." She said. Reluctantly I take the pot. Touching it from top to the bottom. Feel the simple carve on the pot. I can see a delicate hand giving a simple design on this pot. I heard a whisper. A mother tyring to make her baby sleeping with a song. I sang the song then I saw the baby boy. He's bald and chubby. He's wearing a neckless.    "Dara..." Chaerin's voice making all the vision disappeared. I open my eyes slowly and I saw Chaerin staring at me.   "All that u said is true."   "I said?"   "Yes. I ask u what did u see and u tell me. U sing the song. This pot is made by his wife. They have a son and it the same as what u told me."    I look at the old man. He smiling happily and said something. I only understand one word. He said I'm a angel the been send from above. I'm just faking my smile. Oh Ahjussi! If only u know I'm evil than those demons. Then Chaerin give him money. He bow to us when we leaving. She approaching some of the kids that holding a Lily flower. She gave them money and take the Lily.   With a simple smile she walk towards me. I took my phone inside my pocket and took her picture. Seems like I have a new inspiration on my next art works. She looks stylo despite of her messed hair. Sometime this face remind me of someone. Chaerin give me a white Lily.   "Thank u.." I smile to her. Suddenly my phone ringing. Disturbing our romantic moment. Haish! I look at the caller. I answer the phone immediately when I saw Felix name on the screen. I ran towards the carts and sit next to Harin.   "Hello honey. What are u doing? I miss u so much." Felix whining like a kid on the phone. I chuckled happily. "I miss u too baby boo. I'm counting the love me and love me not. I just want to know if u really love me." I heard Felix laughing. How I miss his sweet dimple when he smiling and laughing. Chaerin sit in front of me when the carts start moving. Her hand still holding a few of white Lily while looking to her right side. She seems spacing out. My ears was greet by Felix romantic voice while my eyes was greet by the way Chaerin spacing out in front of me. She looks gorgeous while spacing out. It just like a curse but at the same time its a blessed.   "So u didnt believe on my love uh?" I can imagine Felix pouting.   "I just want to play this game. Love me..love me not.love me..love me not.." My hand start picking the Lily petals piece by piece. My eyes seems glued on Chaerin while Felix keep laughing.   "Okay go on. I'm curious. Is it will end with love me? Really hope so.." Felix hoping. I'm coutinue counting. Love me. Love me not. I felt my lips numb just by saying love me love me not. 3 petals more. I'm suffocated suddenly as my eyes still on Chaerin.   Love me not.... Love me... Last petal.. l.o.v.e.m.e.n.... Noticing my slow voice Chaerin switch her attention to me the lean her eyes on the Lily that I hold,she hand me another mo