**** Sorry..this is just a short chapter... I hope my readers out there still loving this chapter although the story is a bit....@$#@%&~^ Okay..just read it... ^_^****   *******************************************************************************************************************************************     When I'm awake I see no one by my side means Chaerin is already awake. I sit on the bed while rubbing my eyes. I saw Chaerin stading in front of the window while her back facing me.   "Morning.." She greet with her cold voice. I can hear a tense too on her tones. A tense early in the morning? I'm getting up from the bed and approaching her. I try to make her facing me but she turn her back again to me. I sense something is wrong right now. I'm waiting for her to speak up but she didn't and I can't keep waiting any longer. We've been silent for almost 10 minutes.   "Tell me Chaerin.." I started.   "Tell you what?"   "What are you thinking? I'm sure there's something bothering your mind right now. You being weird this lately. I swear. Your face.. it's rare to see you smile past few days. After..after you broke the engagement with Eun Joo."   I can hear her sighing. It's tell me enough that she's really tense but what make me weird is she never trying to sharing her problem with anyone. She always keep it by herself. No one knows her pain. No one knows her happiness. She just being like that. Like..she's have no feeling. Her face expression is always blank but eyes can't lie. I read evertyhing in there. In her eyes. That's why I need her to facing me right now.   "Chaerin please, look at me..." I plead. I was so desperate to see her eyes. I wanna know what is written on her eyes. I grab her shoulder and forcing her to facing me. When her body facing mine she ducking her head. I lift her chin and totally shocked when I saw a bruises and a wound on her lips.   "Tell me who did this to you? What the hell is happening to you?!" I'm caressing her lips. She caught my hand and let it go before she sitting on the couch.   "Felix call me last night asking me to looking for you."   "What did he said?"   "When he said you're running away, I seems know what's happening but I decide to find you first and my guess is nright when I found you behind the wall inside the monument."   "So those wound and bruises on your face,is it because of Felix? You meet him and you guys ended up punching each others?"   She didn't answer. It just her eyes looking deep into my eyes. I close my eyes. My heart worried about Felix. I grab my phone on the bed but Chaerin snap it roughly from my hand.   "He's fine. Don't worry. Although I want to punch him to death but my mind still sane. I still remember he's your fiancee and I'll never forget that. I send him to airport 30 minutes ago."   I can't talk. I don't even know what should I says to her. She make me sit on the bed and lift my chin. She studying every inch of my face while kneeling.   "My precious, I'm sorry for beating your finacee but I just can't sit and stand it, he's trying to you. As long as you still here you are my responsibility. I don't care who they are but if they trying to hurt or harm you I'll make them regret to live but last night....it's hard for me. Thinking that he's your fiancee but fortunately he's the one who punch me first. I don't know Dara. Is this a guy that you want to marry with? He's don't deserve you! He didn't even respecting you as his fiancee."   She stood up and breathing hard. I know she's still mad and upset too. I don't know how to make her calm. I saw her cluncthing her fist, her hand shaking before I could stop her, she punch the wall hard. Automatically, my body getting up from bed and approaching her.   "Haishh!!!" She punch the wall again. There's a blood on the wall which I'm sure her hand is bleeding. I hug her from behind hoping it would help to calm. She wanted to punch the wall again but I hold her hand.   "Chaerin please. Stop it." I'm tightening my hug. I can hear her breath. I can hear her heartbeat beating fast.   "I don't want to see you hurt. I hate it! I swear to God I really want to kill him! But he's your fiancee! I'm mad but I can't do anything to him! You almost got caught by those thug that you bump with while you're running away from him! If they found you last night I don't know what will happen to you! Do you understand how it feels like uh?! Someone that you protecting with your own life crying because of someone else! Do you know how it feel? It is better to suicide than seeing you crying because of someone else! Someone that has a completely right above you while me... I feel like a useless ! I can't do anything! If I hurt him you'll crying too...."   I push her to the wall and buried my face on her neck. I can't stand it any longer. Her blabbering making my heart hurt. "I know. Just calm down and relax okay? I'm still fine right? I sleep in your arms last night. There's no wound right? Means I'm fine." Although I barely can't talk because of my tears I still trying to speak out, to make her calm. I want her to know that she has someone that always be by her side. And that's me.   She pull me a bit away from her while my hand still on her waist. "You're not fine! Your eyes is sad! I hate that! You..." I locked her lips with mine. Biting it hard for a seconds before pulling back. "Stop it Chaerin."   "And thanks God, she went silent but then I notice something on her neck. A red mark. Looks like a love bite. A madness possesed my whole body. DOn't tell me she's making out with the girl that she meet at the club last night!   I push her body away from me roughly and facing my back to her. Squeezing my dizzy head that caused by a madness that over flowing inside of me.   "Tell me where did you go last night when I'm screaming your name and you're not coming!" I hear a footsteps behind me. She's approaching me and standing in front of me.   "Dara, what's wrong?" She ask with her soft voice.   "Just ing tell me where did you go last night?!" I finally yelled to her. Her expression shocked.   "I'm going nowhere. I'm inside the club. You know it too."   "Bull!!" I yelled and punching her face hard making her nose bleeding.   "My precious..tell m..."   I punch her pretty face again,on the same wound that Felix gave to her lips. "Stop talking! I hate you!" I punch her again and again. She's stepping backward while I'm stepping forward. I slap her face and punch her chest non stop until her body slamming the wall. She just letting me to abusing her. My tears running down fast and fast. I only stop when she catch my hands,stopping me from abusing her gorgeous face and body. I look at her in the eye. Deep.   "Now tell me, what's wrong? Why did you change suddenly?" She's really desper