"Open your eyes my precious.."   The first thing that I heard, none other than her y voice. I don't even know if I'm hallucinate again but this sounds so true. Her breath when she whispering that to me seems so real. But part of me didn't want to believe it's real. I'm afraid if I went insane again. My body is too tired for that and I felt really weak right now that I can't even move my fingers.   "Dara, I know you're awake now. Open your eyes for me my love.." Once again her desperate voice making me shiver. A warm touch on my hand making me startled. Her hand holding mine. Is this really happening now? Is she real? This is not my hallucinate right?   "Chae....rin...." My mouth saying her name without my consent but too slow and too weak. The time when I open my mouth to speak I can feel a very strong pain on my waist.   Her grip on my hand getting stronger. "I'm here my precious..." She whisper again. My heart beating so fast when her lips kissing my forehead brushing away the pain that I felt. A warm liquid fall to my face. Is she crying?   "Chae....." Still weak but I still want to call her name. I want to make sure that this is real!   "I'm here. Open your eyes and you will see me." Again. She begging me to open my eyes. I didn't response. She's been doing this for so many times before. She begging me to open my eyes and she promise once I'm opening my eyes I will see her there standing in front of me. So, I'm not sure this time if this is real or another lie for me to open my eyes. But I guess this time I won't fall for her trick. I rather to keep my eyes close than hoping to see her not there and get disappointed.   Hardly I try to talk. "I...won't... you're...lying...."   I felt her lips kissing my hand. "No. I swear. This time it's true. You will see me. I'm here,next to you." I gulped. My throat feeling dry suddenly. Her touch and her voice seems so true and real. Finally, I got an urge to open my eyes. Although it's hard but I force myself until I can see a bright light and my blurry sight. I can see a figure next to me but I can't see the face. My head throbbing.   The figure bend down and whispering, "I love you my precious." With this really close distance I can smell her scent... Chaerin's scent! Tell me this is true Dear God. Tell me this is not my dream either my hallucinate! Or....am I dead and I met Chaerin?! I close my eyes again and a tears fall to my cheeks. Don't tell me that me and Chaerin is dead!   Her warm hand touching my cheeks, wiping away my tears. "I miss you..." Another confession from her. I open my eyes again. This time I can see her face through my blurry sight. It seems not Chaerin. She's looks ugly with those bruises and those swollen face. I quickly shut my eyes. It's not her! She's not my Chaerin!   "Dara..." She calling my name. I froze myself. Her hand touching my face as my tears keeps falling. That warm touch is her touch but the face..that's not her!   "Sandara Park. Stop the tears. Open your eyes and look at me. I miss your stare. I miss your sweet smile when you watch me. Can you do that for me now?" She demand. I froze myself. Her words gets me mad. Who is this demon? What she wants from me?   "My precious please... I miss you so much.." Her voice cracked. Her kisses on my face making me shaking. Remembering how she looks like making me afraid. I try to push her away but I'm too weak to lifting my hand. Chaerin help me!! I'm screaming inside my heart. My tears can't stop falling. I'm helpless.   "I'm so sorry. You can hate me for doing this to you. You can yelling at me. You can slap and hit me but you have to open your eyes to do that." She said between her cries. Suddenly I got my energy. I push her body away from me with my remaining strength.   "WHO ARE YOU?! GO AWAY!!" I screamed really loud and I feel the pain again on my waist. Then I heard nothing. Silent. Until I heard her sniffing. She's still here!   "I'm Chaerin..." She whisper then I felt her hand holding mine. I jerk her hand away.   "LIAR!! YOU'RE NOT MY CHAERIN!!" I yell.   "I swear my precious. I'm Chaerin. Open your eyes and you will know." She still didn't give up.   "BULL!! I KNOW MY CHAERIN! YOU'RE DEMON! I SAW YOUR FACE!! YOU'RE NOT HER!"   "Dara..." She paused. I heard someone open the door and asking her what's happening. They talk until I heard her voice echoed around the room.   "No! She has enough with sedative! I can handle her!" She screaming.   "But we had to do this. She might hurt herself again..." That voice. Sounds Felix's!   She yell again. "I said no!! I know how to handle her!" Silent.   "I swear Doctor. You touch her with your stupid needles, I rip your neck off of your head!" She warn him. Her words making me speechless suddenly. This mad voice...this protective side...it's Chaerin's....   "My precious, if you can hear me open your eyes and look at me. I'm your Chaerin. Your Chaerin who always loves you more than anything else in this world. Your Chaerin who always make you as her first priority. Your Chaerin who willing to die just for you."   Those words making me crying again but I try to not believing her. I saw her face and that face is not Chaerin! I shook my head. "YOU DEMON GO AWAY!!" I yell. Suddenly I feel the weight on top of me. I'm struggling. She's hugging me while crying.    She whisper something to my ears. The same words that Chaerin whispering to me before,that French words. Her spell that making my heart melting.   "Stop crying.... that tears... I can't breath..." She whisper making me frozen. That words...only Chaerin saying that to me.    So, this is real? She's really Chaerin? Her tight embrance making me realize,the way her arms hugging me, the warm when she's embrancing me, it same like Chaerin's!   "Chaerin...." I try to open my eyes and lifting my hands to hugging her but suddenly something sting on my hand making me weak again.   "No!!" I heard Chaerin screaming. I heard a sudden chaos but it's getting far and far from my ears then I heard nothing. I fall asleep again. A soft and sweet humming next to me making me awake. I open my eyes and sit on the bed, study the room. I'm at the hospital again for the countless times. I look at my right side loking for the person who's humming the Thank You For Loving Me song.    I can't move when I saw the figure so clear. She's sketch something on the paper that she didn't noticed I'm awake. Her left hand was bandaged. I'm staring at her for a minutes until suddenly she look up at me making my breath becoming slow as the butterflies inside my stomach gets so hyper after they were death for too long but my heart felt different. It seems mad and hatred dominate my heart when I see her face.   Our eyes meet. A love and desire that has been replaced by the sadness inside of me brighten again. The same stare. The same desire. The same feeling. They comeback again. Suddenly, she give me her sweet smile making me even more suffocated. She show me the sketch. My smiling face. Exatcly looks like me.   "All I've got to give to you are these five words tonight. Thank you for loving me, for being my eyes when I co