A heavy rain out there making me feeling lonely again. The loneliness that keep hunting me hurting my chest. I'm all alone in this huge mansion. This is the fifth nights after she made the most touching confession. The next day, she's going out early and come back home late at night. It's continuos even until now. She's went out before I'm awake and only coming back when I'm fall asleep after exhausted from crying. It's 11 o'clock at night but Chaerin still not home. Tonight, I decide to waiting for her. I'm not going to sleep, I want to talk to her. I want to see her face.   I know she's busy helping the villagers fixing their home and helping them with anything that she can do but deep inside I can feel that she's trying to ignoring me. Avoiding to have the conversation with me. Even Matt is not allowed to go near me nor talking to me. I'm living in hell again. Whenever Chaerin is ignoring me, I felt like my soul was drag to the hell and it's burn into ashes.   I take my phone out from my bagpack and turn it on. It's been so long that I didn't turning on my phone. I just don't want to be disturb when I'm with Chaerin. I don't want something distratcing my mind and make me stop thinking about Chaerin. My phone can't stop vibrating. Dad, Mom, Felix and my Uncle flodding me with a voicemail. I dial Dad's number. Just one ring he answer the call. He's worry, I'm sure.   "Dad..." My voice crack suddenly. Make him even more worry. I didn't mean to, but I just can't stand living like this. Living with no Chaerin by my side. I will do anything to have her here with me and the only option now is Dad.   "I smell something fishy happened there. Why I can't reach both of you?" Dad ask,raising his voice a bit.   "I'm sorry Dad but could you please listen to me first? I need your help." My tears finally fall to my cheeks. It's weird, I cried a lot this lately but this tears never dry.   "Sweetheart, what's wrong?" Dad's voice turn soft.   "Dad, I need money."   I heard Dad sighing. "Silly! I thought something bad happen! Stop crying like a baby. I'll give you the money just tell me the amount."   "1 million dollar." I said between my sobs.   "What?! That's too much Dara! What are those money for?"   "Dad please.. Just give me the money." I'm begging while cluntching hard into the bedsheets. I try to resist my cries.   "Dara,you know that's alot. I can't give you unless you tell me why did you need the money." He said firmly. I bite my lips. Why is no one ever trying to understand me now? Chaerin leaving me alone here because she doesn't want to understand me and Dad questioning me because he didn't understand what am I through here.   "I really need the money Dad. If you can't give me you can sell Dara Kizz to our investor or find any buyer." I blurt out my silly suggestion.   "Are you insane? You know right how much profit we get from Dara Kizz every year and now you tell me to sell it?" See. Dad won't agree. He love Dara Kizz as much as he love me. Dara Kizz is a shopping complex that he build for my graduation present. I didn't answer him. I'm just crying. I could hear Dad worry breath on the phone.   "Look Dara. Tell me what happen there. Why did you need that alot of money. Tell me. I try to figure it out. Stop crying honey. You make me worry so much now." His voice soft maybe he trying to comforting me.   "Rainstrom happened few days ago and destroyed everything here. The villagers lost their home. Some of them dead. They have nothing to eat. We need to help them Dad. They are suffering out there!" I shout and cry even louder. I want to threatening my Dad with my cries so that he will agree. Once he give me the money everything will solve and I can have Chaerin again by my side. She don't have any excuses to avoiding me again.   "Honey calm down and listen. That is not our responsibility anymore. Our mission is accomplished....."   "Dad..please..!" I shout again.   "You sounds different. I'm sure that's not the only reason why you need the money." Dad doubting me.   "It is a reason! I need the money because I'm sick of being worry! Chaerin is out there helping them! She risking her life without thinking about herself! Dad,you don't understand. If something happen to her, I swear,you won't see me ever again. That's why I need your help. Just give me the money!" I went insane. I pull my hair roughly.   "Dara!" I heard Chaerin voice downstair then I heard something crashing to the floor. I heard a fast footsteps. She's running, I guess she heard me shouting.   "Calm down Dara.." Dad trying to calm me.   "I won't calm down Dad! Just give me the money! You don't understand what I'm through here. You don't even know what I feel right now!" I shout and cry. Chaerin kick the door. "Dara!" She dash toward me with her worry face. She pull me to her embrance and take my phone. Hugging me tightly.   "Hello.." Her husky voice making my insane mind calm completely in a blink. She's wet because of the rain but her embrance still warm. I'm crying again. I miss this arms embrancing me. I miss her voice.   "Mr.Park, I'll call you again later. Don't worry. She is fine now." She hung up the phone. "Hey..." Her soft voice melting my heart. She lift up my chin with her soft touch.   "My precious... Why are you crying?" Her thumb wiping my tears but it still failed to making me stop crying. My precious... I miss that words. I'm just staring at her with my teary eyes. She looks pale and exhausted. I'm sure she's really tired and lack of rest. This is what I hate but Dad didn't understand this.   "I miss you." I said finally. "Why are you ignoring me for so many days? I'm sorry if I hurt you. You can yell and mad at me but don't ignore me. It's hurt Cha