You walked calmly through the hospital lobby. You are ignoring all of the nurses who were gossiping about you.

            “Hey, you know that girl?” One of the nurses asked her mates.

            “Yeah. That girl is always keep coming here, right?”

            “Yep. How idiot she is..”

            “Hush! You can’t say that! She might hear it!”

            You keep quiet, but you glaring at them. They automatically silent and look at the floors. You sigh and keep walking.

            You know they aren’t wrong at all. You are idiot and stupid, just like one of the nurse said before. You tighten your grip, trying to ignore what they said..

            But..

            That hurts you so much because they were right.

            You walked faster when you found the room you’re looking for. You open the door knops and find the cutest, sweetest, and perfect man you ever know in your life. You simply smile and walking closer to him. “Oppa..” You said with a soft voice.

            Xi Luhan was lying there peacefully. No sound at all but machines.

            Your tears are flowing again.

            You can’t hold it anymore.

            You always assume he is just sleep for a while and will wake up later. But every time you look at him, your tears never stop falling from corners of your eyes. You always optimist that he will wake up lat