Jaejoong sighed as he got up from the bed and walked into the bathroom. It was another sleepless night. He looked at himself in the mirror and sighed. 

"I need a shower" Jaejoong mumbled to himself then took off his clothes and stood under the water. He heard his phone ringing, but ignored the annoying sound and closed his eyes. After Twenty minutes, he was done and walked back to the bedroom to wear his clothes. While he was doing his tie, his phone rang again. He rolled his eyes and put it on speaker as he continued doing his tie.

"Good morning, Mr. Kim. I wanted to remind you that the meeting will begin in less than half an hour" Ms. Kang, his secretary spoke.

"I know" He said and hanged up immediately.

Jaejoong took his phone and car keys then went out of the house. He's arrived just on time. Ms. Kang bowed and followed him inside his office. She gave him some important files.

"Mr. Kim, your father and the others are waiting for you" 

He walked into the conference room and sat on his seat with Ms. Kang behind him. They were discussing the project they will do, but Jaejoong was far from listening anything they were saying. His father looked at him and knew his son was not paying attention, but couldn't do anything except shaking his head. 

The meeting finished, Jaejoong didn't wait and walked out of the room quickly.

"I don't want to have any phone calls or visits. Don't let anyone enter whoever it is"

"Yes, Mr. Kim" Ms. Kang bowed

Jaejoong took off his jacket and sat behind the desk, leaning back and closing his eyes. Her picture won't leave his mind. Everytime he closes his eyes, he can see her smile clearly. Their memories kept on repeating inside his head. How stupid he was, to end everything by his own hands. He didn't blame anyone, but himself. He didn't blame her for leaving, but he has hoped if she waited a little bit more. But it's all too late, now. She left and here he was, lifeless.

Jaejoong took out a picture from his drawer and looked at it. It was her picture, she was sleeping just like an angel. He wrote at the back of the picture 'My sleeping angel~♥'. There was another picture of her smiling, he was the one who took the photo. It was back when they went on a picnic just the two of them. They were so happy that day...and never thought they will go separate ways.

Jaejoong caressed her face, looking at her lovingly.

"Baby-ah, where did you go and left me here?" He whispered painfully "I can't live without you"

Jaejoong sobbed silently. 

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He didn't realize that he fell asleep till he woke up to the sound of someone knocking the door. He rubbed his face and hid the pictures back inside his drawer. 

"Come in"

His secretary bowed and he looked at her, annoyed

"Didn't I make it clear that I want to be left alone and I don't want to hear anything from anyone?"

"I-I'm sorry, Mr. Kim" She bowed, afraid of him "But your father wants to see you"

"What does he want?"

"I don't know, sir. All he said was that he wants you in his office in ten minutes"

"Okay"

She bowed and was about to leave, but he stopped her.

"After I see my father, I won't be back. I'm leaving early"

"But, sir...there's an important meeting that you have to att-"

"Do